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March 7th, 1999: The first entry. Yay. Nah but really during this trip I decided to make a page that reflected how I felt about certain things. And updates to all of my faithful visitors. Hmm...what should I start with? Well, I discovered MP3s over the weekend and I have been running around searching for my favs...mp3s are really good and I sure wish they were legal! Anyway, I have a prety good selection that i'm proud of.
I added a new webring called "Forever Dream" a webring run by a very nice woman visit her at Forever Dream.
Basketball is on my TV, Reggae is on my radio and my eyes are glued to the computer screen. I'm about to add sum links to my world of homepages...and I'm still collecting stuff for my upcoming page called "Inspirationals".


March 14th, 1999: Today, I added a couple things like another link to dwoph and a logo to my Net Sisters Page. I'm going to spend tonight researching tables because I am way convinced my forwardz site would look better with it!!!!! The Mp3 is fabulous. I got Jesse Powell's "You" and everytime I hear it it makes me wanna cry. Boo Hoo. hehe. College B-Ball is on TV I'm so happy St. Johns made it to the sweet 16!! YaY! hehe. Anyway, let me go learn tables ugggh. :o)


April 02nd, 1999: I learded the tables! LoL but that was uhhhh the same day as the last entry. hehehe. They really weren't as tough as I thought they would be! It sure does make everything look better thought! :o) Lets see, what has happened in the past two weeks... St. Johns Lost (Boo hoo) I went through my one year anniversary which was *special*. Me=happy. Um Last night I decided to take a leave from Net Sisters and I miss them terribly. But I'll go back...soon. UmMm I added two webrings the ICQ teen Webring and Teen girls with rad homepages or something to that effect, I just know that its a cool ring. LoL. UmMmM I feel so good I just finished "BeBe's By Golly WOW!" The sequel to Yolanda Joe's "He say, She say" It was great. Both were fabulous. And the way this one ended really touched my sensitive heart. (AwW!) Um I added a couple new features to the enter page, 1)A table with a lil overview on why I made a homepage and 2)Sister Sites! I think this will be fun. :o) I'm a chatty girl tonight aren't I? Anything else new with my page you ask? Well Yes there is buddy! I added backgrounds to all SIX of my webring pages. I think it looks fab. AND ALSO (notice I have LOTS OF TIME ON MY HANDS) I added a form for the Awards Page so that people won't have to go bonkers writing me an email for em. :o) OKOK I'll go now but not before I *blow you a kiss* for taking the time to read this. :o))




April 08, 1999: Heya. I did so much stuff since I have had this vacation and have been on leave for Net Sisters. Anyway, Ummmzz, I'm really happy in life right now. Today it was a beautiful day in NYC a high of 80 degrees. And of course I took full advantage of it!! I went to tha library and then to the park with my boyfriend. I swear he is the most wonderful person on the earth. We sat there with his head in my lap and we just talked...which I have been wanting to do...he is so great. When I had to leave I felt SO empty, cuz I missed him already. I do now, but his spirit is in my heart because all I have to do is think about him and everything is allright. *sigh* Then! When I came home and was writing to my stister, he dropped by my house, just cuz he missed me. I think that was soo sweet. SO anywayyzzz Momz tried to act up with me tonight talking bout come inside and this is a whole new summer and new rules. LoLLzzzzzzz first she says the older you get the more responsiblity you take on. Yea right she tryin to keep me on lock when I'll be in COLLEGE in sept. LoLz this is hilarious. Like Puff and Mase You can't hold me down baby. A free spirit ALWAYS gets her way. trust me. I ain't no ordinary teen... I'm pretty hype tonight I'll prolly do a lot more to my page. But um really...I added a CD reviews section and I am still working on my graduation page and book reviews and movie reviews...UmmErz That's about it. Let me gooo... see yaz.




April 13, 1999: Whattup Whattup! I'm so tired from practice today. I have my first game tomorrow -- first singles. Yay. The responsibilty makes me feel overwelmed but I pray that my God will help me through. I hope I don't get frustrated and upset and lose focus. If I focus I win. *whew* Anyway, I added a link to dwoph fab eh? AND I gave A LOT of awards away recently I really need to update that page maybe weekend after I'm done destressing... I should sleep now dontcha think? Maybe. AND I went back to Net Sisters yay. I missed them a lot. :o) Ok I'm outtie.




