Babel... Books.. Excerpts

 
  • Not having a choice or a lack of better alternatives is what force/propel us to make a decision to persevere and stay on/move forward.
  • Learn to deal/bear with uncertainties.
  • Get busy living or get busy dying.
  • It's easy to confuse the limits the world place on you with your own limits.
  • By quitting before trying, I'm giving myself excuses not to step up to challenges; I'm trying to abstain from more failures. But what is the greater failure? Trying and failing but learning from it or
    Not trying but never knowing and always wondering, always in doubt, and never able to try your best because you are always unsure that this is the way, this is how it goes. 
  • Keep to your schedule!!

  • Complete one task before jumping to the next!!

 

 
  • Your determination depends  on how much you want to achieve your goal. Your success in turn, depends on your determination. You can rest but Not run.
  • All good will come with a price that you'll someday have to return when the giver is in need (unless the given can't find you). This is known as OBLIGATION. 
  • No victories last forever. There are always new battles to be fought, new problems to tackle, new dilemma to resolve, new regrets to  overcome.

 

   

Child of the Dawn -- Gautama Chopra

He was lost. His displacement, disorientation was of a more desperate and desolate nature for he did not understand what he was lost from. And one day inspired by his dreams of magic he went on a search for power and lasting happiness, a search for meaning and justification of his entire existence. The journey of Awakening.

THe road has many exits. If you keep thinking about which exit to choose, u wun be able to enjoy your journey now. If you make the Right choices presently, u dun have to worry about future choices. Wat r the right choices? the choices dat ur heart feel most @ ease wif

Evil is juz a name given by us to reject the foul we don't want to admit we have. 
BUt Light n darkness always exist in us simultaneously. Accept it, admit your faults and your merits can coodinate with it.
We can't run away from the Truth all the time. Even if we run away, at the instance we forget but with time, when the presence return, we'll be thrown back into the same old dilemma, never moving on.
So face it, and conquer your fear once and for all..

 

The Return of Merlin -- Deepak Chopra

A modern day cop, Arthur befriend Melchior, apprentice of Merlin and set out to defeat Mordred King Arthur’s demonic black wizard son before he destroy the world. In the timeless web of times, the past, present and future rejoin.
Excerpt
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What would make us tramps? Its all one’s state of mind, one’s predisposition. Everyone creates the world they perceive and we all perceive according to the impressions fixed in the past. It’s the way we create things, event, other people. You aren’t responsible for creating the souls of other people but how they relate to you is your own creation. If you have an enemy he is created in your own heart; the people who make you afraid make others happy, the ones you hate are loved by others.
The earth is more than the sum of its suffering. Despite habit and numbness a person can find the beginning of the road and if one has courage the whole enormous load of fear – the dead weight of the past – can be shed

There are many personalities in each of us competing to surface but we are not the role that we are playing.
There are infinite possibilities in our future, just like a time web spread out in front of us, but human see things in a straight line. Every little decision, little change in state shift our direction on the web and we moved accordingly towards a different future.
Carrying the past
is the loneliest task. No one can share this burden with you. With more things gained, there's more fear of losing all these. If we can abandon the past and embrace the future of unknown, we will be rid of restrictions on ourselves, there'll be NO limit on our capability. Expand. Fly High.

Lords of Light – Deepak Chopra

36 chosen ones. 36 pure souls. But one went wrong. One who wanted perfection and was presented with imperfection. When light becomes dark, when the over-possessiveness to purge out all evil, the seemingly good world the prophet created turn bad. There is no perfect world. Good does not exist on its own. Accept your weakness, your evil, not reject it. Michael, the last of the 36 had to accept himself before he can challenge and outwit the prophet to save the world, by creating an imperfect world. 
Perfection breed imperfection. Imperfection leads perfection. Because it is a world of Reflection.

Is this the right way? If you don’t know where you’re going, what does it matter where you start?

