Purging
Oh my God!
What have you done?
This is the first step!
No going back now...
Fingers down throat,
You just brought up the first food -
The first food for two days!
Shaking, crying...
Not a pretty sight!
Stomach settles again
Throat stings a little!
You did that on purpose!
No going back now!
Oh my God!
You keep on going?
What are you doing now?
Oh, now for the blade!
I get it -
Purge the body - purge the soul!
That was deep for you!
It burns so deep inside today?
Crying, bleeding -
All over everything!
Still you feel the itch under the skin!
You did that on purpose!
No going back now!
Forward to destruction then!
© REBEKAH SMITH November 2002.
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