~*:..Fallen Star Dust version 28-Rainbow Butterfly Sight..:*~

Poems & Quotes I've written

PLEASE DON'T STEAL THESE!!! I worked very hard on them!

Qutoes:

"There's so much money in the world, so little belongs to me!"
"I understand the point of life...I don't understand the point of death, especially by another human"
"If life gives you lemomds, make lemonade right? How would yours be: Sweet or Sour?"
"If I needed to learn how to spell, God wouldn't have given me a Spell Checker!"
"I don't hate, I dislike with a firey passion burning within my soul!"
"It takes a hero to fight, but it takes a true hero to know when to run away...it means he's alive at least!"
"Depending on personal preference, you may believe your actions seem excellent for helping people, yet the way you perform these action dictates the type of person people see you as."
"Sometimes the printer prints dark, sometimes hardly at all." Said by Mr. Behr
"Life is like a page ripped out of a notebook; it can be painful & stressful, but can always be fixed with a little bit of 'tape'". Said by Mrs. Stroud
If I could give you the world, I wouldn't. I don't want you to be crushed by the cruel truths & actions of reality.
"We hug. I feel your warmth & pray you like me too. I've been hiding this for too long. My heart is slowly dying. I thought I had a 1% chance, but you declared your love for another & my dim star is burnt out. The night rain will be my tears"
"I lost my words to fear. I lost myself to sorrow. I cry in pain secretly for I lost my heart to a devil & like it. It's ok...I was never meant to be an angel on earth, especially his, no matter how hard I wanted to be."
I try to be a good person by trusting all, like God states. But, when I see someone who looks dangerous; I shake & cry in fear of death. I trust people, but my mind sterotypes. How can any of us be the perfect child of God if we cannot fully trust our "brothers & sisters?"

Poems:

My love

Rose petals fall from the skies
When you first arrive
Your never late to save me
your always on time
Every one wants you
Cause, baby, your So fine!
But why can't I ask you
Will you be mine?

Your always in my mind, my thoughts
Your with me with I'm in bed
Everytime I see you
My face turns bright red
Your eyes always sparke
Your face always shine
Your heart is so pure
And you just too kind!

When you hug me
My heart is about to bust
When you grab my hand,
I wish it could last forever, it must!
My dream:
is to have a magical first kiss
Would you do it?
or would you diss

I know were different
I know I'm not specail, but let my heart dance
I know you could do better
But, please, babe, I'd love a chance
I know were close friends
But, notice my feelings, with all your might
You are my shooting star
I'll wish on your light

I bet you think I'm crazy
Writing, thinking all this stuff
But, when I see you, the words....
Write themselfs, I know it's not much
We're from two different worlds
And I haven't known you for long
But, I must get this feeling out
Before you may be gone

It's true!
I'll say it: I'm deeply in love with you!
And maybe, Oh if only maybe...
You love me too!

Written by: Morgan Straughan*
Inspiried by: Lavendar and Marissa
Decided to: The couple: Sailor Neptune+Sailor Uranus

Dearest Angel

A sender of God
A holder of peace
A wish come true,
yet, you seem out of reach
A smile of pure love
A face of true happiness
I wish for your hand of healing ways
And a simple butterfly kiss

You play with me
You make me feel like magic is real
Yet, you run away from me
How does that make me feel
Don't be scared
I want to be your friend
Were not so different at all
I want to be with you until my end

I know people say bad things about you
I know that people scream at you
It's just that, people don't understand you
They don't try to know you
But.... Not me
I know you have no body of your own
I'll accpet you for who you are
You were human once
Why do people treat you so hard?

Your heart desrives a crown of stars
And winds of gold
Your hair is so lovely
More than they told
Take my hand, trust me!
I care for you dearly
I'll always beileve in you and spirits no matter what
Your heart is still here; it's inside me!

Written by: Morgan* Straughan
Inspired by: Nashatisa, Maria, Linsey,Taylor and my grandpa
Decided to: Nadeshiko

Mystery...

A mystery comes for tonight
A killer roams around
They've given us quiet a fright
No clues are found

Death is looking for us
Chills going down our spines
Will we last until dusk?
All we can do is wait for our time

We have a mystery
Who could it be?
Yes, the tenion is building, you see?
It's all for one, that's the key!

I wanna scream like crazy
I gotta get out of here!
It's really easy to see
That I'm in total fear!

We'll search for this faker
I have so much, I gotta live!
I won't met my maker yet
You won't take me!

Hold on for your life!
We have to solve the mystery
Try with all your might!
Our we'll be histoy!

Solve it...
Solve it...
Solve it...
Live it...

Written by: Morgan Straughan*
Insirpied by: My friends at drama camp 2004!
Decided to: My friends at drama camp 2004!

Time to shine!

Flashing lights
sight of the stage
The eagerness of the crowd
My nervous daze

The diractor's voice
The final call
The risings bows
The curtians with-drawl

Ready, set, go!
It's my time to shine!
I'll show no fear!
This moment will be mine!