 

Odder than ever 9 interesting weird stories by Bruce Coville

I, Earthling  :   if we think of ourselves as only citizens of those worlds, then here we are indeed the aliens but think in larger terms, we are all citizens of the universe. If you see yourself that way your'll nvr b an alien. You'll be - one of us

The Japanese Mirror  :   Mirrors always lie. Everything is backward here.
Where does Evil go??
When he all his anger n vile had transformed into a vile creature in e mirror, he had to learn to accept the evil as part of him b4 it replace him literally. 
 


Ready, Set, Goal -
- Wendy Buckingham
Success is Having what you want, and wanting what you have

Practical Minds for Mars & Venus - John Gray

Excerpts frm book:
S
ome Guiding Principles to live by -- John Gray

  1. Believe as if miracles are truly possible.
  2. Live as if you are free to do what you want.
  3. Learn as if you are a beginner.
  4. Love as if for the first time.
  5. Give as if you already have what you needed
  6. Work as if money doesn't matter
  7. Relax as if everything will be okay.
  8. Feast as if you can have whatever you want

When Change is not sustained, Many people become jaded and stop believing To create Change we must trust in our ability to follow through
and behave as if Miracles truly exist

The Pilgrimage -- Paulo Coelho

excerpts
3 types of love

Eros : Manifestation of love that exists between two people. +ve n -ve eros
Philos : Love in the form of Friendship. Eternal love.
Agape: Love that Consumes

We are always trying to convert people to a belief in our own explanation of the universe. We think that the more people there are who believe as we do, the more certain it will be that what we believe is the truth. But it's not true.
There is no religion that is capable of bringing all of the stars together because if this were to happen, the universe would become a gigantic empty space and would lose its reason for existence. 

our enemy always represents our weaker side who  joins the battle only because he knows that he can hurt us in exactly the spot where our pride tells us that we are most invincible. During the fight we always try to protect our weak spot so the enemy strikes at the unguarded side the side in which we have the most confidence and we wind up defeated because we allow that should never be allowed: we let the enemy choose how the battle will be waged.

People who consider themselves to be wise are often indecisive when command is called for and rebellious when they are called upon to obey. They are ashamed to give orders and consider it dishonorable to receive them


Veronika decides to die 
Paulo Coelho

When you noe dat you are going to die, what are the things that you'll want to do most??
At that instance, you'll realise there's everything in life to live for.
And then, you may finally find your destiny.

WHy would a gal who has everything in the world, everything to live for, chose to die???
Issit becoz of depression, of trying to escape from the monotonous life she has made up for herself??
Issit bcoz of trying to escape from facing the fact that she herself is responsible for her own misery bcoz she is alwaz afraid to venture beyond the normal and challenge norms for her beliefs??
Issit bcoz she felt suffocated by the expectations of others, of the need to conform to tradition and what the masses believed in EVEn though she DUn share the same belief??

Journey into the world of the so called "mad", who created a separate world where they do not have to conform to anything, a world dat allows them to escape from the real world of rules and regulation. Learn to appreciate life by becoming aware of it. In the end, the antidote for vitriol/bitterness: the awareness of life, the want to embrace life.

Madness is the inability to communicate your ideas. It's as if you were in a foreign country, able to see & understand everything that's going on around you, but incapable of explaining what you need to know or of being helped, becos you don't understand the language they speak there. We've all felt that. And all of us, in one way or another, are mad.

Perhaps the Mad r the Normal n the Normal r the Mad. Perhaps the people who r afraid to be mad, are mad, cos they can never release themselves from the pent-up they felt and thus, by binding themselves to rules set up by humans theyselves, they nvr find happiness...
This is quite a troubling book. Like Angel Sanctuary the Manga, it challenges a lot of normal beliefs. It make you question yourself. soo.. I WUN recommend reading this. even though it let one gain a new
 perspective.
Excerpts

  • There's nothing wrong in pursuing different goals. All of us are unique and have different preferences. But there's everything wrong with dat, cos when everyone dreams but only a few realise their dreams, that makes cowards of us all.
    The person who's right is just the person who's strongest. Paradoxically, it's the cowards who are the brave ones, and they manage to impose their ideas on everyone else.
  • Some people locked themselves up in sanctuaries and set about saving the world without actually taking any risks because they knew dat on the outside, they would be thought ridiculous, even if some of their ideas were very practical. Everyone had their own theory about everything and they believed dat their truth was the only one that mattered. They spent eternity talking, never accepting the fact that good or bad, an idea only exists when someone tries to put it into practise.
  • Many people don't allow themselves to love, n bcoz of dat, there are a lot of things at risk, a lot of future and a lot of past.