April 16, 1999: Hiyaz ~~ I had a lot of fun today. Don't ask why. My Game sucked if you want an update! Well not really the first one but the second --- bleck! But i'll do better next time I promised that to me and all of the other people that care about me. :o) Umm lets see about the site.... Umm Uhh geez who knows, I have to update that award winner site! pronto! Um other than that no major changes cept that I may MAY add another review whatcha think? Thats my fav site of the moment my baby likes it too so that there just makes it all worthwhile :o)




April 27, 1999: Oh my ... Im in my school. My school Library. WHAT has the world come to? GGrrr. I'm not in a very estatic mood today although I should be cuz I won my game yesterday. Yay. Anyway, theres practice today and just about a million things that I have to do and I'm going to try my best to make it to practice. I need all the practice I can get. I'm sick Im going to the doctor in a quick minute. UmmmMM ~~ I changed my prom dress color to Ice blue. Hot ryte? Yeah i know. Anyway ~~ Im sick of school about to leave and be merry. I hope James is not upset if we dont go to themovies... it was a lost cause anyway. Looking at the movie showtimes It was impossible to kill threee hours and im not going to the mall so that I can finish my money in a quick minute, I think NOT. I did the page. I did the awards page. Ok Ok stop applauding yes I did it. It was time consuming but I did it. Don't forget I write ALL my HTML by HAND. Fun. Prom and graduation is almost here and I'm about to faint. There is sposed to be sum underground busride going on for seniors only. How About I say yes and not go? LoL Please I don't even like the whole ghetto fab crowd. I would NOT have a good tyme. I think my fav letter in the alphabet is "Y" I use "Y" whenever I know it could fit. I think its the purtiest and sexiest and could have her way with any of the other letters. LoL I really have to go now. Love ya. :o)




May 1, 1999: Hiya Made up my mind about a million things today. I had a great day although Im now suffering froma bad headache I still have reggae blasting and I'm having fun. I went to the mall with friendssss and had a grand ole tyme except I miss my baby. Terribly. And he wrote me the sweetest email. The perfect thing to come home to! :o) So today is a new day and I have decided to have the party and promote it this week what do you think? Who cares. LoL sorry dont hit me. I've just made up my mind about a million things in this one day cuz Im SOOOOO sick of stressing over things. Its giving me wrinkles I swear. I have a pedicaure to give myself in a hot minute and I dunno what I'll do with the site. I'll prolly guestbook surf, and I can't believe no one told me about my webring probs. Seems that for the past two weeks My webring URL changed on me therefore no one to apply. I thought traffic was just really slow for two weeks. I tell ya. But I still love my webring and I've been getting applications since I changed it. Added two great sites already!! :o) Agh. You are taking too much of my tyme. Goodnight. I MAY be back keep on the lookout ya heard.




May 9, 1999: Hi! How are you? I'm a bit love drunk at the minute. Yah yah ur prolly thinking ~ It*s mothers day what is she doing online ~ er rather yet maybe not. But its really Saturday night fer me cuz its 2am, and I'm tired but I knwo I can't sleep cuz my blood is running at an unusually fast rate, I feel sick to the stomach, my eyes can hardly open and yet....i'm here. Amazing eh? My knicks won. Yay. I don't see my hussie till Monday. Boo. Everytyme I think of him I have this sense of calm. Either I'm delirious, in love or deliriously in love. I'll take choice THREE. LoL. Umm I statred the special inspirtaions page and its a LOT of hard work! Can you beleive it? What am I typing, I can't see straight. I want to stop time. I don't want to go to tomorrow just yet. I dont want to graduate just yet. Prom? Nope not yet. Just let me stay ~ grounded ~ happy ~ and in my baby*s arms.




