Story
-she smiles slightly then looks up at the moon- well -she sighs and gazes at her paws- life isn't simple.. you can here that from many people.. but when you experience it for yourself... -her eyes water- life just seems... -her head lowers- lifeless... -you look down at her..and think about your problems, nod slightly as she lifts her head and looks you in the eye- I grew up on my own... Well I guess you can say that... since I had no living parents -she sighs slightly as her eyes begin to water- I guess my mom and dad were always riots running away from their problems... to protect their family.. -she takes a deep breath- well.. when my mom was pregnant with me.. she had to deliver me out of our home town... after my mom had had me... she was bringing me home with her... she was still weak from the pregnancy, but she didn't want to wait any longer to see my father... well I couldn't see at the time.. I still had film over my eyes... all I remember is my mom's gentle touch as she carried me home -she sighs- well.. I don't exactly know what was happening.. but all of a sudden, when my mom was traveling through the woods, a massive growl had filled the air... my mom quickly hid me under a root from a tree... afterwards all I could hear was massive growls from the beast.. and cries -she hesitates- from my mother... -you notice her eyes watering more then before- I was only a pup... and I didn't understand what was happening... so... I guess I just laid there, until the growling stopped... and when it did I slowly crept out from under and I searched around for the usual call of my mother... but I didn't hear anything... so I kept wandering until I tripped over a body, it was furry and cold... but I smelt it and... I knew then that it was my mom... I cuddled into her body, but it was different.. because she didn't cuddle back... she hadn’t moved once since I tripped, but I didn't know any better and I just kept on cuddling and finally felt myself to rest against her stiff body... -the lupess sighs and then blinks, looking deeply at you- the next morning I opened my eyes, I could see... very blurry, but i could see... I was in a different place, the sounds of water splashing against a rock.. and there a shadowed creature sat infront of me...I thought I was the only one in this world, until that moment. The lupine had brown bangs covering part of his face...something about him made me get goose bumps –she smiled slightly- he was so familiar to me, it was like I was apart of him. He tried his hardest to take care of me, I hardly ever left the cave... and he would only ever leave the cave at night... –she sighs- eventually i started to ask questions, overloading Striider with them he was soo confused of how to brake it to me.. when finally he did. He told me that we were brother and sister I was happy until I was told that our mother and father had been killed, until that moment I had forgotten all about the day when my mom was killed.. and until that moment I had no idea I even had a father... -her eyes water a bit more allowing a single tear to run down her slender face, avoiding the death she moved on- I was too young to understand much, -she forced a smile on her maw- so Striider tried to teach me, he was only a couple of months older then me, so he did the best he could, we looked after each other--more or less. -she sighs- when I grew a little older I started to miss the family I never had..I was filled with soo much curiosity of how our family was like, what did daddy look like.. and what mom did aswell... -she sighed- Striider tried to give me a normal life, so he'd introduce me to pups, i didn't usually get along with them... because they had parents.. and would always talk about how their mommy did that or how their daddy did that.. I was always left to say nothing. -she sighs- well my parents were both murdered –she blinks- but now I wanted to know the details, what was he like… what where they like –she sniffs in the air, then lets it escape with a short sigh- well he told me about how brave our parents where, yet they always seemed to hide something… some kind of secret from him… some sort of secret that made them sad to think about it, some secret they were protecting us from… and strider said it had to do with a promise –she sighs- I always thought that promise’s were good… but I guess wrong –she sighs- he didn’t know much about the secret.. only that it was based around a symbol...
this symbol … -she hesitates as she shows you a small picture carved into the cave ground-
The symbol was a grave mystery to me.. it was always there... but i never knew what it ment until I ran into a lupess, a lupess about the same age as me.. I was adolescent at the time.. I understood most of life by then.. -she hesitates... no emoction but sadness emiting on her face- I ran into her by the river, by the waterfall.. she was getting some water, drinking.. I was quite amazed by her looks, for she had beautiful angelic wings, and white fure.. and what looked like feathers for bangs.. -she allowed a short chuckle- her beauty actually made me quite jealous.. so, being a runt as i was I went up to talk to her.. she told me her name was Memory, well we got to know eachother and became best friends. -she paused for a moment- we knew eachother for a long while until one night, her boyfriend (now ex) got into a huge fight with a lupess named mistick.. and he was about to kill her (long story) when Memory began to glow and grow a symbol on her left shoulder... she was very confused by the meaning at first when she met up with me the next day.. when I saw it I was shocked... it was the same symbol on this cave ground.. and she told me that it meant 'Promise ones' and she told me that the only person that she knew, knew about it was Frost... or Devil. So, as terrified as I was at the moment of Frost, I comfronted him and asked him for the meaning... and he told me. -her voice beging to shake with tears in her voice, she swollowed hard and continued- when i had brought up the subject anger grew in his deathening eyes. As if he wanted 'kill' plastered all over me. Reluctantly I growled. I told him I wanted to know, when finally he told me.
He had said that the Promised ones where made up of three lupess's. They were rewarded great powers to protect the innocent. Surprised i had asked if my parents were promised ones, n' he shook his head. He told me that my parents were part of a ethnic group sent to help the promised ones.
(under construction, it's a long story what can I say)
Love
-she smiles, but then it fades- before i tell you about how wonderful Fell is.. -she sighs- let's take a moment to remember Fletcher... my first love... and our three wonderful pups, that now lay dead and skined because of the hatered and carelessness of some humans -a single tear rolls down her cheek-
-she straightens her posture- as you probably already heard, after Fletcher and the pups died.... i didn't want to live, everything was so.. empty... nothing was as special as it's supposed to be... everything was dull, like i was dead myself -she sighed- until i met Fell, he helped me see past the pain, and the suffering... he loved me even if i was being so stubborn... not wanting to live, which is very stupid... -she hesitates- i love him, and i thank him so much for helping me see that there is always love, even if you loose it... there is always hope for love
A Poem That I Live By
A heart is not a plaything
A heart is not a toy
But if u want yours broken
Just give it to a boy
Boys they like to play with things
To see what makes them run
But when it comes to kissing
They will do it just for fun
They never give thier hearts away
They play us girls for fools
They wait till we give our hearts
And then they play it cool
You will wonder where he is at night
You will wonder if hes true
One minute you will be happy
One minute you will be blue
So to fall in love with a boy
That takes alot of nerve
You see my friend you need a man
To get what you deserve
Friends
-blinking she speaks yet again, same sweet voice 'scaping- Friends? Companions more like it.. creatures whom I consider friendly, and helpful.
-slight sigh is overheard from her graceful voice- They seemed to just fade away from me.. not talk to me anymore... Just leave me like everyone else.
{She's a Loner}
Family
Family.. not only blood but those whom cared for me while growing.. well not many but, here they go. -she turns flickers her tassle to the opposite side, wrapping it neatly-
^-Striider-^
Striider is my only true blood relative alive in this world. I hardly see him, as I am a day lupess.. and he is a night lupe. He's a great guy and I love him dearly.. he is all I have left. -crania shifted hellwards before she spoke once more-
^-Sacrafiice-^
Sacrafiice is like a brother to me, even though he really isn't. He helped Striider take care of me for awhile, as Striider was only a month or two older then me.. and wasn't very trained himself. Sacrafiice is overly protective of me.. but I kind of like it.
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Art of me? hold on.. {-kills her drawing skills-}
Awards
-nose flickers t'wards the cave, then back at you- Awards? Why would anyone give me an award, but alright here you go..
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