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thursday december 9 2004 12:38am i'm going to cut this first entry short becuase; i'm not wanting put more work in to the making of this site. i'm not sure if i want my old girlfriend to see this webpage of mine or not, i copied her entire webpage. only because it's been years, since i've made a webpage. also i don't know what html editer to use other than notepad. i'm only using hers for guidelines and such. than again she may be flattered that i'm copying hers??? this is her web page http://www.oocities.org/thepastsux/0.html check it out if your interested to see the "master copy." saturday december 11 2004 1:06am i've been off work since wednesday because of a change in jobs. days become very irritating and tiresome. my mind is active and can not contain its self unless i focus on something. today i played lots of speed games on chess. after about 10 games i started losing one after another and sunk into the 1000s. what a shame, i know i'm better than that. i think its that i am depressed and keep thinking about not working and sitting at home. i decided to build a snowman later in the day to cheer myself up. the guy is humongous! i got my dad's help to get the second half up of the snowman (dad was home sick). we got a board and rolled the snowball up on top of the first ball. i'm surprised the bottom snow ball didn't smash to peices from the pressure of it all. i'll have pictures of the big guy later, i ran out of batteries for my camera. i made pizza tonight. it turned out really good i put bacon on the hawian for the authentic taste. parents were really surprised by how good they were. i guess work taught me something after all, other than not to screw up and to move like a soldier "1, 2, 1, 2." i watched elf tonight. the movie was sad. i kept thinking of myslef as will. the way he was like a kid in a grownup world. its as if i do the same as him trying to get people to like me and laugh instead of focusing on whats happening in the world and go along my own business... than i thought afterwards maybe its not so bad? i don't want to be a cranky crab apple by when i'm 30, the bible (i think?) said to be child like. i told rita about my site on msn and how i copied her outline of her website. she seemd not to care... she was drunk at the time. at least i don't have to worrie about copyright. sunday april 02 2005 8:41 wonwers, i forgot about my very own webpage! even though i forgot things are some what the same except i had a girlfriend between my last visit (february 7-march 25 2005). ohhhh man, i thought she was the one too. i had never felt love before or so 100% full. we dated for a month than she broke it off with me because she said she has been hurt by too many guys in the past and didn't want me to do the same. what an excuse.... i told her i loved her so much it scared me how much i did love her, and i couldn't be with out her. i guess i went too fast for my own good. at least we can be friends. hell, i can be friends with a porno dvd (i'm hurt still). ever since she did all these mushrooms she started acting funny. (don't get me wrong i love ma much). oh well, enough about her. shes in my mind too much and i gotta get her out. today it snowed about 10cms of wet snow. its disgusting because last thursday (march 31st) was so nice i was riding my bike in a t-shirt and jeans. at least i can be thankfull for my new job at moose winooskies. seems to me it's like mcdonalds training except everyone is around my age and are preparing for the real world of kitchens. i can also be thankfull for my mom allowing me to have a kitten.... i think she may even budge and allow me to have a puppy instead of a kitten. all i have to do is wait for my daderonie to finish the renovation hes doing so the house is back to its own self. (in da house) i got a new hair cut last month thats a change too. (picture of my hair cut is in pictures section) i think i'm going to get a mohawk on may 24 weekend than shave it off after the weekend and have a buzz cut. i couple mohawks when i was in high school, so i'm no just a trendy hipster... or am i? blah, blah, blah, blah thursday april 7th 2005 2:39 s'alright average day today. i awoke to my set alarm of 12 o'clock. i'm feeling lazy these days and decided to make a change and wake up before 1pm. i than worked on a radiohead concert of 08/24/97 Electric Factory Philadelphia PA. i spent about 1 hour trying to set up the proper chapters for the dvd only to ruien 2 dvdrs because it didn't work. waste of time... at least the file plays on my computer. (http://www.purelivegigs.com/forums under video) i than