May 10, 1999: Its soo late but I have to write. I am so happy and so in love, how is it different today? Well my baby planned a picnic for me. Extremely romantic and we had a wonderful day in the park. I was estactic. I didn't know how NOT to keep the grin off of my face. Nobody makes me as happy as he does. How does he do it? He's gifted. I thought I was unsatisfyable but obviously I'm not. No updates, just love. Had to share. Going to bed a happy happy girl. I am extremely hot my temperature is running a muck. Ack!! the knicks lost boo-hoo but nothing can stop this feeling. Nothing. I don't think nothing ever will!! :o)))~~~




May 15, 1999: Hi. I wasn't really gonna put anything hea but a new page in the navigation bar. Yes, Ladies and gentelmen there*s is a new(!) addition to Destini*s Palace!! My Graduation Page is finally over with. I love it, am enjoying it, and will continue to no matter how rotten I feel. OK I don't feel rotten, but I dont feel good. I went to the fashion show tonite and it was offfffffff the hook. Ya heard meh. OFF the HOOK. Crazy! I had a hella lot of fun tho, a lot. It was Gettofyde. Ack! :oppp I will not get into details but chile, all I have to say was guys were modeling breifs and girls were falling over their seats.
Ha but to bring myself BACK to reality. My baby is such a sweetheart ~ he really is. I love him so much, i'm beginning to wonder if its illegal. I haven't been in class in the past 3 days , so I got a lot to make up there, I have archon where I feel like such a complete outcast.Thats all I know so far but I'm sure it'll build up. It always duz. Knicks lost tew!!!! Now thats some bull, I think thats what killed my weekend. Just watching that last night was just awful. Go Sixers.




May 28, 1999: Heyyy whats up...been a long time eh...Well I guess my life is fallin back in place starting today...im feeling a hella lot better than yesterday...I felt like absolute crap...but my baby helped me through that...speaking of that my baby and I are going to spend the whole day together away from everyone! I am soooo happy. And relieved because I can feel all of the stress begin to dissolve...the Special Inspirations page is going absolutely beautiful...thanks to PSP of course! I love me some PSP. So anyways it should be up real soonn.....LoLz since the last time I wrote I have developed tendonitis in my left ankle...I've gotten $20 knocked off of my limo cost...got married to my best friend (lol long story) Saw Star Wars...Election...AND Entrapment...had some weird dreams...gotten more than enough sleep but yet completely tired when I get home...Made A Clique...I prolly mentioned that already its hype. Moved up a level in the mom/boyfriend thing...So yeah...lotsa stuff with less than 2 weeks till PrOm...hmmm....Going to Old Westbury! Didya know that? Prolly did. Got my locket fixed...yay! Graduation...dum dum dum...making and keeping lotsa friendships...lost none...I'm so relaxed...I shall go get my hair done for 9 hours on whats sposed to be one of the hottest days and HYPEST days of the year...memorial day...bowling manana...ConCeRt on Sunday...I love my life. Don't you? WHat? Don't Hate Werd up! lolz bye.




June 8th, 1999: Then it was the nyte before Prom and all were asleep, all you could hear is the clicking and clacking of this girl's nails and the occasionaly grunt and whimper from all of the ruckus these nails were causing. Trying to stifle all of the bad thoughts and person/limo problems that she has been trying to avoid for the past 5 weeks. She smiles as she looks to her left and sees her beautiful ice blue dress.As she drowns in anticipation and anxiety she prays that her and James can talk. She didn't feel too good being with him today as she knew that something was gonna go wrong right from the start. 90+ degrees days suck...especially when ur walking. They had one of those days where we could be totally in sync one minute and totally off the next. This girl was so confused. There was nothing that she could do because she knew nobody, not even he could understand the pain and confusion. She wants to cry out as all of these conflicting emotions go through her. She know that one night of good sleep will cure everything, quickly. As she blows an air kiss to all those who love her...she Thanks God for being so fortunate.




June 11th, 1999: Ya baby YA! Austin powers was positively smashing! My nerves are wrecked because of this game...I had an absolutly wonderful time at prom...absolutely perfect absolutely. Life with James is currently a complete fairy-tale... I think I am the luckiest female on this earth... oh yeah the site, lol this thing has turned into a complete journal for me...heh... party next week, im busy inviting... and stuff...soo... ya know... OMG the knicks just won. I think this is the most perfect day of the whole year. I don't know man things are going SO extremely well for me...I also found out that I am to recieve an award on awards night. I'm So happy. *sigh* :o) So anywayz...i'm making more cliques so leave me alone. :o))))) love ya.