The Alchemist
Paulo Coelho

Following a dream and omens *signs of god*, the shepherd boy left his home to travel to find a treasure in his dreams.
In the markets he was cheated of his gold when he sees what he wanted to see and ignored the warning gave by the storekeeper. As he relent to negative tots

I'm going to become bitter and distrustful because one person betrayed me. I'm going to hate those who found their treasures because I nvr found mine. And i'm going to hold on to what little i hav because I'm too insignificant to conquer to world.
well, he could have ended his journey den n be a disillusioned, unhappy man trapped in a town all his life but he tot:

When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.

And he grew positive again. n MOVEd on. At the crystal shop where he learned to read the omens. As he crossed the desert and realised an old forgotten language, the language of the world dat everyone, all birds, all mammals, all living and non-living speaks, dat even when men has gone, the desert remains and how minute these egoistic men are, as he met his fateful person and had many a times, wanted to give up the search for his gift for she said: Love does not hold one from his destiny. Finally, he met the alchemist, and he learned to listen to his heart. @ first he wasn't truthful to his heart, but when he learned, n both became as one, the heart helped him.

There is something in your life, called your destiny dat only u and only u can fulfill it. No one else can do it for you. Nothing else can substitute for dat dream. If you give up, you had better not realise so, else you'll regret for giving up when u r old. Even if you give up, dun grow bitter at the world.

Excerpts:

  • In the end, what people think of shepherds and bakers become more important than their destiny.
  • The wind brought with it the sweat and the dreams of men who had once left to search for the unknown. He felt jealous of the freedom of the wind and saw that he could have the same freedom. There was nothing to hold him back except himself.
  • Beginners' LUck. Why?? Because there is a force that wants you to realize your destiny. It whets your appetite with a taste of success.
  • It's the possibility of having a dream comes true that makes life interesting
  • I'm not afraid of failing. But I just dunno how to do it. What if I cun do it??
    Then you'll dies in the midst of trying to realise your destiny. THat's a lot better than dying like millions of other perople, who never even knew what their destinies were. But dun worry, usually the threat of death makes people a whole lot more aware of their lives.
  • No matter what he does, every person on earth plays a central role in the history of the world and normally he doesn't know it.

The Devil and Miss Prym Paulo Coelho

There's a devil and angel and each and everyone of us. All that differs is your self control.

The Secret Garden Frances Hodgson Burnett

A sensitive portrayal of the world through a child's eyes.
It takes a nice kid, with love to bring her to light.
It takes one spoilt brat, with a renew heart of forgiveness and wish to share, to  tame another young brat

As the trio interact and share to bring about miracles in a forsaken secret garden, to dig out a past and face up to it, to bring about joy and revival of the beauty that has past.. with love and perseverance...

活着不是一个人的事. 赢不是全部,能战胜自己,才是王者

I see the Moon - C.B.Christiansen

In its lyrical simplicity, little msgs danced out frm the book about simple things in life we shd note but chose to ignore n we cun choose to ignore anymore. It is a Great book =) I like it dat she's simple, instead of pretentious to b know-alls. Be Humble n learn. Be Snobbish n u'll choose ur own downfall.

Story: A book on a little gal Bitte on growing up, accepting things dat u dun wish to accept, accepting her sis's premature pregnancy n Bitte trying to understand Kari's decision to let the child b adopted. As her dreams of having a niece comes into conflict with reality, Bitte learned to grow up, understand decision-making n accept reality while in e midst, not abandoning hope. n in the process, she found the answer to her greatest question:
What is Love??

Excerpts:
At first not rmbring the past din sound awful. At least if you dun rmbr the past, u dun hav to feel bad abt losing it. n if you dun think abt the future, you wun have to worry about living thru it. But another side of me knew that memories and dreams are 2 important parts of life.

