Chapter 6 – After Effects

 

As I saw the lights play across the hills and the resort announcing the opening ceremonies of the festival, I struggled to bring my thoughts into order.  Exhausted from the day's events and the sheer anguish, I had spent the last two hrs crying and soul searching.  I really didn't want to be the Master Of Ceremonies but alas my duties called.  "Calley: Are the protection details ready and the place ready for me to kick this thing off?"

 

When she answered in the affirmative, I could see the disapproval of even having to talk to me in my minds eye.  Gathering myself to my feet, I signed off and jumped to my room and did a quick clean up.  The alarm clock beside the bed glowed 10 mins to the starting time.  Dressing in black slacks and a Forest green dress shirt, the mirror's reflection showed a handsome visage with an out fit that popped with the grey t-shirt underneath.  The three goons heaped in the dungeon flashed before me.  I had killed them.  Before the thoughts could overwhelm me, I put on the mask of my happy personality.  No one every really knew when it was just a mask, but tonight I was destined to give a great performance.  I had too.  JT, Mike and the resort's reputations were riding on it.  Closing the door behind me I walked to the amphitheater.  Scanning the backstage area, I double checked things.  They seemed to be in order.

 

I straightened the knot of the silk tie looped around my throat for the thousandth time, struggling to stifle the butterflies in my stomach.  Dressed in a black suit, blue shirt, and silver silk tie, I knew I looked great, but never quite believed it, and here I was about to escort Becky to the premier.  I certainly didn't want to look like a fool as she would be looking absolutely stunning.  God, everything was riding on this night.  The future of the Raid, my reputation as a businessman, my future as a secret crime fighter, my friendships, everything.  A prayer formed on my lips, "Dear God, give me the strength I need to get through this."

 

I walked out of my office, where I'd changed, and out into the hall, heading for Becky's suite, the nervousness still riding in my throat.

 

I adjusted the brown curls on either side of my face.  I heard the knock on the door and jumped dumping the baby’s breath from coil of brunette strands.  My heart was racing and I went to answer the door.  "Mike... whew it is only you."  Relieved I took in the handsome beau before me. "Wow!" I could feel the grin starting.  "Doesn’t someone clean up good?"

 

"Thanks," I said, trying to conceal the slight flush I felt, Ready to go?"

 

I looped my arm into his and pulled the silver wrap over my shoulders to accentuate my blue strapless evening gown.  "Of  course.  And who is the young studling with the red hair trailing us?"

 

"Extra security I brought on for tonight.  Seth's a good man, knows his job."  I shot him a smile from over my shoulder.  He smiled back, as he knew I'd given him no choice.

 

"Ms. Woods.  Everything is under control and may I say I have been a big fun of yours for years!"  Seth was bubbling over with excitement. 

 

YEARS! Becky thought. "Well I guess one of my advanced age should take that as a compliment," Becky said casting a withering gaze up the teenager.

 

The smile fell off his face and Seth felt crestfallen he had insulted the actress.  Babbling and trying to apologize, he just kept digging himself deeper until Mike finally had to step in.

 

"Don't you have a check-in to make?" I asked.

 

The chit-chat died in a moment.  Becky giggled a little bit, knowing the impact she had on people.  I too cracked a small grin, remembering the way I'd been when I first met her; not too far removed from the way Seth had been a moment ago, until someone else stopped me from making a complete fool of myself.

 

I asked, "Nervous?"

 

"Completely" I said smoothing down the front of my gown.  I had to admit Vera had been right about this style.  "So far I have a major movie debuting, a film festival to kick off, a gaggle of press, and if that wasn't enough, One of my best friends returns from the dead and is trying to kill me.  What's to be nervous about?” I laughed lightening the mood.  Mike had always been a good guy and I but think that if the fire hadn't happened, he would have his own star shining tonight. 

 

Seth heard the exotic voice of Kami come over the ear piece with the news herself and Lupe were escorting Tepnapa to the amphitheater and that Tobey was getting ready and would be there on time.  Becky decided to give the kid a break.  "Mr. Seth how about this weekend, we get together for lunch and you can tell me all about me and how great I am?"  Seth positively gushed at this and glanced for permission from Mike.

