WARNING: JOEY X SETO LEMON!!! TWO MEN HAVING SEX! YAOI WARNING!!!

It Will Be Love

Joey’s POV

When it was time to go to bed, I headed to my room when Seto called to me from the hallway.

“Joey! Wait up!” Seto called as he ran to me.

Seto ran to me and took my hand. “Joey….Joey, I have to ask you something.”

What could he want from me? It looks important…and serious.

“What is it, Seto?”

“Could you…I mean, would you like to…gods…ummm..”

Mr. CEO lost for words? That’s odd. There’s something you don’t see everyday.

“Could you…stay with me tonight? In my room?”

In his room? With him? In his bed? Should I? Maybe Seto….wants me…like my father wanted me. I learned early not to deny anyone of what they wanted. The needs of others were more important than my own desires.

“You want me to stay with you?”

Seto nodded. “Please……Joey? Could you please stay with me tonight?”

I don’t think I’ve ever, ever, EVER, seen Seto look so….needy.

“Joey, I understand if you’re not ready for this, but-.”

I shook my head. This is something I always wanted.

“Seto, it’s okay. I’ll stay with you tonight.”

Maybe then I could see every fantasy of mine come true! Maybe even like the other night when he socked me one right in the kisser.

We went to Seto’s room and Seto used the bathroom first and I heard him brushed his teeth. I stripped down to my boxers, already trained in the fine art of pleasing others.

I was dressed to kill in my black boxers. When Seto was done, he emerged in electric blue boxers and slipped into bed.

I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, used the john, cleaned myself up very well. I usually liked to shower before making love to make sure I was clean. After lovemaking, I would scrub myself until I was raw. Maybe, if Seto really loves me…I won’t have to scrub as hard.

After scrubbing my necessary parts thoroughly, I entered the bedroom. Seto had the lights off in the room and a candle lit by his bedside.

Seto? What the hell is he thinking? A candle? It is nice, though.

I slipped into bed beside him and he gathered me to his chest, cuddling me against him. I could hear his heartbeat as the tiny candle was the only thing allowing me to see him.

He sighed in contentment. “Are you nervous, puppy?”

Nervous? This is something I always wanted. I always wanted to be beside him and lay next to him like this.

I didn’t know what kind of lover Seto would be. He’s strong and could very well pin me to this bed and hump my brains out until they leak from my ears.

Oh hell, yeah!

Time for you to dominate me, Seto. Time to take your piece of my pie like my father.

Take me.

Hate me.

Use me.

Make it hurt.

Make me bleed.

Seto kissed the top of my head. What the hell is this? Why isn’t he pulling my boxers off and fucking me senseless already?

It did feel good when he kissed me, though.

I looked up at Seto. I looked into those ice-blue orbs. I really did love him. It’s just hard for me to show him how much I do.

Seto reached up to stroke my face slowly.

//My boy is such a pretty boy.// I heard my father say and I closed my eyes, wincing.

“Joey, I’m not going to hurt you, love. It’s just me.”

I opened my eyes and saw Seto cupping my cheek. He isn’t hurting me……

Why?

Why isn’t he throwing me down?

Doesn’t he love me?

“Joey, I love you. Do you know what that means?”

I bit my lip and nodded.

“Now, puppy, don’t lie to me. You know, it isn’t easy for me to be all…emotional in front of others. I was always taught that emotion is useless. At least, as long as I made others happy, my feelings didn’t matter. But, Joey, with you, I feel like I don’t have to put my guard up. I….I love you, Joey, and it wasn’t easy for me to admit that.”

I buried my face in Seto’s chest. “I was always taught that love was being at the receiving end of a punch, Seto. My father beat me to a bloody pulp all the time. And he….he….”

“What did he do to you, Joey?”

I shook my head. //If you ever tell anyone about this, Joey, I will find you and beat you so damn hard you won’t know your own name!// My father’s voice resonated in my head.

My body shuddered. “I can’t tell you, Seto. If you love me, you won’t ask me that question.”

