Butterflies Are Free To Fly
by Traci Poole
November 2, 2000 ©

Colby took her tiny hand and wiped away the condensation on the bus window. "Mommy, how come that lady is sleeping on the bench?" Colby looked up at her mother with big brown eyes. "Isn't she cold?" Her eyes widened.

Her mother looked down into the brown eyes of her daughter, "Honey, sometimes people lose their jobs and then they cannot pay their bills so the bank decides the people cannot live in their homes anymore."

"But Mommy," the tiny girl protested, "that isn't fair!" The little girl looked back at the woman who began to stir. "After we pick up our groceries, can we come back to the park?"

Her mother gently smiled. "I am sure we can. Let's have a picnic!"

"All right!! Let's have a picnic! We can pack peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, and potato chips, and apples! Oh Mom! We can bring a ball too!" The little girl was so excited, she couldn't contain herself. The bus began to pull away from the dirty sidewalk and Colby looked at the woman sleeping on the bench. Colby silently wished she could do something for the poor woman.

Colby and her mother walked up and down the isles of the local grocery store. Smells of baked bread and donuts made Colby's mouth water. The aromas gently reminded Colby of the picnic. She smiled to herself. Colby and her mother stood silently in the checkout line. "Mom, can we make 5 sandwiches?" Her little eyes begging for her mother to day yes.

"Five? Are you that hungry?" Colby's mother gently tapped the top part of her daughter's head. "Let's get go straight to the park and have a picnic."

"You never know Mom. I am growing up so fast!" giggled Colby. Her mother only smiled.

The bus returned back to the waiting mother and daughter. They took the 2 bags onto the bus and sat down. Finally, the bus pulled in front of the park bench. The woman was now awake and rubbing her hands. Colby carefully avoided the dirty woman but managed to squeeze out a tiny smile for the woman. The little girl hid her face in her mother's arm.

"Such a pretty little girl," the old woman said to Colby's mother.

"Thank you," smiled the younger woman. "Have you eaten lunch?"

The old woman looked at Colby and her mother. "Nothing today but I did manage to scrounge up some food yesterday." The old woman looked away.

"We are going to make sandwiches for lunch. We would like to share our lunch with you," said Colby's mother.

"Really? I do not want to impose on you," stammered old woman.

Colby's mother interuppted, "Oh hogwash. We have plenty to go around. Please join us." Colby could only listen to her mother speak to the old lady. She would never talk to the old lady. The old woman scared Colby.

The old lady followed behind Colby and her mother to the picnic table nestled near the park bench. Colby helped place the paper plates onto the table while the old woman looked on. "I used to have a daughter too," spoke the woman. She adjusted her yellow sweater.

"You do?" Colby said in a surprised voice. "Is she my age?"

The old woman began to laugh. "She was much older."

Colby was full of questions. "Where is she? What is her name?"

"Honey, it isn't polite to pry into someone's life." Colby's mother tried to hush her daughter.

The old woman began to remense again. "My daughter's name was Mary. She was in a car accident."

Colby sat quietly beside the old woman. "Is she ok?"

"I am afraid not. She was hurt badly and now she is in heaven." The old woman wiped away the tears.

Colby looked down at her feet and shuffled them in a circular motion. "I am sorry."

Her mother finished preparing the sandwiches. Colby carefully picked up the plate and handed it to the old woman. "I hope you like peanut butter and jelly. It is my favorite kind of sandwich in the whole world!"

The old woman smiled at Colby. "It is my favorite too."

Colby took the old woman's wrinkled hand into her own. "We have to say our blessing first. Thank you for this wonderful food and thank you for the birds in the sky. Thank you for everything. Amen."

"That was nice," smiled the old woman. Colby's mother looked on. It made her feel good inside to know her daughter understood how important it was to remember her manners.

The trio sat in silence and finished up their meal. The old woman wiped her mouth. "Thank you for lunch. It sure was good."

With her mouth full, Colby nodded, "You're welcome."

The old woman stood up and smiled again. "Be good Colby."

The little girl nodded again. The old woman walked away and disappeared from eyesight. "Mommy, can we come here tomorrow?"

"I am afraid not. We have to go to the doctor's tomorrow," sighed the mother. "Help me clean up so we can go home."

Colby gathered the trash and ran to deposit it into the trash canister near the tree. A bright yellow butterfly followed Colby back to the picnic table. It softly settled onto her arm. "Look Mom! A pretty butterfly!" giggled Colby.

"Hurry honey. The bus will be back here in a few minutes," said her mother. Colby helped her mom put the food back into the bags and they walked to the bus stop. The yellow butterfly still followed Colby.

As her mother and Colby stepped onto the bus, the butterfly firmly held onto the little girl's shirt sleeve. "Looks like you made a friend," smiled her mom.

The bus reached the apartment building in which Colby lived. They got off the bus and the butterfly flew out into the sunshine. "Bye butterfly!" waved Colby. She didn't see the oncoming car hit the butterfly. It laid motionless on the dirty sidewalk.

The next morning Colby and her mother readied themselves for the doctor's appointment. They stepped onto the bus and again, it stopped in front of the park bench. Only this time, the old woman wasn't there. In her place was an ambulance employee and a police officer. Colby caught the sight of the yellow sweater. She remembered it belonged to the old woman. Colby bolted from her seat and ran to the door of the bus.

"Colby! Stop!" yelled her mother.

Colby jumped from the still bus and ran to the police man. "What happened!"

The policeman looked at the little girl. "Where is your mommy?"

Suddenly yellow butterflies appeared from out of nowhere. They seemed to flutter around Colby's head. "She is there. What happened to Mary's mommy?"

Colby's mother finally reached her crying daughter. "Honey, please. We need to go."

Colby broke free from her mother's grasp and ran to the old woman. The police officer caught the little girl. "Please. She is my friend."

The police officer looked into the teary eyed little girl. "I am afraid you can't."

Colby's mother knelt down and hugged her daughter. "Colby, listen to me. The woman is in heaven now. She is at peace."

Colby wiped her eyes and smiled. "Yes Mommy. She is with her daughter now." She held tightly onto her mother's hand and behind her were the tiny yellow butterflies that had gathered around the old woman. One of the yellow butterflies settled onto Colby's shoulder. "It will be ok Mom. Butterflies are free to fly. See?"

Colby's mother turned around, "Yes honey, butterflies are free to fly."

 

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