 

"Who am I to refuse the whims of Ms. Becky?" I said, "I never could say no to her."

 

Seth positively gushed with pride as we stepped out into the night air, heading for the amphitheater.  Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the other members of the Pack stationed about, providing more security alongside the small contingent of police officers Captain Solak insisted on sending in.

 

With a trill of laughter my two handsome men escorted me across the lawn to the bowl and I could see JT was getting the same treatment with two stunning women.  The flashbulbs erupted and the night had begun as we made our way through the crowds to our seats and waited for the festival to begin

 

Inside the gates, it felt as if we were in a dance hall with the flashes of the photographers' cameras.  Reporters shouted at us, several asking if we were dating, to which we were both quick to deny.  Somewhere near the rail which separated the reporters from the red carpet, I saw the waitress from the bar, the one who spilled the martini on my shirt the night Becky had been kidnapped.  Distracted from the press, I wondered what she was doing here.  That's when a chill crawled up my back, though at the moment, there was nothing I could do about it at the moment.  There was no way to dash off, besides, it was just a feeling.

 

We kept on, but the look in her eyes stayed with me.  A look that said, "I need to say something to you."

 

I was waiting back stage and saw that Mike and the team were in place.  Slightly nervous to public speaking I felt arms wrap around waist and I tensed until Zack kissed me on the cheek.  Turning around I hugged him with all my might.  Pulling back I looked at his handsome face. 

 

"Tobey I missed you the last few days."

 

"I missed you too Zack. You wouldn't believe what we had to do to get this thing going."

 

Zack frowned.  "Tobey is everything alright?  You look ... I don't know... there is just something off."

 

I was about to tell him everything when a PA rushed up and announced they were ready.  "Zack tonight after the event, I need to talk. I ne..I need to tell someone." And with tears in my eyes I stopped myself and held him to gain strength.  He gently stroked the back of my hair and agreed.  Then he scurried off to take care of yet another detail that only he as the manager could deal with.  Pulling a bit of curtain, I wiped any tears and snot that might have accumulated and straightened my black blazer.  Then the lights went out.  The fan fare blew and I walked out on stage.  The whole amphitheatre was light by the moon and stars and the flashbulbs began as I approached center stage.

 

"LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!  STUDIO EXECUTIVES AND MOVIE GOERS!!!  WELCOME TO THE RAID AND THE GREAT WOLF FILM FESTIVAL!!!"  The crowd erupted.  Close to 500 people packed the seats and another 1000 were camped out on the lawn.

 

And here we go I thought.

 

"Welcome.  I am Tobey Devonshire, your host for the evening and what can we say?  We have already had a pretty exciting week so far and while a few of us were a captive audience (a round of laughter came from the crowd), I can confidently say that the best is yet to come.  We have a great weekend lined up for you with some amazing films and outstanding performances from the Hollywood's A List and the A-list of tomorrow with several making their film debuts!"  More applause.  This was actually starting to get enjoyable.

 

Tomorrow we will have several movies screening here at the amphitheater, the conferences rooms at the lodge and the Round Rock of course there will be fine dining, even finer women, and opportunities to meet the constellation of talent gathered here.  We would like to thank our host MR. MIKE SLAGENWEIT!"

 

I waved as the crowd roared again, a big grin on my face, glad to have the chance to share something with the people gathered here

 

As the crowd showed its love, I wound up my remarks.  "Mr. Slagenweit, Myself and the staff of The Raid would like to extend to you all a very heart felt welcome and offer that should you need any assistance, please see any of our friendly staff.  And for any daring adventurous souls that like to live on the edge, we do have a lovely timeshare sales pitch available," I said with a horrified expression that stirred a giggle in the crowd.

