What's Wrong?

I get headaches all the time
I haven't slept in days
Every time I try to think
My mind goes in a haze
When I try to say something
I cannot make a sound
Sometimes I feel happier
When no one is around
I do everything asked of me
As though I was a slave
I treat everyone with respect
And seldom misbehave
Even though I do it right
I never get rewarded
My comprehension is messed up
My feelings are distorted
Sometimes I'm all numb inside
And I don't like to eat
Other times I think too much
And I forget to sleep
I'm always paranoid
Everyone stares at me
I don't know how or where
I'm supposed to be

- 2/22/03 SilentSoldiette