The simplest things r hardest to see.
 

First you must Decide. Then you must Follow Through.

The Brightest Star sparkles in the Darkest Night

There's nothing you can’t give up. But there's some things u shouldn't give up.

Don’t undermine your worth by comparing yourself to others. It is because we are different that each of us is special

 

Why Compare???

Perhaps its people's way of trying to justify their own mistakes
by condemning others efforts or accomplishments. But why? Undermining others do not prove your own self worth, It only depreciate your own value, So why so we keep criticising others to the point of being unreasonable?

Prelude to downfall: Comparison , a matter of self-worth?
When you are envious or jealous of others' talent or success
When you start lamenting at your own misfortune..
You wondered why you worked so hard and yet results differ so much 

Losing the battle: Self delusion & depression
Next  you lost the battle by thinking that others are smart & you are just plain stupid..
and life is unfair and such...

The Cycle starts here :
Envy and jealousy grew like curd & burns your soul...
You sink into the endless abyss of misery, pain and anger...
And if u don't try to get out of it yourself.. u never will...

Pain grew on you... you start to hate... hate everything.. hate the world...
 wonder why life is so unfair...
wonder how come others are so successful and happy
whilst you are soaked in depression...
Misery manifested like abscess on your tongue... all because
you won't admit your failure is due to your ineffectiveness, your incompetence..
 you won't admit that the efforts u put in were merely superficial...

Why prefer to see the dark sides of things
Why be so greedy and unsatisfied.. 
Why watch the world goes by while you sit there cursing and not doing anything...

Why be a pedlar when you can be a warrior?

Why diminish into the night when you can reflect or sparkle for all to see
your prime and glory??

You choose your destiny and your path....
Only you can help yourself... No one else can...

To fight or not to fight.. it's up to you....

Forever is such a weird and intriguing term.
It's more like a dream, a wish.
When you say forever, it sounds like it's not possible
but at the peak of your emotion you feel that its the only way to express your feelings then.
Forever
is not a certainty. It's not realistic. Because things/people/events are changing all the time.
Yet we all love the word forever. Because it's hopeful when you can say it.
Forever
is inspiring when its a wish, but binding when its a promise.
Some believe that you can't promise anything so you can never say forever, but rather, only now.
Some believe that forever is an _expression and it must be said to let others realise how you feel.
Whatever it is, forever seems to be a word we use often when young, cease when old,
yet revived again at the complex height of emotion.
Yes, forever is a very intriguing term. I wonder when can i say it again.. *_*'`
So.. when was the last time you had said.. Forever??  =)

Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt – William Shakespeare

If you don’t run your own life, somebody else will.

Be the change you want to see in the world - Gandhi

The things you fear are undefeatable, not by their nature, but by your approach – Jewel

One thing you can’t recycle is waste time - Anon

There are 2 kinds of failures: those who though and never did and those who did and never thought – Dr Laurence J. Peter

There are 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle and the other is as though everything is a miracle – Albert Einstein

Hold fast to dreams for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly – Langston Hughes

We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly – Sam Keen

Life is to be fortified by many friendships. To love and to be loved is the greatest happiness of existence. – Sydney Smith

Tomorrow is sometimes dreamed of and often dreaded. It is always pondered but never regretted. – Laurie Pankey

He who knows when he can fight and when he cannot, will be victorious – Sun Tzu

Success is moving from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm – Winston Churchill

90/10 Principle:

(forwarded from email)

10% of life is made up of what happens to you.
90% is decided by how you react.
Meaning?

We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot stop

the car  from breaking down; the plane being late in arriving, which throws

our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic.  We have no

control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the other

90%. How? By your reaction.  You cannot control a red light., but YOU can

control how you react.  

If someone says something negative about you, don't be a sponge. Let the

attack roll off like water on glass. You don't have to let the negative

comment affect you.  React properly and it will not ruin your day. A wrong

reaction could result in losing a friend, being fired, getting stressed out

etc. How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic?  Do you lose your

temper? Pound on the steering wheel and hurt your own fingers? Do you

curse? Does your blood pressure rocket?