 

“And now without further adieu, let's kick off what will be that start of an annual tradition with a truly remarkable film from Project Green Light.  Director Kristopher Hardwick brings us a tale of intrigue, suspense and a global race for justice.  Ladies and Gentlemen the first film of the GREAT WOLF FILM FESTIVAL!!!  ‘THE ROOSTER CROWS AT MIDNIGHT’!!!!!!"

 

And with that the spotlight cut off and the crowd applauded.  I walked into the wings as the credits began.  I started shaking with relief and took a drink of water.  Calley's voice sounded in my ear.  "Tobey that was a great speech.  You're on official host duty for the rest of the night.  We got the detail covered." I grimaced.  "Affirmative," I said.  Great.  I was being benched.

 

All in all, when the credits rolled at the end, it was a good film; a worthy testament to its creator's work. People laughed at the jokes, got nervous in the rights spots, a couple of women even screamed at the scary part. Through this all though, I kept wondering why the Fashionista hadn't shown. I was certain he would. This would have been a perfect opportunity to wipe me, JT, and Becky off the map. Not to mention all the entourage we had here. Could it be possible that he'd gotten his satisfaction with that torture session? Nah, that was ridiculous. He wouldn't be satisfied until I was stone cold in the grave.

 

I rose to escort Becky back to the bar for the post feature party; she accepted my arm, and with Seth following behind, we again walked through the crush of press. Again, I saw the waitress, and again she gave me that look. I would've given it more thought, but alas, work called before duty.

 

They were in my sights. Targets 2 and 3 were together and were moving through the crowd. Target 1 was moving through the far gates towards his cottage. Two really quick pops would be all it took to send the crowd into a panic. I wouldn't even have to fire. At this point they would be trampled. Yet my instructions were clear. I continued to watch.

 

I could see that Mike was preoccupied. Ensuring that one of the team was close by, I went up to him. "Sir, as your body guard, I have to say you look like something is wrong?"

 

"Nah, just a goofy thought, it's gone now," I replied, appreciating Seth's concern for me. Despite his brashness and inability to listen some days, he was the best kid we ever brought into Timberwolf. 

 

"Okay" I started to make my way over to Becky. Off in a dark corner, I saw Tobey nursing a drink. I wondered if I should go and talk to him. He looked up and, I don't know why, but his face darkened and he stalked off onto the patio.

 

Benched. Great. I knew it would happen quickly, but the team was moving like lightning. Already taking me off the case. I didn't stick around too long. I had gone to find Zack only to find out he was in for along night due to some foul up. After I wrapped up the screening, I escorted some movie starlet and her movie studio exec boyfriend to the Round Rock for the post party. Thankfully they got caught up in another group and I slipped away. The corner was just what I needed. Wait a minute. Seth is looking over at me. What is with that look? Ah frak, no I lost the kids respect too. Why? Why did it have to go down like that? You're a murder that's why. Shut the frak up! Why the frak won't that brat just say something or move on? Oh frak this? Standing up, I maneuvered through the crowd to get some fresh air outside.

 

The Round Rock was packed full, as I'd hoped, and people seemed to be enjoying themselves as I mingled through the crowd.  The events of the previous days forgotten, at least temporarily.  I picked up a Pepsi at the bar, greeted a few acquaintances, shook a few hands, even laughed at a joke, but tried to keep things in perspective: we were still on the lookout for a madman.

 

As I worked my way through the crowd, the waitress who I'd seen earlier was pushing her way through the crowd to get to me.  I excused myself, on seeing her. Better find out what this is about, I told myself.

 

"Excuse me, Mr. Slagenweit," she said.

 

"Please," I replied, "I'm not the hard-liner everyone thinks I am.  My name's Mike."

 

"Alicia Kendrick."

 

"Nice to meet you, Alicia.  What can I do for you?"

 

She seemed to stutter a bit here, as if she'd forgotten her purpose.  I thought it might be due to the fact that I'd treated her unlike any other employer she might've had.  "Umm... ah..."

 

"Is there a problem?" I asked, gently, trying to calm her so she could actually tell me what was on her mind.

 

"It's just that, well..." I placed my hand on her shoulder and said, "It'll be all right.  I know that you need to tell me something."

