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I finally paid for my tuition yesterday and saw my grades.. That's half the reason why the happiness faded.. The other half is that I don't think I'll be able to re-do them this summer.. The co-ordinator person isn't in her office until Monday and the LAST day to sign up for summer classes is today.. Normally I'd be mad, but my mom's mad enough.. Then I'd be disappointed in myself, but my mom's got that covered too.. Looks like I'm not going to York U this Fall.. I'm being left behind at Seneca with people I don't know.. I don't think I'll be able to catch up.. Even Nam'll be there and he failed too.. I'm not too sure what happened.. I think I took my holiday too early and screwed everything up.. I don't know what I'm going to do now.. What's my dad gonna say when he finds out? Normally I'd be scared, but I'm just.. not.. I don't think I'm made for this nursing business.. Maybe I should do something else.. I'm not too sure what else, but something.. I don't wanna be a freeloader right? I don't know what I should take though.. I mean, I'm not good at anything.. I just do as I'm told.. I'd join the army or something, but I'd just die during the training AND my mom would never let me do that.. I wanna ask her what she thinks I should do, but she'll only ask me what I wanna do then I'll say, "I don't know," then she'll just freak out.. I'm not scared or anything, she does it ALL the time.. The thing is, I just wanna avoid that problem altogether. She's hinted at me that she wants me to work.. I don't really have a problem with the working part; at least i'd have something to do.. The problem is the type of work that I'm going to do.. If it's something that I really don't feel like doing, I'll just do a half-assed job of it and get fired.. Plus, I don't think anyone would hire me 'cos I've never had a job before.. Imagine that: A nineteen-year-old not having any job experience. Almost ALL of my friends have had jobs and most of them are younger than me.. Pathetic.. I can't play video games anymore either because my mom'll be like, "That's why you failed! Why are you doing it again?!" More screaming that I don't need right now.. Man.. How troublesome.. My mom and I are thinking of going to Florida.. To go to school.. My friend said that if he failed another class he wants to go there, and he's dragging me with him.. Hehe.. Maybe that's not such a bad idea.. I'll be earning American money AND there's an Adventist hospital there where I could work.. That'd be nice.. Maybe everything'll work out afterall.. But I'm still not happy.. It's just an idea.. So I won't be more of a burden than I already am.. If everything works out, then maybe this whole, "I've lost the will to live" phase will pass.. Maybe.. nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon  @ 11:26 PM EST
They're names are Baby Phat (aka Phati) and Akame (which means 'red eyes' in Japanese). Phati is fat. I used to call her Fatty, but that was too mean a name.. Then my brother told me that he wanted to call her Baby.. Then I got a BRILLANT idea.. "Why don't we call her Baby Phat?" At least, that's her full name-type thing.. Like Momo Phiy is Momo's full name. Phati is grey-grey with a white band around her neck and on her fat belly. Akame is smaller than Momo.. At least I think so. She's a sandy brown colour with white.. It's kind of mottled.. I think.. She's hard to describe. I'll post some pictures of them when I get the chance. I can't find my camera.. Plus they're sleeping so I don't want to wake them up.. It's not nice.. xD I had my second exam today and boy was it hard.. That's probably because I didn't really study study like I should have.. Something came up yesterday and I completely FORGOT about the exam! Vanessa slept over on Saturday night.. Then we went to Pacific Mall.. Then we rented Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets because Vanessa wanted to see it. Plus I haven't seen it yet so.. yeah.. It wasn't too bad though.. I'm pretty sure that I'll still pass with at least a C.. That's not too bad right? My next exam's on Thursday.. Then the last one is next Monday.. I really need to find out how to register for summer school.. I'd better figure that out soon so that I can get my next B.. nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 8:13 PM EST
