When someone holding your hand is taking you with him or her, you have no idea what you will see or deal with in the future.
You just know that the road is so long.
How do you feel ?
One day in my life, I was so scared.
I recognized that I did something that I could not find any reasons to support. Why I did that? It was not unreasonable like nonsense situation.
It is a simple thing that I had never done it in my life.
I tried to ask myself for a reason, "why ?" and "How?"
No, there was no answer for those questions.
"I was so scared."
My heart was beating so fast.
I was so excited and confused without a reason.
I could not except what I did.
Well, it was not a bad thing at all; however,
I was so scared to accept that without any reasons.
Have you ever been scared?
When I saw this picture, I imagined that I was the little girl.
I was afraid that if the boy unhold my hand or ran away,
I would feel bad, unexplanably bad.
Have you ever thought about the situation that someone important to you, someone you love so much, has to go away.
Additionally, you do not know whether he or she will come back.
In regard to psychology, there is a stage, lost and separation stage.
Humans normally feel sad or so sad.
Notice that it is NORMAL.
People should not refuse the sadness.
Don't be ashamed that you feel sad.
It has to be. It is a part of a normal life.
It is a process for your lost and separation.
Don't force to erase it from your heart.
When the time passes, it will release you by itself.
And you will be better and ok.
Well, I am scared to love and to be loved.
I am also scared whether I will lose it in the future.
However, when I think about people I love, I accept that
I feel so good to make them happy.
Something inside of me is telling me that I can handle the sadness or lost, but I may be so painful if people I love are unhappy
because they have no love.
Have a good love.
I love you.
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