You... I never thought you would leave me No... that's what everyone else does. I thought you were different. I thought you would last, But no... No... I have fucked things up again. Ruined it once more. I always do this. I lose everything I know, Everything I love. I lose everything with my careless mistakes, My stupid errors. I told you too much, I scared you away. How could I be so goddamn stupid? How could I trust you with my secret? How could I think you would change for me? For me... For the little fuckup who Doesn't deserve the air she breathes, The blood coarsing through her veins. You acted like you cared "Are you okay?" You asked. You never listened to the response, Did you? You never gave a fuck, Did you? Did you ever? Did you ever give a shit about me? Yea, sure you looked like you cared, But did you? Or was it an act? Behind that masque of sympathy did You ever wonder when I would do it? When I would put the blade to my wrist? End this Hell they call life, End your misery being stuck with me. Well the time has come, You get your wish. You'll never have to show that fake smile, Give that fake embrace, Pretend to give a shit. Today is your day, You get your wish. I'll just pack up my things To leave it easier for everyone. The letter is on the table. I signed my name in blood, I signed my name for you. See what you have done? I ended it for you. Feeling happy? I hope so, 'Cause where I ame now, There is no happy.