changed tyrome and sadie's water (they're my two gold fish i have) i think i have the luckeist gold fish on this planet. they live in a vase with bamboo. every 2-3 days i will change their water by adding water in to the bath tub, emptying them out into the tub and change their water. i also pet them! how lucky are they or what? and some days if i have extra grass i'll throw a bud in their water. i played hacky sack out front of my house today before work.... i'm getting alot better i amaze myself all the time. i, i, i looking up at my journal post for today i say i too much... well this is me so iiiieeee yiii yiiii. worked today from 5-10:30. worked as hard as could. at the end a guy work with told me that i'm the best pantry worker (pantry - salads and desserts) and within a month or two, be a line cook or deep fryer. ha i didn't i did an entire paragraph with out i. after work i talked to some girl named mariya about different states and webcams. (she saw me on my webcam and decided to give me a little chat) oh yes... today my parents found a porn video i had on my computer. what a sad time this is. now my parents probabaly think i'm gay becuase it was a bukkake movie... whats worse isi'm going to have to hear their complaining for a week or two. hows a man suppose to get off these days? alright i'm heading over to bed now i'm too tired for this. thursday april 10th 2005 3:04am on apirl the 15th my momother bought me a male siamese kitten. i named him chester (aka chess). his owners looked like little trolls; short, fat, hairy, and lazy. the next day, we took him to a veternarian(i forget the name and location). he receied; his first shot, kitten canned food, and toys. today it is my moms birthday birthday. i will go to church for 11:15 in the morning. hopefully i will not have a hangover and learn something. she will not be in attendance due to sickness. chester is sleeping on my lap at this moment. he knows who's his daddy. thursday april 22 2005 3:10pm yesterday i saw sloan for the second time. they always put on an amazing show bringing down the hammer of rock upon each and everyone of us. they played all their oldies and newbies along with the occational jam on select songs. i arived at 9pm when doors opened but found out opening band starts for 10:15. i than went to the bus station and played hacky sack by myself for a while. after tireing myself out i walked back to the show and realized i need some patience. i went to the park and met up with my friend tracy and we smoked a bowl together and played some hacky sack. we went back to the show and i was told the lead singer dude was at second cup. i went over there and asked him to sign my ticket. of course he did becuase hes that cool. the first band was "the weekend" i've never heard of them but the lead singer chick was kick in the balls hot. i think we made eye contact several time. than she gave me goosebumps. it was just the one opening band than sloan came on and made barrie theirs for a little over an hour. after the show i bought their second newest album on record today is a perfect day. i awoke cleaned my room talked to tim on the phone than picked up my back pack i left at his place. i drove out to the beach later and flew my 6 foot parate kite as high as it could go and met a nice little boy named derek who had the day off from school because he was suspended for punching a kid in the head. he told me how his grandma has the same kite too. thursday may 5 2005 12:35am today i got my car insuared and ready for the road. after it was road reading (hasn't passed e-test yet) i put my bike in the trunk and took off to oro (where we go camping). i went bikeing for about half hour or more than came back to where i parked my car in the woods and made a fire. i watched over the fire and read untill the sun went down, than tried my bike with a night light in the dark. things were going good untill i took a wrong path way and thought i was lost. i went back to where i noticed i went wrong and made my way back to the car. that was one of the scariest moments in my life thinking i'd be lost for a long time in the woods. when i came home i ate some food than came on ther computer. i met a guy named who had been watching my cam. he told me about a friend of his who makes money from his webcam/webpage. i'm considering it and thinking about seting up my own pay site. aside from today yesterday was a bad day for me. i had lost my job at moose winooskies due to making too many mistakes with the orders. i'm really thinking they fired me because of my probation period was due with in 5 days and didn't want to give me a raise.... who knows?

