Pain consuming my soul,darkening my heart
Evil is watching over me
Telling me to do it
Do it once and for all
Kill myself before I take another fall
One half of me is reasonable
And the other doesn't fit
I am two people
Yet I cannot stand to let them show
I try to cover it up with a smile, and pretend that I'm not low
One second I'll be here, the next I'll be gone, Just like that
It's gonna happen soon
And when it does I want you to know
I love you with every inch of my heart
Even if it doesn't show
My one last wish before I am consumed..
My final wish on this day, is to have my last cry.
Sarah-Jane Hunt
Copyright ©2003 Sarah-Jane Hunt