Remember the 90/10 principle, and do not worry about it.

You are told  you lost your job. Why lose sleep and get irritated? It will

work out. Use your worrying energy and time into finding another job.

Worry consumes time. Anger breaks friendships and life seems

dreary and is not enjoyed to the fullest. Friends are lost. Life is a bore

人,有孤单,有寂莫,有不知所措,有低潮,又失落,但绝不能放弃。

静待不是等待, 走吧走吧!走出停滞不前的时间,开拓更多的路,寻找心中那看不到的小路。

KEY to work-life balance
Compiled by Omi
From the Many Kind Suggestions
Thank you


* Do NOT bring work home
* Try NOT to work OT
* Finish what is most IMPT first (well, everyone say their's Urgent how to prioritise?? sigh.. find your way )
* Note down things to do (erhmm.. there's so much impromptu i'll be spending MORE time writing than doing & after noting I won't know which is which)
* Get OVER the Psychological Barrier & STOP worrying about undone/impending trouble 24/7

"If you're so strong why does it hurt to be loved. When you understand why, you'll be strong in truth, not in grief. ""
""Truth. Mortals are never humiliated so much as when their shell of secrets is cracked and sweet truth enters in. ""

-- The Return of Merlin. Deepak chopra.

Life n Such
Life
is like a web. One with many intricate branching and linking paths. Each decision change the path the direction. Each decision affects where you end up. The further from the end you make a decision that deviates, the further you will evade from one destiny.
Perhaps Each of us has more than One Destinies.
The many destinies somehow linked and somehow not.
The many destinies that change with each change you make in your life.
That's why life is foreordained and yet it is not.
Cause the paves are already there.
It's just like monopoly. Toss a dice. Decide. Climb up the ladder or slide down the Snake and see where you'll end.
The Crossroads. The ending. The starting. The bundling.

If this is hell then what is heaven
If this is heaven then what is hell... 

 

What's LUck Gotta Do with it?

The next time you start lamenting about bad luck, think about this

 A few people were tested to count the no. of photos in an album.
The "lucky" pple found the answer in 10s, the "unlucky" counted after 10min, that's bcoz the "lucky" pple saw the notice "Stop counting there's 34 pics" that span 1/2 a page on the 3rd page of the album while the " unlucky" pple skipped past it.

Is it really bad luck or is your perception towards life wrong and making you ignore all the vital warnings or signs that life has to offer?? =)

 Luck is only a man-made illusion made to shift the blame.

 

Kenshin Craze -- Lovers ONly

He's cool. Nope, not those unfeeling, hard-hearted kinda cool. He has the strength, the seriousness and the masculinity when time or situation requires for it. Yet under the Shuai-dan-le *ultimately COOL* demeanor, he exudes a gentleness that touches you, a sensitivity that allures and a sweetness and thoughtfulness that makes one wept. HIs Smiles.. I love his Smiles..
He carefully wrapped your sadness in layers and layers of gentleness in that
Honest cheerful smile.. & it makes me feel .. at ease...
Cool yet cute, confident but not threatening.. Intelligent but not overbearing. His small frame doesn't deter him from being the ultimate idol and protector in a maiden's heart. Patient and Understanding. Mature. He's all you can ever want in a guy. He's the ultimate essence of CUTeness and Mr Nice Guy. He's a dream.

My dream.
Yes. I'm in love.
Strange that i nvr notice him although he's been around for some time. Perhaps it's due to insufficient intimate contact with him. That scar that never disappears.. the scar that bear the burden of the horrid past, the scar that constantly coax him to fight for Righteous, to put his life away to help others, just to atone for his ancient mistakes..
Kenshin Himura. A wanderer. The epitome of courage, hero, sensitivity, gentleness, uprighteous, determination. He nvr gives up. To fight against the strong, he must constantly fight to be stronger, in order to protect his belief, people and most of all, LIfe itself. 
The ultimate believer in life after his fateful massacres, Kenshin showed that in the face of your mistakes, one shouldn't run away but should face up and help atone in whatever ways one can. He cannot rub away his regrets, his past, he may be unable to seek forgiveness from all, but at least he's trying to live his life the best that he can now. The present. That's all that matters.