Seto held me close to his body and pet my hair. “Okay, pup. I understand. You’re not ready. I’m still not ready to tell anyone about my step-father. Mokuba doesn’t know about my step-father making me sleep with him. As far as I’m concerned, Mokuba must never know what I endured for him. He means too much to me. I love him, Joey, and I don’t want to see him go through what I had to endure. I understand, Joey.”

I looked up at Seto. He went through the same mess I did. Neither of us could do anything about our situation.

Seto looked at me with sad eyes. “I love you, Joseph.”

Seto leaned down and kissed me on the lips. Seto cradled the back of my head in his hand. He seemed very careful to give me room to pull back if that is what I wanted.

My hands brushed across his chest, teasing one of his little nipples into hardness. Seto’s tongue slowly gained entrance between my lips. I submitted easily to the kiss. I was already so submissive. Any attempts at dominance by me was always thwarted….even my attempts to get away.

Seto deepened the kiss, running his hands through my hair. This felt good. For some odd reason, this was better than a good, old-0fashioned punch in the face by my father. This was much, MUCH more enjoyable.

My hand drifted across the warmth of Seto’s chest, feeling his heartbeat rapidly under my fingertips. Nothing could be better than this!

Was it me, or did I hear a little moan of pleasure come out of him?

My hands brushed across his other chest and heard him gasp as I teased his other perky, fleshy bud with my thumb. I left Seto’s lips and buried my face in the side of his neck.

I bit down at the base of the neck hard, letting my teeth make their mark. My fingernails ground against the skin on his chest, leaving a trail of red marks across his chest.

Seto took my shoulders. “Joey?”

I pulled back. “What?”

“I want you to make love to me, Joey. I want to know that you love me. I don’t need sex. I need love. I need your love.”

He doesn’t need sex? Isn’t that what we’re doing? He needs love? Well…how the hell do I do that? Well…he seemed to like it when I was brushing my hands lightly across his chest. Maybe he needs me to be gentle. Is that what love is? Is that what he needs? Isn’t sex the same as love?

If I keep being gentle and give him what he wants, maybe he give me what I have been craving for many nights.

“Sorry, Seto. I’ll try.”

I kissed the mark I just made on his neck and my hands brushed across the red marks on his chest.

I kissed down his chest and licked at a perky nipple, standing to attention. My hands drifted lower.

If I don’t touch Seto now, I’m going to explode!

My hands caress his stomach and my hand drifts over the rim of Seto’s boxers.

//Come here, boy…..//

I clenched my eyes shut against my father’s voice in my head.

//Make your daddy feel good.//

Damn you, father! Why couldn’t you have just left me alone?! I don’t need you in my head right now!

Seto let out a moan of pleasure as I rolled his one nipple around in my mouth and my hand slipping beneath the blue waves of Seto’s clothing.

I stopped just short of his manhood and lifted my head.

“Seto….do you want me to touch you?”

Seto looked over at me, taking sharp breaths, his eyes half-closed in the brief session of our passion. “Please touch me, Joey. Gods, I need to feel you on me.”

I pressed my lips to Seto’s again and my hand wrapped around him. A sob came from Seto as my grip enclosed around him. His fingernails gripped my shoulders and I felt his body tense. His powerful arms wrapped around me and drew me close to his body. He buried his face in my neck and clutched me to his chest.

“Gozuboro……”

His body was almost like a living earthquake.

“Seto, it’s okay. It’s only me. I won’t hurt you.”

Seto’s teeth clenched. I could see he was fighting for control over his own overwhelming and conflicting desires…..fight or flee.

More than often, I chose another option….just lay there and take it like a man.

There was no fighting. There was no escape.

“Joey…I’m with Joey….,” Seto whispered to himself as he opened his eyes. “I’m sorry, Joey. I’ve never…never been touched since my step-father.”

I kissed his sweaty forehead and cradled his head as he laid back down on the bed. “It’s okay, Seto. I know what you’re talking about.”

Seto took a deep breath and closed his eyes as I slowly started stroking him. He kissed my neck, licking me from the base of my neck to my pulse point. It felt very nice.