Written by: Morgan Straughan*
Inspired by: Mr.Giles
Decided to: All who try to shine there true light! ^^

The Warmth of Colors

Alone in the darkness
Listening to the rain pour
Shivering to the thunder
Needing your hug more

Cuddling my knees
My heart in despair
Why did you leave me?
I thought you cared!

Then, I see you
Hanging out of cutler
The colors, so lonely
A note: “To me love grandmother”

I stare at your work
The frogs: so smiley and bright
I actually smile
The first time tonight

Your wrapped around me
Your embrace so warm
We sit on our bed
Watching the rain still pour

Light is in my heart now
I do have a friend, no fear
You may have died
But, your still here

Written By: Morgan Straughan
Inspired by: Mr.Banger & my Grandparents
Decided to: My Grandma Angie

Your eyes

Oh, boy, you stare at me
And I only watch you shyly
Distance: that's all it is
But, I feel something for you

I'm always in your embrace
I know your warmth: that comfort
We need to become one
Yet, you were my friend first

Until, you made my knees weak with those...

Those things that shine
Those things that mesmorise
Those things that sparkle
Those things that seem to hypnizes

Oh, I'm trapped in the spell, the spell of...your eyes

Sweetie, what'd you do to me?
You've always been fine
Yet, now I get butterflies
I'd fight any girl to make you mine

Oh help, tell me why!

Your always wondering my dreams
Give me our special smile (secret)
Now, I always blush
You make me think my life's worth living

This wouldn't have happened if I didn't look into your crystal pools
The color of those...

Those things that shine
Those things that mesmorise
Those things that sparkle
Those things that seem to hypnizes

Oh, I'm trapped in the spell, the spell of...your eyes

I want our lips to melt together
I imagian holding hands, flying away
Then, you tell me the words
Amd I respond to you. It's our day!

Oh, I need you, want you, love you!

Those things that shine
Those things that mesmorise
Those things that sparkle
Those things that seem to hypnizes

Oh, I'm trapped in the spell, the spell of...your eyes

I see you and me, in harmony: prefect
Our hearts are one, our souls having fun
A past, futrue: so lovely and true
in those, baby your...

Those things that shine
Those things that mesmorise
Those things that sparkle
Those things that seem to hypnizes

Oh, I'm trapped in the spell, the spell of...your eyes

Oh thanks to....your eyes!
Written by: Morgan Straughan
Inspired by: Usagi+Mamura, and my past crushes
Decided to: Derrick

Even I can...

Even a sun can shed tears
Even a melody can rip you in two
Even a raindrop can burn your spirits
Even time can lock you within fear

Even I can frown
I can lose my shine
Lose it to the shadow of hate
Not even a sparkle to show

Even I can bleed
When no cut is found
It hurts, blackens poison
Stabs my heart still

Even I can cry
The dragon of mist around me
Burning my pride
Melting my soul alive

Why stare?
Lies are my only memories
You'll never understand
What you stole from me

I was, am happy
But, now, there's no reason to try
I'll smile again soon
but, I wanna let you know...

Even I can feel pain

Wriiten by: Morgan Straughan
Inspired by: I was really angry that day and this helped a lot to write it down
Decided to: The healing of writing

Frozen Still

There's a place,
Holding a golden key.
It opens a silver lock,
With amazing things to see.

Desires, pleasures, fun...
Passions, dreams, hopes...
memories, goals, stories...
All the things we love most

Liveless it all is, illusions.
yet you have to stare.
It makes you glow,
Reliving these cares.

This elegent place is tainted.
It's too perfect. It has proof,
For if you savor happiness...
you don't wanna go back to truth.

Yet, I want to take you there,
My love who is mine...
I only want to be embraced in your arms,
Frozen still, Frozen in time.

Written be: Morgan Straughan
Inspired by: A key in my mom's store and Derrick!
For: Derrick and lovers everywhere

A Child's Rainy Day

Little one of my eye
Sits by the window
Watching his tears hit the glass
Feeling life on the go

Lighting stricks your face
Scaring your gentle hopes
Thunder shakes your heart
Making you hate love most

Water rushing over the grass
Clouds as gray and sad as you
You want to go out and laugh
Yet you can't stop what you do

Smile, my darling
The sun will rise
The rain will leave, for you
And you can play, jump high, in the sky!

Written: Morgan Straughan
Inspired by: I was bored and it just came to me
For: Any one who's ever felt this way!

Who is a hero?

A hero is someone you look to
Some have fancy capes, catchy names
Super special powers too
And like to play "hero vs. villian games"

But, that's not the true meaning...

A hero is bold, brave, pure
Kind, helpful, always there
Has many wonderful gifts
And is any and every where

By this meaning, it's easy to see
You are a hero...& mine
Thank you, for always helping me
From now until the end of time.

By: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Josh, my neighbor and like a brother to me
Decided to: Josh & anyone you look up to.