Despite his utmost to try to appear cheerful, Kenshin always give one a feeling of solemn, a slight hint of his dark past. I love his gentle smile and his patience with people. I love how he love people for what they are, how he recognise the little merits in others, I love him for his kindness.
I think a hint of melachony suits cool guys.. it just made them so much more lovable. & Kenshin isn't just cool, he's mature, intelligent and cute, He's not alwayz cool.. sometimes blur.. sometimes can be bullied.. that's what's so enticing and attractive about him..

i noe i'm being repetitive.. i cun put it .. but i'm in a mad craze about him..
*GRIN* @o@!!!!

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this is one morning in a long long time that i finally woke up truly happy n full of energy, prepared to face the day, the entire week, work, anything!
It doesn't matter that it's Blue Monday. It dun matter that it's Friday. Living means Everyday is a Happy Day irregardless of wat day it is.

TO be happy is to be able to find joy in whatever you do.
HAha. Funny. This is e Best i've felt in a longggg time... =D
Indulgance in anime, wat can i say?? it's not kiddish??!!! heheh not childish!! Definitely NOT> In fact, this is e 2nd Time Anime has revived me. THank U Kenshin for Being soooo CUTE!! n of coz ya creator for creating U in e first place!!!
Anime.. Where my Hopes n dreams lie... where i look forward to.. yes, a piece of haven!! n after dat piece of haven, everywhere is a haven.. =)
Learn to treasure!! Love everything!! All e things i Do, Love yourself, pple ard you!!
The sudden craze cause me to be less self-conscious, more energized, more hopeful, n most imptly, to look at what i really should. The PRESENT.
NOT e PAst. NOT e FUture.
e past which i had hang on to desperately bcoz of e wonderful memories had at the same time, but filled me with dismay n despondence with the sad memories dat accompanied it.
e Unknown future which i had tried to envision but instead, grew disillusioned with because i had no ilking what the future will be what, what me and my life propose and what path exactly i want to take.
So now. IT's e present. I love the present. NOW. Love loving Kenshin. Love having energy. Love knowing what to do AT THIS MOMENT. Love family n friends around me. LOve watching n lookin forward to AXN daily. Love smiling and feeling happy. Love juz having Hopes. Love not brooding over the Past.
Yes. e Present is such a wonderful thing. Why had i cast it away n buried myself in a past that's no longer around and a future that has not even come??

Haha. So here I am now. In the present. With Current things to do. Yes. NOW. NOW. NOW>
I love ya KENSHIN!!!
yeah teacup, charisma e word!! OOoooo... Yup eri, love dat pic most too, dat's y its e centrepiece.

i love his smiles. He's being able not forgetting the past misdeeds but not letting the past bind him and living in the present and treasuring what he has NOW.
Dun let anything bind you. Dun let memories weaken you. Be strong. At the end of the day. It's You. It's how you live. It's your life. Be Happy. =)

True strength doesn't come from how well you can perfect a technique, how well you can handle a weapon, how will you can wield a sword. It doesn't come from without but within. It comes from how well you can listen to your heart and heed its call. It is how truthful you can be to yourself.

A person who fears no death is strong. But a person who values life is even stronger.

I like Kenshin not because of his sword technique though it's a REal BIG PLUS cos a winner always look cuter and easier to admire.
What's most fascinating is how he can stay calm in any situation and stick to his Principle of helping and not killing. And how he can understand the psychological mindset of victims and turn them around to help them. HIs True Strength lies in his mind and his willingness to face the truth. Because if you can't face the truth, you continue lying to yourself and can't find the missing piece of puzzle to your life. 
He's a guide for many who had been led astray in the turbulent times.
And in spite of the many he had killed, he had to live, in order to save and help the even more people he will meet.

On another note ..
Changing times changing climate changing focus... e world is really changing and full of change all the time.. you have to be constantly on the look-out and stay ahead of time.. n even if i know e philosophy/theory, e hardest part is actual implementation. Everyone, every field, every industry, has a different requirement. No one can copy another's person path in life bcoz each path/destiny is unique only to the person. It's so hard to find e path, but yet, we have to.
 