 

"Sir... its... its...I can't do this... this was a mistake... I'm sorry to have bothered you Mr. Slagenweit".  She turned to go.

 

"Are you sure?" I asked, "I mean, it's not anything serious is it?"

 

Her nerves were on end.  He should just let it her go to her doom.

 

At that second, my sixth sense sparked, and I was able for the first time in my life to give it a direction, right in front of me.  I said, "Alicia, why don't we get out of this crowd.  That way, there won't be so much pressure."

 

I lead her though the crowd toward the hallway.  As we made our way, I noticed how attractive she was; with her strawberry blonde hair falling down over her shoulders.  She'd had a brilliant set of green eyes, flashing in the light.  Stop!  Thoughts like this were a distraction I couldn't afford to deal with right now!

 

I closed the door to the bar and the noise coming from the bar subsided a few decibels.  I said, "Better?"

 

"Really, I need to get back to work.  I'm putting you in danger just talking to you."

 

"Danger?  I beg your pardon?"  The sensation strengthened a notch.

 

She made to move past him.

 

I made quick grab for her arm, not intending to cause harm, but I knew that I had when I saw the wince.  I said, voice going a bit darker, "What is it, Alicia.  I need to know."

 

He could read the fear in her eyes, but the fear of what?  In her eyes she seemed to come to a decision.  Her shoulders fell and she sighed.

 

"Mr. Slagenweit... it was me. I was the one who gave them access to the resort."

 

Despite all my control, a hint of rage flushed in my eyes.  Despite everything I'd done to protect my friends, I'd been betrayed and here I'd saw something attractive in this woman.  Now to discover that she'd helped the Fashionista capture me and torture me within an inch of my life; it made the betrayal all the deeper.

 

I grated, "What are they planning?"

 

She shrunk back from the rage in his eyes . "I don't know."  She was trembling

 

"You have to tell me."  I tried reaching into her mind, seeing if I could sense what she knew, to no avail.

 

She felt a slight buzz in her head.  "I was hired to find out how someone can get into the resort.”

 

"Who put you up to it?"

 

My frustration was growing with each passing second.

 

The words were trying to come out.

 

I turned and put a fist into the paneling.  My voice rose into a near scream, "I know that you know something!  You have got to tell me!  It's a matter of life or death, damn it!"

 

This wasn't like me, I knew, but betrayal had a way of boiling my blood and frying my nerves in a way that few understood.  My breath came in heaves.

 

"OKAY!"  The terror she was feeling nearly buckled her knees.  But it was the fire in his eyes the sent her to the floor sobbing.  "It was Barnett. It was Barnett."  She knew her life was over.  If this man didn't turn her in, Barnet would kill her.  But she had to make him understand.  "I had no choice."

 

"Barnett!  That bastard!  Where is he?  What is he planning?"

 

"I don't know. He told me that something was going down. During the festival and that his boss would be pleased at the most amount of destruction.

 

Seeing the tears in her eyes, my anger relented a bit, as I finally believed her.  I said, "All right, I believe you.  But you know that I'm going to have to turn you into the police?"

 

With shame she shook her head.

 

"I'll do what I can..." I'd realized the extent of how much I'd frightened her, but at the moment didn't have time to dwell on it.  I escorted her to my office and left her there, taking the few seconds to disconnect the phone and internet access with a wall switch hidden behind a panel in the hall.

 

"Wait!"

 

"What is it?"

 

"Mr. Slagenweit.  I am so sorry.  I didn't mean for anyone to get hurt."

 

That stopped me.  I turned about, looking squarely in her eyes, judging the sincerity of her words.  They spoke the words that words themselves couldn't speak.  I said, voice gone soft again, "I believe you."

 

Not trusting herself to speak, she just looked away.  After he left locking the door, she just sat thinking about what she had done.  But one thought kept coming back.  She wanted to make up for this to Mr. S.  If she could just figure out how.

 

I got out of earshot of my office and said into my comm link, which Darren had been quick to replace, "I found the mole.  She's locked in my office.  High alert, people. Barnett's gang has something big in store for us."

