Shall we begin, like David copper field, I am born I grew up, Or shall we begin when I was born into darkness as I call it. (Louis - Interview with the vampire)
I was born 29/11/1979 in a hospital in Leeds known as St James. As you can imagine i know little about my birth or the small amount of years that followed it. I lived a semi happy childhood as far as growing up and family. I wanted for nothing, no, i wasnt spoiled, if something could not be gotten then i knew i couldnt have it.
I went to school, i studied hard and after 13 years of bullying, fighting, hiding and self torture i came out 13 GCSE's the heavier. Not a big thing now, you have your A levels and your degrees, but then, for me, it seemed enough.
I began work in a small eaterie called "burger king". A smelly grot of a restuaraunt and paid the bare minimum. Needless to say I didnt stay there very long. Second to that I had a beautiful girl on my arm. She worked and lived with me, and i worshipped and adored her. My first love. They say you never forget.
I continued to work in varios fields from hereldry to supervisor of a wheelchair store. Never really stoping more than 2 or 3 years due to the companys lack of funds to keep me.
Having been torn from my employment of return and tech support at Gameplay I moved onto temprory work within the relms of Freeserve.
Moving on from there i found myself in the seady world of car insurance. Bearing that for a year i decided to move on. I was living with someone who i thought paid the same respect to me as i did them and so i gave up everything to be closer to them and work the hours they wished. This turned out to be a bad move as in dec 2002 I found myself jobless and soon as Jan came i also found myself homeless. For reasons he will take to the grave i was discarded. Cast aside, forgotten like a cigerette butt.
I was found again. That's me in the picture taken at Whitby Goth weekend in Apr2003. A young man by the name of Christian saved me from my torture and taught me the meaning of life which is to live it. I brought me to life with his touch and kiss like sleeping beauty lost in a labyrinth i was brought back to reality. I found a job within banking and loans and am happier than i have ever been.
I love to write and draw my favourite animal being a cat, which I have 3 of named S.O, Buffy and Snarf. Also I have a dog called Jem. I come from Yorkshire in the UK and plan on moving to London or America in the next 5 yrs.
This is where I hang out (IRL and Online) most of the time. You can find me in the forum as Bondage Bagpuss and I am usually found propping up the DJ booth in BD7 (the Goth room)
I like to cook, so I have decided to include a part devoted to my recipes. Feel free to put in the guest book any disasters or fine things happening if you followed one. Delia Smith eat your heart out!
OK I'm no Tony Hart but I do like to draw. I designed both my tats and do a lot of furry and superhero work. I'm going to start scanning and putting it up here.
This is a serious side of me. I found out recently that I have other personalities inside of me due to a tragedy in my past. This is my way of working out each one and giving them a home. Its not something I've told everyone, but I'm hoping once its finished my friends will understand me more.
I started writing when I was 14. After moving house several times I finally found my old works and started some new ones. This is an ongoing project of my trials and tribulations.
Here is where I put everything that is bothering me. Sometimes it can seem a little incoherent but that's just me. WARNING: Friends, if something particularly has bothered me, your name may appear here, this doesn't mean that I hate you or are dissing you behind your back, its my way of getting things out. <3 <3
Normally I'll do quizzes and put them in my diary, but I think ill throw a few in here. Plus Fan Fic writing and other random crap that doesn't have a home.