There's lotsa maybes in life..That makes us think of the future.
 
We can't be together all the times. In time each of us have to sprint towards our own different destiny. But this is not separation. Its expedition. It's not the end but the beginning. ALthough it's sounds lonely but that's the way life is.
 
When there's separation, there'll be gathering. The end of one season marks the start of another. Maybe beginning and the end are the same.

In Dedication to Ken-sama...

The courage to live on...
We may make mistakes..
Sometimes the mistakes seemed irrevocable...
But he still moves on.. because someone believed in him..
Because lives have been shed to let him live
Because he has tarnished lives to bring about this new future that he must protect..
For those whom he had killed.. For those who had died for him
In atonement of his lifetime mistakes..
Kenshin moves on.. Lives... struggles..
To make right.. the greatest mistakes of his life...
Even if his life is perpetually enshrouded in the darkness..
with that one speck of light
on that fateful snow-filled day
Immortalized forever in his stricken heart
he moves... Even if he has to face hell forever..
That one smile.. one laugh...
The last solace... a place to call home.. 
This he seeks.. this he will find...

For all the years.. finally.. finally..

Even if we have to live with regrets..
Even if life sometimes seem bleak..
As long as there's one speck of light..
even if one is enshrouded in perpetual darkness..
one will be able to move forward

 

Destiny is there for you the drive it.
Coincidence is a bridge that determined people built to become destiny.

 

Song Lyrics

A Moment Like This --  Kelly Clarkson

What if I told you it was all meant to be?  Would you believe me?
Would you agree?  It's almost that feeling that we've met before 
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy 
When I tell you love is here and now  
A moment like this Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this 
Some people search forever for that one special kiss 
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this  

Everything changes, but beauty remains 
Something so tender, I can't explain 
Well I may be dreaming, but still lie awake 
Can we make this dream last forever? 
And I'll cherish all the love we share  

Could this be the greatest love of all?
I want to know that you will catch me when I fall 
So let me tell you this... 
A moment like this Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this 
Some people search forever for that one special kiss 
Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this  

Love, Me  --
Collin Raye

 I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat and he showed it once to me
He said Boy u might not understand but a long long time ago
Grandma’s daddy din like me not
But I love your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to leave and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it says:

If you get there before I do Dun give up on me
I’ll meet you when my chores are through
I dunno how long I’ll be
But I’m not gonna let you down
Darlin' wait and see
And between now and then, until I see you again
I’ll be loving you
Love, Me

I read those words just hors before my grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and my grandpa start to pray
I know I’ve never seen him cry in all my 15 yrs
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears:

If you get there before I do Dun give up on me
I’ll meet you when my chores are through
I dunno how long I’ll be
But I’m not gonna let you down
Darlin' wait and see
And between now and then, until I see you again
I’ll be loving you
Love, Me

  If you are not the One - Daniel Bedingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you’re not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you were not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

 I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
N I hope you are the one I share my life with 

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it
I don’t understand If I’m not made for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why Am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does Your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why Does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why Do I dream of you as my wife?

 I don’t know why you’re so far away But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through N I hope you are the one I share my life with
N I wish that you could be the one I die with
N I’m praying you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it
I don’t understand If I’m not the one for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cos I miss you body and soul
So strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart
And pray for the strength to stand today
Cos I love you whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
 

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it
I don’t understand If I’m not the one for you
Then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

 Dulce et Decorum est

Bent double, like old beggars under sacks
Knock-kneed, coughing like old hags, we cursed through sludge
till on the haunting flares we turned our backs,
And towards our distant rest began to trudge.
Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots,
But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame, all blind;
Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots
Of gas-shells dropping softly behind

Gas! Gas! Quick, boys! - An ecstasy of fumbling,
Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time,
But someone still was yelling out and stumbling
ANd floundering like a man in fire or lime.
Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light,
As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.
In all my dreams, before my helpless sight.
He plunges at me, buttering, choking, drowning.

