Vicious Cycle

By: Kurara

~side story~

Comments: This is a continuation on Die and Toshiya from Vicious Cycles.  Hehehehe.  I REALLY wanna know if Toshiya is like this… as usual, C/C appreciated.

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 Kyo and Gackt left shortly after Kaoru and Shinya, leaving Die and Toshiya asleep on the couch, forgotten (how cruel!).   A nurse came by and saw them, Toshiya still in the embrace of Die.  She saw the bassist’s shoulder shake from the cold and found a blanket.  She put it over the two and went back to her work.

 Toshiya woke up and felt arms around him.  He looked at the hands and immediately recognized them.  Die… he sighed and turned around, careful to keep in the guitarist’s arms.   He rested his head into Die’s chest, feeling guilty on the inside from taking advantage of the situation.

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3 Hours Later

“Sir…”

“Nn…” 

“Sir!”  Die’s shoulder was shook by the nurse.

 “Huh?”  Die woke. Looking up into her face.

 “Sir, the hospital is closing to visitors in ten minutes.  Your friends all already left.” 

Die mumbled something of an acknowledgement and went to work waking Toshiya.  He ran his fingers along Toshiya’s face lightly, amused by the face twitches that Toshiya gave.  “Totchi… Totchi-chan… wake up.”  He started to rub Toshiya’s back, getting harder and harder until Toshiya woke up.  “Toshiya, we have to go.”

 “Eh?  Daisuke?”

 Die blinked at the use of his real name.  “Toshimaru…” he muttered, wondering why Toshiya had used his real name.

 Toshiya smiled.  “Let’s go.”  Die nodded and sat up, taking Toshiya up along with him.  Toshiya stayed close by Die as they walked out to Die’s car.  They drove without speaking, as Die had turned on the radio and they started to sing along loudly (and off key! =P) to the music.  When they got to the bassist’s apato, Die walked with him to the door because it was dark.  Toshiya leaned against his door, facing Die, and smiled.  “Sankyuu!” 

Die blinked.  “For what?”

“For staying with me at the hospital and taking me home.”

 Die shrugged,  “What else could I do?  You were there and you didn’t have a ride back.”  Toshiya’s expression went slightly downcast, but then brightened when Die hugged him.  “I’ll see you tomorrow, ne?” 

“But, we’re not having practice.”

 “Really?”  Toshiya nodded.  “Well then I have nothing to do!  Hey, you wanna do something?”

 Toshiya smiled as he thought hentai thoughts.  “Sure.”

 “Okay, I’ll pick you up at—“

 “Oh no!  Kyo and Gackt aren’t here!  They usually wake me up!  I’ll never wake up!”

 “Hmm… then… sleepover?”  Die grinned.

 “Where?”

 “How about my place?   You can pack up your stuff since we’re here, then go to the movie store and rent something, and then go to my place.”

 Toshiya smiled.  “Okay.”  He ran in and took a large bag out.  He threw in most of his wardrobe and makeup, his pillow, a big blue blanket, and his fuzzy pink bunny slippers.

 “Toshiya!  I didn’t say you were moving in.”  Die gawked.  “Why do you need all of this?”

 Toshiya walked over to Die and tapped his nose.  “Die-kun, you just don’t understand.  You never know what you feel like wearing the next day, so you need to be prepared.”  He grinned then rushed off to the bathroom to get all his personal items.  Then he came back and fought with the zipper to close before straining to carry it.

 Die grinned and helped the other carry it out to the car.  “Toshiya, are you sure you don’t just dress and act like a girl?”

 “What do you mean?”   Toshiya blinked after they got it into Die’s trunk.

 Die pinned Toshiya against the car and ran his hands up Toshiya’s shirt.  Toshiya gasped and tried to keep from sounding like he was enjoying it as Die’s fingers felt around the flat chest.  “Hmm… all flat.  I guess you ARE a boy!”  Toshiya blushed as Die’s hands went to the top of his pants.  “But maybe I should look down here just to make sure, ne?”

 Toshiya giggled and moved up on Die, pressing his body against the guitarist.  “And what would you do if I wasn’t a boy?  Ravish me perhaps?  I know you like men but I never heard anything about women.”

 “Ah, you know me, as long as it’s good sex I don’t care!”  he laughed and patted Toshiya’s forehead as he went to the driver’s seat. 

Toshiya smiled sadly and hid it before going to the passenger’s seat.  They drove to the movie store and he turned to Die.  “Ne, Die, can I choose what we rent?” 

Die smiled.  “Okay.”  Toshiya ran in and when Die got inside, Toshiya handed him a cassette.  Die didn’t even glance at the tape and took it up.  The clerk laughed and Toshiya made a cradle with his arms and rocked it before pointing to Die and silently giggling.  Die was confused, but didn’t say anything.  When they got back into the car, Toshiya snatched the tape before Die could see.   “What’d you get?”

