hi everybody, I'm fine. Sorry that I haven't written my diary because I don't know what I want to talk. Nothing interesting has happened. I felt very nervous right now. I don't know why...I'm very missed my dad. He was died this last year on this month. I'm very nervous and boring my self. I seem like a stone. Oh! God! Help me! How I gonna do? I really didn't understand my self. But I hope you all have fun on weekend. See ya.
Febuary2, 2004
hi guys, I got e-mail from James and he said Louis's opening the club on Valentine's Day. I wish I were there on Valentine. I didn't know before about this. I would like to call to him but you guys know why I couldn't. I didn't contact him long time ago since I study in ABAC. Well, I hope you guys doing well. Talk to you later and thanks you for all of e-mail and mail to me.
Febuary8, 2004
hi friends, How are you? I'm doing fine. I'm so happy with the boys (Greg&Kanee). They are so cute. Especially, Gregory's very sweet with me. He loves to kiss me and hug. He's a little cute boy in the world. I love Gregory so much, but sometime he didn't listen to me, and I felt sad because I don't want accidents happen to him. I knew It hard to take care the kids. I try to do the best as I can. Everything's OK for me. I'm very comfortable here. Don't worry about me you all. Thank for call to my mother. Hope you guys happy too. Bye and Love U
Febuary14, 2004
hi friends, Happy Valentine's Day. I wish you all had a lovely time with yours sweetheart. I'm very lonely and alone:-) huhu! I miss you guys very much. I got the presents from Grandmom, my host family and friends for this year. I really appreciated. Where you guys going for Valentine's Day? Are you happy with your sweetheart? I just talk to my friend the day before Valentine. He is so nice and sweet. I knew he missed me, but I cannot go back to Bangkok now. I promise I will be there soon. Love U.
Febuary21, 2004
hi guys, what's going on? I'm fine. I'm getting bore and alone again right now. SAD:-(. My brother's finished a medical student. He's a doctor now. I'm so glad to here about him last night. I'm very proud of him. He's wonderful and very smart for me. He's going to home, but I cannot go and meet him there. I might be couldn't see him 1 year after I go back to Thailand, because he has to go intern in a hospital. I miss my brother very, very much. I didn't see him long time ago since the funeral of my dad. I'm prepare about my study after I were in Bangkok. I don't want my family is disappointed me. Talk to U later.
March 16, 2004
hi everybody, I'm so sorry that I didn't write in my diary. Nothing interesting has happened. I felt I will die for a month ago, but I wasn't. I never got it when I need, but I'm feeling better now. I just do not want whoever keeps me in their memory. When the time has passed, everything will be passing to. I'm getting fun since I've been go to school. I know I should not tell you guys that I'm very lonely cause I always tell you guys when we talked every time. Please know that I don't mean that. Some of you know how I am and how different about me since I'm here. Some of my girlfriends do think I have changed a lot. Maybe I am, but I still your friends like before. I've just known how am I supposed to do with myself. I'm so terrible about something. I'm very, very sorry. I know anyone doesn't like thing I do right now. I feel very bad too, but I have no choice. Please understand me. I'll try to change it back. I promise. Talk to you later. I miss you all very much. I need to go see all of you guys as soon as I can in Thailand or go wherever in the world but except my home. Don't forget I have never forgot you all:-) much love....
August 26,2004
I'm back in Thailand. I'm so happy to get back home but stll sad. I really want to go back there. Thank you you guys for calling me since I got out from Airplane. It was so quick. I have been talking phone all day and everyday. I can barely hang up the phone. I'm going to see all of you guys soon. Just wait OK? I miss you all so much, but I still do not want to go home, but I need to see my mom. I miss my family in America very, very much. :-( I don't know that they'll miss me or maybe not. Talk to you later. See you soon na ja.
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