“Joey, gods…love you,” Seto whispered in my ear as he began thrusting up into my grip.

Seto’s hands moved from my shoulders and cupped my face in his hands. “I love looking into your eyes, Joey. They’re so beautiful.”

Oh gods…blushing alert!

Seto laughed at me. My face must be red as a cherry! He gave another moan as his hips rose into my grips, trying to bury himself into my grip.

Seto slowly pushed me onto my back, he started to lick my neck and suck on my earlobe. He ground himself into me. He kissed me so gently….his lips pressing against my heating skin down my chest. Seto kissed down my body slowly, taking his time to pepper every part of me with butterfly kisses. He kissed down to my belly button and he pulled back, sliding my boxers off of my body, exposing me to the air.

I sat up and pulled down Seto’s boxers and Seto’s sex was revealed.

I beat back a shudder. //This is what a REAL man looks like, boy! Take a good look. Better yet, why don’t you feel what a real man feels like? Let your daddy show you how…// Damn it! Why do I keep thinking about him? He’s not here! Just Seto…naked….aroused….hot….sweaty…Seto.

Seto laid beside me and stroked me in return while kissing my lips.

My hands raised to run my fingers through his hair. It was soft and becoming slightly damp from his sweat.

It felt like it took forever for me to become aroused. Seto’s touch was the only thing that aroused me. I only became aroused by pain before. I was only given pain before.

It’s strange to be aroused by love.

Seto laid down on his back and pulled me on top of him. “Make love to me, Joey.”

Which means to him….go slow. He wants me to go slow.

Seto reached over and grabbed a bottle of hand lotion. “I keep this handy. I put this stuff on every night so I don’t have dry hands. This’ll be perfect.”

I covered two of my fingers with the lotion and Seto laid on his back. I saw him take a deep breath and grab the pillows in a death-grip. Whatever his step-father did to him, it must have been pretty rough.

“Ready, Seto?”

Seto nodded. “Yeah….do it, Joey. Please. I need to feel you inside me. I can’t take it anymore!”

I coated Seto’s entrance with the lotion. I had been trained in the fine art of preparation since I was thirteen. I had to be trained. I was trained by the master….

I shuddered at the thought, then tried to return to the task at hand.

I pressed one finger into him and Seto’s body shivered and tensed. Seto’s body gripped onto me tightly at first and I could feel resistance in his body. It was almost as if Seto’s body was trying to keep me out for some reason.

After a few moments, Seto’s body relaxed a little, maybe sensing I wasn’t his step-father, but someone who loved him…someone who wanted to love him.

Seto’s ice-blue eyes opened slightly and he pleaded for more. I slipped another digit into him and he gave a moan.

“Oh, puppy…please..do it.”

I stretched my two fingers apart, feeling Seto’s channel expand and loosen around my trained digits. My other hand went to Seto’s sex and I stroked him in time with my stretching fingers.

Seto is really tight! This is going to make this somewhat uncomfortable for him if he wants to make love. It’s going to hurt a little.

After stretching him, I slowly moved my digits in and out of his body. Seto moaned each time my digits slipped into him deeper and further. When I slammed into him, I remained there, searching around for what I was looking for.

Finally, my fingertips brushed against something inside Seto and Seto thrust up into my grasp almost screaming.

My father and I almost always used toys as a way of stimulation. And I only prepared my father a couple of times. I have little idea of what to look for. But, from the look on Seto’s face and the trembling of his body, whatever I touched seemed to excite him.

I did it again and Seto reached up weakly for me.

“Joey, I need you…make love to me. I need you inside me.”

“Don’t you want to….use toys, Seto?”

Seto looked up at me. “Joey, I want you to make love to me without them. I need you….I don’t need anything or anyone else other than you. Please.”
I climbed on top of Seto and coated my length with the lotion.

I took a deep breath and pressed my length into his body.

Seto and I both gasped and panted heavily as I became embedded in his tight warmth.

Our eyes locked on each other as I remained still inside him. I never made love to anyone without the use of toys.