 “You’ll see.”   Toshiya grinned.  “I want chocolate!  Let’s stop at the store!”

 Die nodded.  “Okay, I’ll pick it out though.”  Die stopped at a sotre and ran in, leaving Toshiya in the car.   HE quickly came back and they went to Die’s apatto.

They dropped Toshiya’s belongings into Die’s room and Toshiya grabbed his bunny slippers and blanket before popping the video in and sitting next to Die.  Die had bought Hugs & Kisses (yummy!  I love Hugs… do you all know what I’m talking about?  Hershey’s?  Well, Kisses are just chocolate and Hugs are regular chocolate and white chocolate swirled. ^^).  Toshiya took a Hug and popped it into this mouth as the movie started.  Die almost choked seeing the Disney logo.  “Toshiya!   What are we watching?”

 Toshiya giggled and curled up against Die.  “My faaaaaaaaaaaaavorite movie!”

 Die put an arm over Toshiya and pulled him closer.  “You’re gonna pay once this is over.”

 Toshiya giggled again.  “And just how will I pay?”  He mouthed, certain Die didn’t see.  They watched Bambi (::giggles:: I have Bambi stuffed animals.) and Toshiya cried into Die’s chest multiple times.  At the end, Die held Toshiya to his chest as the last of the tears dried.

 “Toshiya, why’s this your favorite if you cry all through it?”

 “B-because of Thumper!”  He rubbed his eye with a fist.  “I love Thump-thump.”  (So do I!  ::cuddles Thumper plushie:J

 Die smiled.  “Kawaii ne…” he brushed his hand over Toshiya’s face.

 Toshiya pouted.  “Die-kun…” 

“Eh?”

 He grabbed Die’s shoulders and pinned him to the couch.  “I win!”

 “Eh?  Were we…” Die pushed Toshiya to the floor and got on top of him, “wrestling?”

 Toshiya grinned and pushed his way up, but Die made him fall to the side and then he pinned him down again.  Die brought his face close to Toshiya’s and grinned widely with an arrogant sound.  “I win.”

 Toshiya struggled and Die took his wrists in one hand and held them above his head.  With his other hand, Die started to poke Toshiya, then tickled him.  Toshiya held in his laughter and yelled, “I’m gonna get out of this!”

 “Oh yeah?  Give me your best shot!”

 Toshiya took in a sharp breath.   And to steal another one… he pulled up and kissed Die, hoping it’d scare him, but as his lips went away as he went down to the floor again, Die’s followed.

 Their lips were just a centimeter away and Die whispered, “You know, if that was supposed to be a kiss, it was pretty sorry.”

 “Yeah, well, I’d like to see you do better!”  Toshiya’s heart quickened, wondering what the reaction would be.

 “But aren’t YOU supposed to be trying to get away?”  Die grinned.

 “I’m not so sure I want to.”  Toshiya whispered.   “I kinda like it here.”

 “Really?”  Die asked mockingly and Toshiya nodded.  “Well, let’s see how much you like it after I do this…” He lowered down and pressed his lips against Toshiya’s, tasting the bassist delicately, but when Toshiya responded by returning the kiss, he forgot all other factors in the world and pressed harder.  Toshiya gasped and arched up, wishing his hands were free so that he could run his hands through the mass of blood red hair.

 Die’s free hand brushed over Toshiya’s cheek, brushing away strands of hair before pulling up.  Toshiya opened his eyes almost dreamily and looked up to Die.   “Die-chan…”

 “Totchi…”

 “Will you… ah… let go of my wrists?”

 He’s uncomfortable with this…  “Ah, sure.”  He let go and was shocked when Toshiya’s hands flew up to tangle the fingers in his hair, bringing him down for a deeper kiss.  He moaned as Toshiya’s tongue slipped between his lips, meeting with his own tongue.  Toshiya arched up, rubbing his lower regions against Die’s.

 When they broke for air again, Toshiya licked his lips and looked up to Die.  “Ne, Die-chan… why don’t we move to a more… comfortable surface?” 

The hidden message hit in Die.  He wants to sleep with me… REALLY… not just SLEEP either…

 “Die?  What’s wrong?”  Toshiya’s voice was full of concern.

 “Toshiya, don’t you think we’re moving too fast?”

 Toshiya shook his head.  “I don’t, but if you feel we are, we can always slow down.”  He smiled.  “As long as you stay with me, I don’t care what speed our relationship goes.”  He cupped Die’s face in his hands.  “As long as you’re with me.  I’ve waited this long, I can wait longer, for you…” 

Die bit his lip and looked into Toshiya’s eyes, his decision clear on his face.  “Toshiya….”

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