 

"Roger that Mate. Who was it?"

 

"Alicia Kendrick. The waitress from the other night."

 

"NO BLOODY WAY!  Tis a shame really...that sheila was hot!"

 

"I know, but we can't worry about that right now.  I'm going to suit up."

 

"What for?"

 

"You're right; I'm probably jumping the gun.  But be prepped to, just in case things start going south."

 

"What’s the target? When?"

 

"She didn't know.  So make damn certain JT and Becky are covered."

 

"Will do mate. Kami and Lupe are currently on duty.  You and I are on detail tomorrow morning.  Seth and Shawna have tomorrow morning.  Then Calley and Ty tomorrow evening.

 

"Wait a sec. Something just occurred to me.  Where's Night in that breakdown?"

 

"Uhmmm...uh" came the response over the comm link

 

"Where is he?  He's got to know this!"

 

Mike could hear tapping on the keyboard from the other end.  "Current location is the Round Rock on the third floor gardens"

 

"All right, I'm headed back that way.  Warn the cops; tell them to start their patrols early.  Let everyone else know."

 

"Mike do you think it is wise to bring Tobey in on this?"

 

"At this juncture, I don't think we have a choice.  I hate to sound insensitive, but he's got to get over whatever it is."

 

Darren just didn't know how to broach this. "Mike, Seth told Calley and me what happened when they went to get you."

 

"I was completely out of it then, what's going on?"

 

"Maybe we better get you and Calley down here."

 

"What the hell is going on, Darren?"

 

Darren offered up a prayer. "Sir.  Nightwolf was like a banshee.  I had never seen him like that and, well... he…"

 

"WHAT!?!"  I could feel the anger rising again, getting sick of these runarounds.

 

"He murdered 3 of the guards!  He killed them in cold blood and almost took out Cana."  Darren was beside himself.  He wanted to help his friend but was at odds about him methods.

 

“Can Nightwolf be trusted?”

 

For the second time that night, I felt like someone punched me in the face.  My best friend, doing something like this?  I couldn't believe it!  No frakking way he'd actually *kill* someone!

 

"Mate?  Mike are you there?"

 

"Yeah... ...yeah, I'm still here... ..."

 

I still couldn't believe it, but somewhere in the jumble of confusion my thoughts were in, I wanted to give Tobey the benefit of the doubt.  I said, "I'll watch him.  If something seems to be going wrong, I'll take care of it."

 

"Ok.  I'll let Calley know.  Anything else?"

 

"No... no, nothing... ...thanks."

 

Mike just kinda stood there in the hall for a moment and then pushed off in search of Tobey.

 

Ever since Sarah deMarza, I'd been careful to guard my heart against betrayal.  Now, for two times in one night, the very thing I'd worked so hard to protect myself against had gotten the better of me.

 

In the gardens on the roof top of the spa and bar, Tobey leaned against the railing and tried to focus but the bitterness kept welling up.  How? How did he let it happen?  How could he show his face?  He saw Mike coming up the path.

 

"Hey, Tobey." I said, quietly.

 

Of all people, Tobey didn't want to face this person.  "Now's not a good time Mike."  He tossed back another swig of his scotch.

 

"So I gathered." a long pause, "Despite the fact that I could get Ty to read your mind, I'd rather you just tell me what would make you resort to this."

 

"Leave it alone Mike.  You don't want to be here."  Not with a killer I thought. My glass was empty.  I pitched it over the side.  I heard a tinkle of shattered glass below.

 

"Well, I am.  And I'm not leaving; call me a stubborn horse's ass, but I want to know."

 

"Well fine.  If you won't leave, I will."  I brush past on his left side.

 

I put myself between him and the exit, shoving him back, "No.  I want to know and right now."

 

He had pushed too hard.  I had to let it out and unfortunately my friend was the only target.  I let loose with right cross that sent him on his butt.

 

"You want to know what happened.  I lost it. I crossed the line and I don't know how you can stand to even look at me!"

