Warning: This fic deals with and describes burning as self-mutilation. If this is a sensitive topic for you, do NOT read this fic. You have been warned.

Title taken without permission from Nine Days and their excellent song "If I Am." If you're a member of Nine Days and you want me to take it off, contact me here. Thanks!

A sequel to I Wish You Loved Me. I strongly (strongly!) recommend going and reading that, in case you haven't already. Trust me, if you haven't, go do it. The mists will clear and comprehension will begin to dawn.

This fic is rated R! For copious swearing and adult scenes/situations. If you're mature enough to handle it, read on.

If I Am

Want to tell me just how cool you think I am? Or do you just want to scream at me until my eyes, bloodied, fall out of my head because you think I write so badly? Holler over here. Thanks for reading!
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