~~@~~I love sunshine~~@~~
~~&~~I love shining people~~&~~
So far in my life, there were some boys had ever made themselves special to me. Really appreciate their being there with me. Although not all of them are happy stories, I still feel happy to have met them.
To Wu-Zhu, the first boy I liked. I really got surprised to be told that you had already known that I liked you before I told you that. I had thought that it was the biggest secret in my heart. Though I had no chance to meet you after we graduated from Junior High, you had been in my mind for the following 5 years. I worked hard so that I could get into the same University with you. It also enpowered me to say "no" to all those boys who were interested in me during my High school years. You were the best in my mind that time. However, when I finally got in touch with you, I realized that I had been changed. I am not that little girl who always argued with you to get your attention. Maybe during all these years, the one I liked was not the real you, but the one with your face but living in my imagination. Take care, my dear boy, no matter what, you would be in my mind, always~~
To Phil, my first boyfriend. Just can say, we met at the wrong timing. Still remember your words, "After going through such a big round, we still come together." You were spoiled, and the funny part was that I was one of those who have sploiled you. Both of us were just too immature that time. I had to comit that I had no experience about being a girlfriend. I was not even used to being a girl. Thanks for being there with me. Already two and a half years now, time flies. Maybe now you are already in NZ or Aus, it is not important. But remember your promise, if I really can't get anybody to marry me at the age of 30, you would come for me! *^^*
To Chan, my second boyfriend. No matter how the others think about you, I liked you just because who you were. You were a good son, good brother, good friend, good employee, also a good boyfriend. However, it was just too tired and tough to keep this kind of long-distance relationship. You are very talented. Take care, I am sure that someday you would realize all your dreams. But just feel sorry that I might not be able to work together with you anymore. Take care of yourself, don't think too much. Your mom loves you, and your brother will be fine. You will get a good job, also finish your degree. I will pray for you. If one day you see me in the street, say "hi" to me, ok?*^^*
To Mark, the boy I like now. Don't worry, I know I am not the kinda girl that you are looking for. Tell the truth, I also got shocked when I found how much I liked you. I like you just because I like you, nothing behind that. I am just a tomboy, though from my outside a lot of people had got the wrong impression. No matter how hard I try, I don't think that I would be able to make myself a 100% lady. You know how much I love those sports motorcycles, but you don't know that I am willing to give up this hobby just for you. But it is not important anymore. I still like you, very very much. But I would not push you anymore. I would just look myself as a boy, as your buddy. It is already my luck to meet you in this world. If you like me, that is good. If you don't like me, it is good as well. I have done nothing to get you, so I can complain nothing about life. God is fair, as long as I had been good, he would see it. I would never mention anything about my feelings in front of you. Just wanna see your smiles, that is enough. Later, I might be able to forget that I had ever liked you so much. Don't worry, just go ahead with your happy life, I am fine. hehe, I am a big big girl!*^^*
It is time to change now. I had been a coward for so long time. And now, I should really step out of my cell to meet this world. I am always lucky, yup, always~~ Bless me~~~~
In fact, I am just a normal girl, nothing special~~ If sometime I am cold to you, don't be surprised*^^* Most of time I am a cold person, just as cold as my favorate color--blue*^^* I am not smart enough to look through the others, so I like simple and straight forward things~~
I think I am a good girl, even though sometimes I can be quite evil*^^* It is not easy to make me really mad, but when I am really out of rage, remember to run away as fast as you could!!!*^^* I like being with cute and fun people~~ Lonely is horrible*^^* So, if you are a dull and dumb person, please just leave me alone*^^*
If you are tall, +10; If you like playing basketball, +10;
If you like playing volleyball, +10; If you like riding on a sporty motorcycle, +10;
If you know Cantonese/Chinese, +10;
If you are a neat person, +10;
If you are a honest person, +10;
If you are a fun person, +10;
If you know how to respect a lady, +10;
If you like ocean, +10.
Now, sum up all your points, if it is >=70 points, let me know*^^*
Can anyone give this Old, Fat, Short and Ugly rabbit a ride?!*^^*
I am always a lucky rabbit~~ It is not easy to meet those true friends nowadays~~ Really appreciate them~~ Though I know they love to stay with me mostly because of my cooking skill, so sad..........(Just kidding, don't kick me*^^*) They help me alot~~ Really wish that our friendships could go for a long long time~~ yeah~~~~
I don't enjoy pushing the others, neither being pushed*^^* It is not tough to be my friend, but it is very tough to be my real friends*^^*If you wanna get closer to me, you will have to go through the Pacific Ocean~~Don't worry, I will pray for you if you meet those big sharks~~ Bless you, good child~~*^^* ho ho~~