I wanna go to Yorkdale tomorrow to check out some cute hamster stuff. Plus I wanna get Momo some treats. The ones I got for her are filled with sugar and I only got them for her to have like, once a month or something. Just a special sweet treat once in a while. I'm really obsessed with hamster right now. It's probably because I have one now, but I've always wanted one for a LONG TIME so it's not just one of those phases of mine. I wanna get another one. A girl 'cos I don't plan on having Momo get pregnant. It's been awhile since my last rodent-type pet... I think since I was eight. So... yeah. Plus, I don't know where her babies would go after. Some of my friends said that they'd want her babies, even if there were ten, but... I'd rather not let her get pregnant. Not just yet anyway... Soo... As I WAS saying, before I side-tracked back there was... I want to get another hamster. Maybe even two more. Before I could do THAT though... I need another cage. There jsut isn't enough space for all three in just one cage, especially since I don't want them fighting for the wheel and space to sit in the food dish. I could have like, one cage for where they sleep, drink, and eat, and then the other cage for exercising and toys. I'm also considering getting a maze for Momo. She's pretty smart, PLUS she needs somewhere to just walk around and stuff. All the stuff she has in her cage takes up A LOT of space. It's overcrowded in her cage. Poor baby. My parents will question my buying another cage for just one hamster, BUT if I have more than one, then they have nothing to say about that. It will become a necessity. Anyways, I think it'll work. three for two cages... I'm not sure what to name the new hamster if I get one. If I get two I was thinking of getting a beige one and naming her Peaches, and a white one and naming her Cream. xP I know they're not the BEST names, but I still think they'd be cute. Or I could name them... Oh... I haven't really thought of anything else. Lol. But I'm only going tomorrow to look around and buy stuff for Momo so I still have time to think up some names. nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 11:48 PM EST
Smallville last night was sooo cool! Yet horribly painful at the same time. All I really have to say is, "Lana... What were you thinking? You are being totally mental." It's too bad that Martha didn't just adopt the little girl or something. She really loved being at the Kent Farm. She adored Clark. It was soo cute seeing them be all family-sweet together. He was like a big brother or even like a father to her. It was just REALLY CUTE! Right now I'm working on an assignment for my clinical class. We're supposed to use articles for the analysis, but it's really hard for me to make the connection from the article to the assignment. I was SUPPOSED to email the assignment to my teacher at 11 this morning, but Vanessa came over and my brothers are home today so there are TOO MANY distractions at my house! Another thing is that I emailed my teacher asking for some clarification for something, but she STILL hasn't replied yet! It's already almost 2:30 and here I am still not sure about what to do... Well, it's not my fault anyway. She should be home. There's no school today. It's Good Friday. Anyways, I'll try to finish this crap up so I can play some video games or something. nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 2:29 PM EST
I am currently (and by currently, I really mean 'not really') working on finding some good info from this nursing article for my 401 class. My group is supposed to hand in the 3 articles we used and the handout we're supposed to make on Monday.Hah... Wish me luck with this. I'm really not in the mindset to do schoolwork. I sorta wanna just go to sleep now. And by 'sorta wanna' I really mean I just wanna ditch this crap and forget about it until Sunday. BUT it's a group project and I don't wanna be the flake in the group, like I always am... -sigh- I'd better quit slacking off and work on this damned thing. x_x Smallville's new episode was really good tonight. I won't spoil it for those who haven't watched it yet, but I do have one thing to say, "Lex, I am very disappointed in you. You AND Lana. Shame on the both of you." And NO they didn't hook up or anything. nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 11:00 PM EST
I saw this cool laptop that Tracy bought. It's sooo small and sooo cute! ^^ Of course, I WANT one now... I'll have to try and persuade my parents into buying one for me. xDD My dad would probably even like the laptop and try to get it for himself. That could work... Then I could sort of sneak it away from him and it'd be mine. I know it sounds like it wouldn't work, but I've done this before and it works just fine for me. That's how I got my car. xP Well... Sorta MY car anyways. MY brother just got home a while ago and was being such a jerk. I was vacuuming in my room and when I was done I heard knocking on the back door. It really freaked me out for a bit, but I went to check what it was and it was my brother. I opened the door and he was like, "Why didn't