June 14, 1999: Ya man...did I mention how incredibly perfect my boyfriend is...?! So we had this wonderful day ryte, and i'm looking at my prom pics thinking I look like crap ryte...and was about to throw myself into one of my "moods"... and this guy... amazingly just refuses to let me fall. Pushes me and pokes me until I cant do anything but laugh and push him back...and I actually never made it...he makes me so happy... nobody would EVER do that for me... they'd just let me fall. I wouldnt mind it either... oh my gosh I love him so much... but anyway, enuf sappy stuff... So while me and James are like fighting up the wazookie having fun and being ghetto and so forth.... Freddy comes and is just clocking me... he looked so mad... like one of the horror films where he's thinking up ways to kill me er something. He's nutz absolutely crazy. Just staring no blinking nothing...yikes. SO anyway I dont think im gonna see James till wednesday ....night....YIKES. *not thinking about it* oyvey. So anywayzzz...added two more AUSTIN cliques... yeah baby! did over my netsis page which is hype....Ummzz finally figured out that webring. Ok I'm about to eat now... :o) Adios!




July 9th, 1999: My MY! Its been too long....there is no excuse but I HAVE been ultimately busy...quick rundown...grad party, graduation, cuzins wedding, CRUISE!(more on that later)Summer Job...thats about all the majors...hmm...So I went on a Carnival cruise called the Sensation...it was too much fun we went to the Grand Cayman, Cozumel Mexico, and the wonderful and absolutely spectacular NEW ORLEANS!!! :o) I love that place its jumpin man like every minute of the day. Its soo hype...now enough about that...My summer job...I LOVE IT!! Its soo much fun and theres no other way I'd rather be spending my summer (cept in my babys arms of course--but thats not until after work hehe)but the people who I work for and with are fabulous...Yeah I guess I am happy...again...but my baby went away for the weekend... so this dark clous is still hanging...hehe...Umm whats new with the site you ask? well last night I added this cute lil popup that has all my page links on it...real cute cuz sometimes you may not even see nothin but now its a lot easier...GAME ROOM!! check that out cuz it even keeps ME form being bored lol...um real cool beans man...today is friday and im off on fridays so you know...im bored lol. Situations got me crazed. So i'll go now ayte!! :o)




October 13th, 1999: I'm back yes ladies and gentelmen, thank you for hold your breath. I am back. Im suprised I even know how to work this thing! lol im in my dorm, yes my dorm. Its october, im going to a party tomorrow nite. I am still hopelessly in love with James. So nothings new...I just continue to ask the obvoius questions, The dorm is ghetto, my roomate is an angel, my suitemates are from hell (cept one well two). The classes are okay, the people are coool, the food from the caf is terrible, umm I go home like every weekend. Sherri and James' Birthday is on saturday and sunday. Shes having a party (whooo hooo) ima look mad jog (as usual). Im am sooo rooting on my yankees right now ...for life...I put the logo on my face and I had the scarf in my butt pocket...i was feenin! oooh chile so anyway let me go and you actually may expect more from me but thats not a given. muah! :o)




November 3rd, 1999: Yeah I know yall be like YO what is she DOIN?! But you have to understand that college life is like limiting my ONLINE time, and so forth...actually I'd be online just as much but I don't have my own phoneline anymore ya know? SO I gotta be sharing and stuff...Yeah but wait till I bring my comp home for my 5 week vacation... you all will probably get real sick of me lol. Umm I love james so much he is the light of my life. He makes me so happy and he is gonna be my husband reall soon I promise...I wish there was a fast forward button on college..I mean really! ugh anyways..nuff stuff to download and I got the line all to meself...I gotz to pack up too..uck uck uck!! peace...




December 18th, 1999: Hey Guess what ladiez and gentelmen! I AM HOME {{woman screaming}} I know its scary folks, we have a great deal of fine tuning coming to the palace...lalala....People guess what? I have finished my christmas shopping (applause) thank you thank you well...things are great, I got me baby lotsa stuff I got my two best friends hype tops and everyone else also got love ya know the deal. SO FINALS are OVER and TINI is FREE to do whatever she PLEASE. Its a great feeling, folks, and when I am going back i'll probably be crying tear, but thats OK becuzzzzzzz I'm here NOW and that's allll that matters! YEA! :o) well, um smooches for now...no big updates, I might even try and add all the award links, {{shivers}} yikes, I swear I give like 20 of them away a day! guh :o)




