05-2001-12:35 a.m.
Wow, so it's really late and I'm still up hassling with this thing we like to call a computer, short of chunking it out of the window, I figured I would give it one more chance to let me create this small space on the web. [smiles] We'll see how long that tends to last. There is a purpose to this site, I have many thoughts that steamroll through my mind, who doesn't, but these kinds of thoughts people tend to cringe about. Why? Because the prospect of a man and man being together, preferably [fictionally speaking that is] Justin and Lancey or Lancey and JC being together romantically, tends to turn people off and piss a few others off as well. Well, this is MY imagination, it's my creativity, and it's my fantasy so the people who don't like it, I say, "Bug the hell off!!" [smiles yet again] Well now that I have, "that", off of my chest I feel much better now.

And I just know what my dear cornball sister, A.J., would say to that thought. [smiles] I can just hear her now, well let me save you the hassle, "I'll start watching my temper when people start realizing that it's ONLY fiction and NOTHING more than fiction and it's NOT meant as a disrespect to the guys. Actually, I think I handle the topic very well if I do say so myself." [flashes an undeniable grin in her direction]I'm sorry if the thought of Lance and Justin or Lance and JC being together as a couple turns you off when it turns me on. I can't help that, but what I can help is the support that I'll continue to give to the other "anonymous authors" [that's what I call us] who are also writing the same type of stories I am. Many props go up to the "original slash masters" who started way before I am and who continue to write and put up wonderful websites presenting their works of creative imagination. I can only hope I can become as good as they have, for they have truly surpassed the barriers of creativity into a world unknown and I am forever indebted to them for opening my eyes and my mind up to a world I never once thought would exist nor would ever contemplated being okay to think about. THANK-YOU!!

Well, [sigh], now that "that" has been said I can get back to the main point of this site. So, uhmm, yeah...the main point of this site is to show massive support to my fellow [slash master's] as well as to display my own works of creative imagination. For it hadn't been for them, then I wouldn't have had the nerve to tap into that part of my creative mind. I thank them for everything they have given me and I credit them becuase that's who deserves it. I might have wrote it, but they were the one's to open my eyes to it. I am excited about this site and about my new found writing style, [grins, who wouldn't be], so that's why I created this lil' space. I hope you all enjoy it and if you don't then please do take heade to the words, "Bite This!!". Enough said. [laughs] It's not much right now but I can assure you it WILL grow in size. If you read through this whole thing, I thank you humbly, even if you skimmed it, hell I still thank you humbly, at least you took the time to see what I had to say. Enjoy the stories as much as I did writing them. There will be more to follow!!

05-2001-2:45 p.m.
Tis' me again, I know, I know I haven't updated this site or put anything up on besides this. If you've happened to come by, maybe tonight, I will have something up on here for your enjoyment. At least the guestbook and a linkage to one of the best sites I believe exists on the web, Unity, becuase I just love Vestirse too much not to include her here. So go on, I urge you, go visit the site and when you're through let them know what you thought about it by signing thier guestbook. After all, it was put up for your enjoyment and if you've found your way here and enjoyed this sites contents then I know you will love their site as well. Well that's all I have to say for right now, so I'll get back to adding things to the site so the next time you come back you'll actually see something other than my incessant ramblings that probably bore you to tears. [laughs maddly] "Nothin' could be madder than the mad Madd Hatter when he finds someone else madder!!" and you can quote me on that!! [grins]

05-2001-1:14 a.m.
"I lie awake...I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy..." [sorry; grins] Oops there I go again, singing. I know, I know I told you the other day that I would hopefully have more up on this website, but due to the weather around here lately and the storms that have been plentiful I haven't wanted to chance anything by hopping online and having the electricity suddenly decide that it wants to go out on me, thereby causing harm to my little piece of well nutured and loved technology. Although sometimes hated, wanted to be chucked out the window, it is my little piece of heaven where I can open up pages upon beautiful pages of original slash done by the original slash masters. [the o.s.m.'s] as I love to refer to them as. So hopefully, tonight I will get some things done. Well, with that being just said, I'm off to work on the site. Have a good night. But before I go there's a couple things you should check out. I'm just passing them to you 'cause I think you may find them enjoybable.

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05-2001-3:15 p.m.
"Dah do...Dah do...Dah do...Dah do Dah do Dah do Dah do..." [laughs] That's me again, singing. "Singing in the rain...ahhh singing in the rain..." There I go again. [smiles] Okay so there have been a couple new changes to the site, one link up and two cliques. When I was surfin' around earlier I ran across a few new cliques that I thought you might like. I fully support them so that's why they are going up here. Yes, yes if you've already wondered about it, you've guessed it, this is my blog right here. Gotta love it, blogger's are us!! [grins] Anycrap, save my talking here, there are still no stories up but soon they shall be put up and you'll be happily reading them and wishing there was more, which there will be, I promise. And I never make a promise that I can't keep. But for now go here and check these cool places out on the web and hopefully if you have a website up, a little spot of your own up on the web, then you'll choose to support them too becuase they are for a good cause. So check it out.