Frustration

Frustration wells up inside me
Coursing through my veins
Like a
deadly poison
Mixing with my
blood
Nothing happens as I want it to
Nothing is ever right
This frustration is driving me
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I'm resorting to music
And only thinking of what I
Wish I could do
But I can't do that anymore
People care about me too much
It would hurt... 2 people
But those two people are too much
I can't hurt them
I just can't
So I will just think of it
As many think of that special word
Or that one look from their love
I shall think of it
As a memory I can no longer have
But desperately want... no...
need
Frustration wells up in me
And I can't do anything to
S T O P it
I can't stop this ride
I can't force the clowns away
I can't fight my monsters
So they shall just
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Eat at my soul
Until I have nothing left
They will devour my heart
Yet I can't bring the
blood
Nor
burn the delicate skin
To stop them
This time I shall have no scars
Well, no scars you can see