 

"What the hell are you talking about?!"

 

"SO MANY YEARS OF TRAINING AND I TOSSED ALL AWAY!  I Protect.  I make sure people are safe.  I am sure that the little stoolie told you all about my slip up back at the hideout.

 

Well yes it's true!" I couldn't find the words.  But then I did.  It wasn't anything physical that caused Sabre to wince back.  It was the use of the Deity Cursing Explicative at the top of my lungs that made his eyes go wide.

 

"I didn't want to do this.  I didn't want to inflict myself on you. I have let you down way to much already BUT NO! You had to go nosing around and pushing my buttons!  WELL F*C* YOU AND THIS RESORT!"  And with that I vaporized out of existence.  My senses brought me back to reality in that my face was covered in liquid.  Not just because I had materialized at my favorite rock at the base of the waterfall, but from the tears that were once again falling.  I needed help.  Couldn't they see I needed help?  The poets were right... it is darkest before dawn.

 

I sat there, hardly daring to believe what I'd just heard.  The questions started immediately, and then the guilt set in.  What could I have done differently?  I shouldn't have been so rough.  I should've done this differently.  God a million things to worry about and now, I'd also lost my best friend in the process.  Some leader I was.  Can't even hold my own team together when we had enemies out there, conspiring to kill us all.

 

I thought about heading right back down to the bar, getting drunk off my ass, puking it in the porcelain Buddha, and waking up with a hangover the next day, but where would that get me?  Instead, I called Fuzzy.

 

I hate heights, Fuzzy said, what has happened?

 

I screwed up, I replied, I confronted Tobey about what happened during that rescue mission, and well, here I am...

 

I suspected that something like this might happen.  It will pass, we just have to make sure that he doesn't go and do something stupid.

 

How is it that you know so much about human emotions?

 

You, young pup.  A pause then Fuzzy said, that confused the companion

 

"Me how do I factor in?"  Mike was clearly in for a night of revelations.

 

Fuzzy regarded him like a wizened sage.  "Do you think that all we do is share words?  Honestly pup, when we communicate, I am able to pick up pictures, feelings, intent

 

And you're saying you got this from me?  Jesus.  How do I help him?

 

"By not speaking words when you communicate with him young one."  Mike thought he dedicated what he could have sworn was a smile.

 

Yeah, I thought, didn't I have empathic abilities?  Why wasn't I using them?

 

"That is not what I meant.  You need to use your most valued skills right now."

 

There are days when I question those skills.

 

"Michael.  Tobey needs you to be his friend.  Listen.  Be there."

 

You're right, as always.  Why do I doubt myself?

 

You’re human.

 

I rose to my feet and bucking up my courage, I took off heading for the ground.  I knew he hadn't gone far, and exactly where to find him.

 

The scene just kept playing over and over in my mind.  The bursting through the door.  Mike hanging there. The Fashionista and his goons.  The fight.  The feeling of ripping the life force out of those that had went after me.  The worst part was the feeling of joy as the bodies dropped.  I couldn't hear the crunch of the gravel above the roar of the water fall or my own sniffles. I felt a presence behind me and someone just grasp my shoulder gently.  "I'm here." 

 

He turned around and saw me, I said, trying to keep my voice calm and uninflected, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pried, but.... well, you know how I am sometimes."

 

I looked at him through the tears.

 

Finally the pain could be held back no more.

 

Turning, I crushed him into a hug.  I didn't want to let go.  It all poured out.  What I had done.  My shame. My pain.

 

I held my friend, just holding him like I might've for a child.  Tears welled up in my eyes to, but I held them back, just letting the emotions go into the night breeze.

 

I don't know how I got there, but I woke up in my bunk with the sun shining down on me.  I had no recollection besides my friend comforting me but I knew somehow things might be ok.  But one thing was for sure.  I had to find out how I ended up in my bed with no clothes on! 

 

I looked over the rail, and saw Zack walking down toward the waterfall.  A smile broke on my face. He'd explain, I hoped, but if not, I knew Tobey would eventually figure it out.