sunday may 15 2005
11:25pm

wow what a weekend. on friday i drove from barrie (ontario) to newmarket than to keswick with only 5-10 minute break in between. at newmarket i picked up my friend dante who biked from toronto to newmarket than we both went to keswick to our friend chris's house. http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050515/20/6/9/1/6913ac39cb54ad69e55a118be0daa1110_full.jpg copy link in address bar to see a picture of a map of barrie to newmarket.
at chris's we showered up, had a few drinks than headed over the to bar.
the bar was s'alright except the music was way to loud. i decided to pick up ladies for a change than dante and i headed over to a table occupied by some ladies and we chated up a bit. at one point dante lost his balance from squating to talk to them while they were sitting. he fell back wards and to ahold his postion he grabed the table that came tumbling down on him with along the girls drinks. it was a sad site for they wanted me to pay for their drinks that had been knocked down after he was kicked out but i went to tell dante but just took off from the ladies.

the next day dante and i left keswick and headed back to his mom's house where we both had a nap for an hour. after the nap we packed up once again, bought grocceries for our night of camping than drove over the sibles point.
it was a real drag at first because we couldn't burn any dead trees on the ground. we had to pay 7 bucks for a bag of wood!
we became accustome to the rain on us and made the best out of what we could for having wet clothing and all.

the next morning (today) i had a wake and bake and relieved my self on to a tree and watched a wood pecker (red header [i gaped out today and thought that was the name of a wood pecker]) after waking up dante and i played a big game of hacky sack. his mother came and picked us both up and drove me to newmarket where my dad drove me back home to barrie.
the rest of the day was good. i came on here talked to a few "web friends" than went out again and played hacky sack again with jesse at the school and i sold him a 5 peice. it was a little risky because the "5.0" drove by than did a turn around to investigate the scene but we fled.


sunday may 23 2005
11:10pm

i'm painting in between the lines. cutting it close the top and a little slip slap on the side. no fear i'll walk to the top. i'll climb the highest latter and get the job done. works going fine and dandy getting the tricks of the trade under my belt and i'm ultra ego man koo koo ka chew is feeling a little bigger too may i add?

either i had a break down and tried reliving my youth or still have some rebillion in me. on saturday i gave my self a mowhawk with some help with my dad doing the back. after the cutting had been done i went for close to a 3 hour bike ride to make up for the loss of rideing i'd be doing due to bringing a tear to jesus's eye. after the ride i stoped off at my brother's than we all walked over to idenity to see jesse play in his new band "the city." jessse's sales tatitics really sold me on his band being maybe the best thing to come out of barrie... instead they seemed to be a cover band of all the new hip indie bands on the market. i'm going to call the shot of our last band being better than the city.

saturday was arron's day for i did arrons in the day. (why don't we do it in the road). after ariseing late in the morning i picked up my friends from the bus terminal and we went out to buy the works; booze, fire works, food n supplies than last but not least a new hacky sack the dante. i droped the guys off at our camp site at second line of oro, than droped off my mom's car and catched a ride with my brother back to the stomping grounds. with all our money from beer returns we bought our selves a keg for the may 2-4 weekend. surprisingly no one blew chunks. the night went well untill we packed into leeannes car to make a hot box with the largest/best doob i've ever seen. while in the car chris got funky with me thinking my legs were jessica's legs. i fled the scene but word of mouth made it uglier to come.

the next morning we got'er done by finishing off the keg. the group pussed out by rejecting another stay at second line and we headed out over to tim's again. in the middle of the day we went down town to see what all the comotion was about than settled down again with some wings and pitchers. after all was said and done we said our good byes and i went home for a night in front of the computer.

i went back to tims to play a game of pool after cutting off the hawk. when i showed up jesse and jeff were bumpling about. tim and the others brought up the hot box and they all had a stab at me. we played some frisbe and foot bag in the park and i left right after for i needed some time to myself. i did myself in and did another long ride this time from barrie to angus than over to wasaga beach than doing a complete turn around over to barrie again. and that was my may 2-4 http://photos.yafro.com/pics3/i/20050523/19/9/8/a/98ab3a176fb7c27cb0432c54b4a3c23a0_full.jpg some pictures of may 2-4 are on my yafro account http://steveroo.yafro.com/


tuesday december 6th 2005
12:24pm

ai, yi,yi i'm back at the journal again. reason for the disaperence of life's moments? i like having the same day over and over. not to remember what happens in a year can be memorized as the best year of your life for nothing was writen down and i can remember it how i want. aside from that fact i also didn't like random people off the internet thinking they can be close to my best friend by reading a journal.

recent new events of my life are having mono from first week of november to the 20th of november. having little work off and on for last week and this week. time off is nice to clean up around the house but also gets on my nerves for i know i have no money coming and and than i have to dip into my saved money. the bright side is it is christmas month and this is the best time to spend cash.

i checked over my favorite rock band's website (http://www.bydivineright.com) and they finaly updated their site; listing off new bands they are taking under their wings to produce and side projects they have. they also listed an upcoming show for the the 8th that will be a john lennon apreciation show at the silver dollar at torontonto so i'll be hitting up a date with them on thursday night.
ai ya that is it for now. i'll try and up date this site more often and let the wind from within me out. who knows maybe it'll relax me or ride up my ass again? ah who am i kidding?