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| So as I was sitting here today checking my e-mail, and thinking about updating my Xanga... I started to think about the web page I started in high school, then completely re-did by the time that I moved to Cedar Rapids. I fell upon it today for the first time in a long time only to see it plastered with pictures of people that I guess I wouldn't consider my "friends" anymore. Don't get me wrong. Some of them are still there... it's just hard to think of any when I look at the faces. So onto Geocities I went and deleted them all, only to start again sometime soon i'm sure. So many things have changed in the last two years. I moved to Cedar Rapids, only to drop out of college, and then move to Las Vegas. I moved home and then my grandfather passed away. Back to Cedar Rapids it was, and an apartment on 16th Ave. with Chrystal and Brandon was "home" now. I moved back to Mapleton in the beginning of January, 2004.... a week before my birthday. Rusty and Brandon and Emily came to Mapleton, and were taking me to Cedar Rapids for a weekend for my birthday, only for Emily's car to die. I was stuck there for almost 2 weeks... Staying at Jason's... which I wish never would have happened. While there, a dramatic turn was taken and I found out I was 6 weeks pregnant... and Brandon was the father. I came back home. I stayed at my mom's for a while until I found a job and got back on my feet... worst months of my life, right there. I have an apartment here in Mapleton now, and i'm still trying to manage everything before the baby get's here. He's due Sept. 17th and Brandon may be here sometime soon. If not... oh well I guess. We're naming him Jaxen Myles Cunningham-McCullough, and i'm sure that, as long as I keep up with this whole new "wanting to re-start this page" thing... there will be pictures as soon as I get around to it. I know there's a slight chance that people that used to be considered friend might fall upon this page sometime, and for that reason only, i'm keeping my mouth shut somewhat. Want to know what I really think? You should find my Xanga page. Until then... Love to those who matter, Tarra Marie Cunningham |