February 12th, 2000: Hey everybody...Oh my gosh im very very happy with my life right now. Let me fill you in on the detailz...well I have actually Tranferred to Brooklyn College!!! Yes folks, tini has escaped the hellhole of Old Westbury, Yes, Ladies and Gentelmen, tini is back home and really happy. James is happy like I am and we are just two happy happy people! lol Goodness, so I celebrated my birthday a week ago today, I had a LOT of fun, it was great, saw scream 3 and it was just fabulous. UmmMMmmzzz, im staying in today cuz of a really bad back pain for some reason...ugh. Valentine's is on monday woowoo going out with my baby for our (dadadada) Second valentines :o) Aint that cool? woowoo...Umm this site has been in serious neglect of me for the past month or so...Not my fault! Brooklyn college and James take up a whole lotta time lol. Yeah so im in the process of leaving Net Sisters for fabulous friendship reasons (dont ask) ummm, I guess that all about the update now smoochiez

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February 21st, 2000: Wattup yall...figured I'd drop a line during my insomnia...just ta let yall know something...is that Destini*s Palace will soon be coming to an end...Ladies and Gentelmen stop crying lol I know I know but u didn't let me finish...Destini*s Palace will be giving away to the new revamped site ::A Girl's Mind:: actually quite the same...cept its no longer my kingdom...instead its my mind wrapped up into web pages...so can you believe it? after 2 years and counting the palace is no longer gonna be a palace...whoa lol..im excited about the change...nothing is really going to leave except maybe anything Old...hows life you ask? Yes, Yes, James is wonderful still...still my love...still my prince :)...ok so its three in the morn and im not sleepy...ladies and gentelmen I have issues...SO more about this new revamped site...I guess i felt that Destini*s Palace is slightly adolescent and as I get older I should show that ya know? Lord knows I only use 4 megs of my geocities space...I have 10 more waiting for meh :)...my my my...I so need an update...I hit my 600th guestbook entry...one thing that will never change is that guestbook...i luv it too much :)James is on my mind, hes prolly in lala land right now..but who knows...ive been eating a lot as of late...i think is a sickness I need to get under control before it starts to SHOW...ick *cringe* ahh lemme go find SOMETHING to do...hmph smoochiez...




March 9th, 2000: Heya peoplez...my class is cancelled so im in tthe cafe updating the site...i mean there is so much stuff to do, but do I do when I get home?? NooOOoo...I need to tho...but it be seemin like the minute I get home...there's one one thing for me to do and that is...BE LAZY...yikes...but anyway...today is Thursday YAYYAYAYAYAYAY....round of applause PLEASE...i've made it through this week...and I am ever so happy for a break :)...I'm keeping up on my work now which is fantabulous...James is too which is even MORE fantabulous... man oh man can't wait to break outta dis joint and be frEEEeeeEEEeee :) anywayz I guess I should bounce updates? well...no just fine tuning...I guess...but that whole thing about the new site is actually still in effect...but first i must present to you the EXTRAS section...coming soon to a PC near you...I think i'm gonna like that one the most ya know? well if u looked at the bio section that stars pebbles...this one??? pebbles AND bambam!! yayy lol...im an idiot...im exiting now...ok...bye...why are u stil there...go away...what you said to me?...ok...fine...i'm leavin...bye...bye...BYE! lol




January 13th, 2001: It has been a very, very long while. My goodness, where do i start? I guess i don't. nothing much has happened to me in the past year, i have been very happy and i am coming upon my 18th birthday and my third year anniversary with James. Yes I know, it has been a while. What's going on you ask? Well i had a job in the summer but i worked very very long hours on my precious feet, 8 hours is no joke, i could hardly walk from the subway it was so bad. Anyway, I began in the summer about Mid-July and ended in october, funny how when u dont have a check comming @ you every two weeks, u begin to rethink those painful 8 hours. LoL so i attempted once again to go back there in december, but my former manager screwed me and its all good...cuz now i have job where i sit on my butt all day where i am appreciated and adored for my good work. Thank you very much. And now that I have gotten all of that off of my chest, the website is actually still standing. Running and doing its thang. I got a lot of updating to do (i know). But i think im doing pretty good ya know? Ah whatever. I'm really happy right now altho u can't tell, im actually really nervous about the viks vs. my giants tomorrow. I like the viks but i adore the giants so whoever wins i will be rooting for the NFC in the superbowl no hard feelings. La Dee Da. school = 5 classes 5 Bs, major improvement from last years horrible semester. whOOhOO. Ok well thats it, smooches. I'll be back, hopefully soon, but ya never know.




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