If in some smothering dreams, you too could pace

Behind the wagon that we flung him in,
And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,
his hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;
If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood
Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,
Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud
Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,
My friend, you would not tell with such high zest
To children ardent for some desperate glory,
The old Lie:
Dulce et decorum est
 Pro patria mori
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Wilfred Owen

I hope you dance --  Lee Ann Womack

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit itout or dance
I hope you dance ... I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance ... I hope you dance

Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along.
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder
where those years have gone.
I hope you dance ... I hope you dance

I hope you dance 

Love song for a Vampire ~ Annie Lennox

Come into these arms again And lay your body down
Th' rhythm of this trembling heart is beating like a drum.
It beats for you And bleeds for you
It knows not how it sounds
For it is the drum of drums It is the song of songs

Once I held the rarest rose that ever deigned to bloom
Cruel winter chilled the bud And stole my flower too soon
The loneliness of hopelessness To search the ends of time
For there is in all the world No greater love than mine

Love
Still falls the rain
Be mine forever

Let me be the only one To keep you from the cold
Now the floor of heaven is laid with stars of brightest gold
They shine for you They shine for you
They burn for all to see
Come into these arms again
And set this spirit free

THe road has many exits. If you keep thinking about which exit to choose, u wun be able to enjoy your journey now. If you make the Right choices presently, u dun have to worry about future choices. Wat r the right choices? the choices dat ur heart feel most @ ease wif.
 
All of us are different. Yet the difference is wat that makes all of us Same. If i cun be lik others, fight for an unknown future, i'll live by myself. So yes, i'm gonna let destiny take me, let the sch decide smtg but not all things. It's almost e same as there IS a foreordained future n yet this predestined future shifts a little with each little choice u make. Liken to instead of 1 path in ur life, there's many paths. Its actually a web. Web of time. In a way, the web was fixed before we wun born. But with infinite possibility, there's infinite threads in e web and depending on which path u choose at each time, the web takes u to a different destiny. SO its fixed. yet its not. Cos u can still decide.

A Story: One Man's meat is another Man's poison;
what you perceived to be the best may not be so,
& sometimes, letting go may be the hardest thing to do

There was a mother, whose child had died at childbirth.
Grief stricken, she spent her days in tears by the child's grave
One day, a procession came by
Within the crowd, a frail, small child wobbled with difficulty
trying in vain to cradle a big jug in his minute arms

Whimpering in agony, this is what he said:
Mama, please don't cry anymore


Within the jug bear all the shed tears of the mother...

Living's About Discovering

We have a few us in each of us to discover
A few lives in each n everyone of us to lead
A few faces to bear
Different Posts and responsibilities to Shoulder

With varying stages, different phases, changing times,
Our face shift, our voice change, our lives deviate
But with all this, Our heart remains,
With all this, we discover more, we change and we improve

That shaving of doubt?? Throw it away!!
That hint of jealousy??? Sweep it away!!
That splash of negativity?? Brush it away!!
That spark of anger??? Blow it away!!!

With each phrase, play the face which you hold in that time, well.
Give it your best
So that there's only praises to sing, n less sorrows to Bear
Regrets may linger, doubts may probe.
But once the phrase is over,
Always remember: There's more than one YOU within you. Waiting to be discovered.

Move On. Discover the other YOUs within you, that you never knew existed.
Discover opportunities in life that's there for you but you never noticed,
Discover other people who may not be right in front of you right now,
but will form an intricate essential part of your life soon

So MOVe ON now. Stop Clinging ON to past Fabs..
the more obstinate you are, the harder to let go
The Past which you used to cherish .. will foul
The Present which you din treasure will become yesterday
The future which you never look to, will become darkness.

So Think Carefully now. What is IT that YOU have to Do NOw??

We live in the present. Not the past. Not the future.

 

Though I cannot fly
But birds that fly cannot run as happily as I can
Though no music sound when i shook myself
But bells do not recognise as many sounds as I can
The birds, bells and Me
Each of us are so different
Yet each of us have our own Forte
So that makes us .. All the same. 

 

 This site was last updated 08/10/08