you open the door? I was ringing the doorbell for so long!" I didn't hear the doorbell ringing, but apparently it was. Then he got all mad and threatening not to open the door for me when I don't have my keys. First of all, I didn't hear it. And second, if I didn't have my keys it would only be because my mom borrowed them so she could drive the car. Then he goes on about how he's gonna use that whole vacuming thing as his excuse. He's so STUPID! I had a good reason! I couldn't hear him! That's not my fault! And when I asked him where his key was he kept going on about the whole vacuum excure thing again like I didn't hear him already. OMG! He pisses me off! He's like usually ok and then he goes PMSing on people. It's so embarrassing to have him as a brother. I'm so ashamed of him. -_-;; nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 12:10 PM EST
School's starting on Tuesday. FINALLY! I missed school for like a WHOLE month! I wish we didn't have to go back on a Tuesday though. I really don't feel like going back to clinical just yet... It's not that I don't like working in the hospital, it's just that it's so damn far away. It takes 30 mins. for get there in the morning and only 'cos it's so early in the morning. It takes a WHOLE hour or maybe even longer sometimes... I really don't feel like going... o_____________o Nothing's really been going on. I've tried emailing people from my school to try and get some notes, but NO ONE'S ANSWERING ME! I don't understand... Did everyone go on vacation or something? I don't know what I'm gonna do... I have two assignments due for English class AND I have an essay to type up too! I haven't even read the books for the essay yet... I don't even have the books in my possession to read yet!! Damn... I don't know what I'm gonna do... Somebody PLEASE pray for me... I seriously need it... nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 10:01 PM EST
I have an assignment due today for one of my classes and I still haven't finished yet... I'm sorta waiting for my friend to send me hers... Not that I'm going to copy it or anything, I just wanna see how I should type mines up. It's sort of hard to really explain, but I get it so that's really all that matters. xP The strike's still on... This is the THIRD WEEK OF THE STRIKE and the FOURTH WEEK WITHOUT SCHOOL! I'm 100% sure that once I go back to school I will know nothing, which will really mess up my grades since we're going to have a test on the Thursday we come back... I'm so screwed for the midterms... SCREWED!! x_X I'm going to have to take the whole semester all over again... I just know it... Well... There goes York U... -_-;; My parents are gonna kill me... nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 9:54 PM EST
I got a hamster yesterday! XD A girl. She's a black dwarf hamster with white fur on her chest. I'll take a picture of her when she wakes up later on in the evening. I haven't had a rodent-like pet in a LONG time and it was really cool to have one now. I was going to get a kitten, but I didn't know when. My dad would say, "Ok... Next time," and next time NEVER came... I don't think he was serious about the whole getting me a kitten-thing... I'm not too sure what her name should be... But we've been calling her Momo... Short for Momo Phiy the little Selkie from Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles. My mom doesn't really want us to call her Momo because it means ghost in Tagalog... My friend told me that it means small in Chinese or something like that... I think... Anyways, I think I'll leave her name as it is... I think it's a cute name. I wanna get another hamster... So that Mom can have a friend... But I should have got two at the same time... That way I'd know that they won't kill each other... But I don't really NEED another one... I'm just a little greedy... Hehe... In my Nintendogs game, I have 8 dogs that I take care of... Well... only 3 because the game only lets me take 3 home at a time... That's really too bad since I could take care of all 8 at a time... Ah well... nopqrstuvwxyzyxwvutsrqpon @ 4:28 PM EST
Rikka's debut's coming up soon! YAY! ^^ I'm also scared out of my skull because I have to dance... >_> It's a kinda...
funny looking dance... It's based on the opening credits of My Best Friend's Wedding which is also kinda weird 'cos
it's her debut, not her wedding... o_o Ah well... It's all good... I guess... I still have to buy a dress... |
 Nikki. aka Xinikk. Nienna Ciryatan. Daemin.
11.18.86. Nineteen. Single, but doesn't care. College Sophmore. Scorpio and Tiger. Seventh-Day Adventist. Filipino born in Canada. Black and red. Neither loves nor hates. Lost the will to
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