Is really hard to sleep while you are thinking
of a person, even my girlfirend is sleeping beside me now, NAKED I mean,
I still get no interest, what a trouble.
What Kaoru is doing right now? Today is satarday,
his girlfirend mast stick with him...how about ask him out?...But maybe
he is sleeping now...sleeping with his girlfirend...hate that!...HEY!!!
Die!!! Who do you think you are?! Even he really is sleeping with his girlfirend,
non of your business!
Therefore, I keep myself busy by composing songs,
but all those garbage, not even sounds like music!
Oh my Kaoru, you drive me crazy!
I go out have a walk and leave my girlfirend
alone, form walking I start to running and don't know why, I am infront
of his apartment now now again, I want to go back but I want to see him,
too.
While I decide to see Kaoru, I saw his girlfirend
crossing the stree, ring on the door bell, and I saw you. You look so tired,
you didn't sleep last night, do you?
I sit in the coffee shop which acrss your apartment,
I ordered a coffee, but no matter how many sugar cube I add in, it still
taste bitter..
"Hey, how come this coffee is so bitter?!" I
ask the waiter.
"That's beucase your heart is bitter today, Mr."
The waiter smile to me, We know each other since Kaoru moved to this apartment.
"You come here every satarday and sunday, drink
the same coffee, but everytime you also complain about it's taste." She
walk away.
"While I think of call Kaoru, he walk out with
his girlfirend and walk into a restarant across the stree, they sat down
and ordered their lunch, I knew Kaoru must ordered a soup, he never eat
at this hour, I take a deepbreath, open my cell phone and call him.
"Hello?" His deep but soft voice appear from
the other side of the phone.
"KAKA~~How are you?!" I tease.
"I am fine...just having lunch right now." I
can saw his bright smile from where I sat.
"That's good~!" Yeah, that's good I've see your
smile...
"What are you doing now?" He ask.
"Trying to get a sleep...HEY!!! Have you sleep?!"
I ask worry.
"I...well..." No, right?
"I guess not."
"Don't sounds like my mom~~" He laugh.
"How come you wouldn't sleep without my reminding?!!"
Altho It sounds like joking, but I really worry about him.
"Okok~~!! I will go sleep after lunch." His smile
still hasn't disppear yet...
"Good boy!" I joke.
"Hey! I am not your dog!" He laugh again.
"Ok then, see you tonight at nine." That's the
reason I like practice...
"See you." I saw his soup arrived after we hang
up, so I start to drink my coffee again, but now this same cup of coffee
somehow turned sweet.
But then I saw his girlfirend seems like not
really happy with something and complaining.
Kaoru look so pissed off already, but he still
try his best to explain to her, if I were him, I leave already.
But I knew he wouldn't.
About 15 mins after I am in studio, Kaoru and
his girlfirend arrived.
"Die-Kun?" My Kaoru is calling me~~~~
"Hai!!!! You are so early today!!!" I suddenly
pop out from somewhere and ask. "And she is...your girlfirend?" I smile,
for Kaoru only.
"Yes." He smile.
I put my hands on his cheeks since he look so
tired..."You come here without sleep, aren't you?!"
"...um.....not too tired....so..." His face is
hot...and alittle red, too...
"Not TOO TIRED?!!! You looks like you are dying!!!!!
Come on!!! Sit on the sofa, and I will lend you my chest, ok?! Take a good
sleep for 3 hrs, then we will start to practice, sounds nice?!" I pull
him to sit on the sofa beside me and I push his head lightly so that he
can rest on my chest. WHILE his girlfirend still standing there and saw
everything, But what can she say?! Haha!
Wait until she leave with her madness, I check
if Kaoru fall asleep yet...
Maybe he is too tired, he fall asleep really
quickly...I then brush his hair back around his ear lightly, so that wouldn't
cover his pretty face, I can't control myself from seeing his pretty face...I
stole a kiss on his cheek.
Maybe I should tell him tonight...