Am I doing this right? I don’t feel comfortable without them. I don’t even feel like this is enough. I don’t feel like Seto and I are making love.

I feel like this is a routine. It doesn’t feel normal without the toys.

Why couldn’t he let me use a vibrator or cock ring or something? Then I would feel like I’m making love to him instead of doing this out of obligation.

I don’t know how to make love to him without toys. I don’t feel like this is love.

This isn’t love.

This is fulfilling Seto’s desires only.

That’s okay, though. I’m used to that.

I’ll do this for Seto, but I don’t feel like this is making love…not without toys. Next time we have sex, I’ll use a toy.

Then, it will be love.

I slowly moved in and out of Seto’s body. I watched him shudder and moan as I penetrated him again, slamming deep inside his body.

Seto gripped my arms and started rubbing my shoulders.

“Joey, I want you to come for me. Gods, Joey, you’re so beautiful.”

My eyes couldn’t help but fill with tears. I lowered my head as I continued to move in and out of his body.

“Joey, love? Why are you crying?”

“You called me…beautiful.”

I looked up at Seto. His eyes filled with tears and he sniffled. “But, you are beautiful, my jewel. I need to know you are mine, Joey. I was never truly rich until you came into my life. I can’t imagine my life without someone so perfect.”

Perfect? Bullshit. I’m far from perfect. I’m as dirty, tainted, polluted as anyone else on this planet. No…I’m more tainted. More dirty. More polluted. More used. More gullible than anyone else on this planet.

I thought my father loved me. But, all I see….is that he used me for his own sick pleasure.

“I’m not perfect, Seto.”

Seto stroked my cheek. “Yes, you are. To me, you are all I ever wanted.”

I slammed into Seto as I started sobbing. I gripped the sheets tightly in my fists and slammed into the body below me.

Both of our bodies shuddered as they collided. Seto wrapped his hand around himself, pumping himself furiously.

When you think about it, I am using a toy as I’m making love to Seto.

Myself.

I am a toy. I was my father’s toy.

I slammed into Seto harder as I thought about the comparison. Seto’s body shuddered and quivered as I slammed into him. I grabbed his hips and pulled him closer against me.

Seto’s legs wrapped around me and pulled me closer.

“Gods…Seto…need you…”

Seto’s thin frame shook as I not only touched his prostate, I slammed into it roughly. Seto arched his back as his body quaked with his orgasm.

I am a toy.

I am my father’s toy.

Now, I can make love to Seto.

Seto’s body clenched around me and Seto’s release erupted over both of us.

I wasn’t far behind.

I love you, Seto. I want to make love to you, but I don’t know how…..without toys.

I’ll get us some. I’ll get us some nice strong handcuffs, a nice vibrator, a nice leather whip…one that will make the deepest cuts. I’ll get us some scarves, some rope, some blindfolds, some snazzy cock rings.

The only problem is, I don’t have a toy box. If only I could get my one from home. That toy box is filled with fun toys. When I was seven, my dad replaced my normal toys….my race cars, my stuffed animals, my army dolls, my Lego set with sex toys.

Seven Years Old!

Gods, my dad was messed up, but, some of the toys were good.

I gripped Seto and pulled him close to me as I released, sending my passion into Seto’s body.

I collapsed forward on him. We both panted, covered with sweat.

I felt something warm pool around our legs.

Uh-oh……

Seto wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him.

“I love you, Joey. Gods, I love you.”

I kissed Seto’s chest. “I love you, too, Seto.”

When I caught my breath, I moved off of Seto.

Seto was bleeding.

Shit.

I got up and ran to the bathroom.

“Seto, I’m so sorry!” I wet a towel and cleaned up Seto.

Seto cupped my cheek when I returned to the bed. “It’s okay, Joey. I love you. This doesn’t matter.”

I cleaned Seto and myself and we had to strip the bed. When we replaced the sheets, Seto gathered me to his chest.

We both let out a contented sigh.
”My puppy…..my jewel.”

I sighed. My Seto….my master.