11:11 Illumination

I find myself still alive
And then I ask myself why
Is it because I sense a light
That's up ahead but out of sight?
I am numbed by the devil's bite
All I live for is that faraway bright
I just wanna see the stars at night
In the summer when it's warm outside
With the people I love in my life
So is this why I strive to be alive?

-February 10, 2003, SilentSoldier