Love is not the word

Object of my heart's desire
Key to my happiness
My life, my glory
My shining star, my love

When your heart aches, I cry
If you are hurt, I feel the pain
When you smile, I glow inside
When you love, I love back

Sparkling eyes that reflect forest beauty
Hands as sweet & gentle as a cloud
A smile worth more than any priceless gem
And a heart that is greater than gold

Darling, I love you more than you'll know
You are my better half
You have stolen my heart
And become my soul

Love is not the word I use anymore
To describe these beautiful emontions
When I am asked "What is love"
I say your name.

By: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Love
Decided to: Derrick

Silent Rage

My heart was given to you
I showed you how I cared
You only broke it, blackned it
Filled it with unruling despire

I tired to forgive and forget
but, you robbed me of that
You erased all contact with me
making me wonder where love was at

All of the Sudden, you appear
Writing from out of the blue
You wanted to say you were sorry
How could this be true?

Eyes of a shining dragon
With the grace of a falcan
Thanks for the concern, but
I am in love with another man

Written by: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: A true story in my life dealing with my first so called "love"
Decided to: All who have been hurt by love's power

Symbol of our love

On a cold day of early December
One of the greatest day of my life
God's purest angel gave me a gift, a ring
That made my heart fill with delight

It was the color of perfection
With diamonds shining like the moon
And a pearl, white and anngelic as the sea
It was a sign that you loved me through and though

I treasure this ring as I do you
It shows our now hearts are one
Yet, nature was cruel and I was foolish
The pearl was gone, what have I done?!

Yet, you smiled at me with sparkling eyes
And used a gentle touch, which was the best
You told me something that stopped my tears
"I love you too much to love you less".

Yet, my heart craves to make it up to you
You are my angel from above
Oh, Sweetheart, I love you so much
And this ring, I know, is a symbol of our love

Written by: Morgan(me)
Inspired by: This happened to my promise ring Derrick got me for our one year (I did find it thou ^^)
Decided to: Derrick, & the blessing from the lord

My Favorite Signs (A Christmas Poem)

Santa Clause wrapping gifts
Gentle snowflakes falling from the sky
Puppies snuggled in warm blanets
It must be Christmas time!

Holly, wraths, candals a glow
Grandma baking yummy cookie with chips
Shopping for our loved ones
And misltoe making us kiss on the lips

Getting to wear my fur coat
Making lots of Popcorn & hot cocoa
Decorting the beautiful, shining tree
And all the parties...Let's Go!

Telling enchanted tales to my cousins
Singing & danicing to Christmas songs
Watching a red-nose reindeer & snowman
And getting out of school for so long

Yet, the best thing about the holidays
is celebrating it with my loved ones & all who come
Blessing lord Jesus on his holy star
And my dear memories of Christmas fun

Written by: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: It was snowing outside the last day before Christmas break & it came to me.
Decided to: The joy of Christmas

Sleeping Earth

Hands shaking in chill
Hair blowing like wild fire
Body frozen from nipping air
Jack Frost smiling at my utter desire

Breath the shape of smoke
Eyes watering from the sting
This is not how I imagined
The first day of Spring!

Written by: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Class assignment & the weather on that day
Decided to: A wake up call for the earth

Artic Fun

The earth sparkling in white
The ground mushy and the water cold
The weather is beautiful mixing with our sun
Come friends, let's dance & be bold!

Written by: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Class assignment
Decided to: Penguins!!! ^^ (sorry Andrew!)

A Bird's Eye View

A gentle breeze hitting the window
Sun blazing on the emerlad colored ground
Working hard to pratice my dream
The sign of peace all around

I admit, my heart is lonely
My house, family; love is the key
Yet, I am glad not to be stuck in snow
in my cold, home state of Missouri!

Written by: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Class assignment
Decided to: The St. Louis Cardinals (they are training in Flordia while we are having 35 or below weather...lucky them!)

Prove my heart can shine

I dream my life will soon be understood
My pressure will lure my heart
Let my soul fly free
And untangle my destiny
Allow the warmth to fill my veins
Allow the skies to hear my cry
Break the glass, losen the chains
Let the sand lead me to my hour

Someday...It'll be time
My time to shine above the rest
My time to show my light
Let my feelings glow in the night
and prove my heart can shine

Cherry blossoms guide the path
to reveal my spirits lifting
the silver moon changes the wind
that blows my hair with gentle gold
I can almost see the girl I want to see
Crystal pools splash my clouded eyes
Clearing the dragon's fire
Allowing me to sing the praise

Someday...It'll be time
My time to shine above the rest
My time to show my light
Let my feelings glow in the night
and prove my heart can shine

My Past Circles my mind
Unknown memories knot me to despire
Thoughts, power feeds off my coarage
Shine, twinkle, gitter my little hopes
My guardian butterful flaps her wings
to whisper my hearts longing answers
My friends love me; please find me
I'll always smile, be cheery; I now know
I'm the star that kisses my darling and heals my heart

It's now my time to shine
Like a star shining in the dark sky called life
It's time to shine, prove my heart can shine

Written by: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I created an InuYasha character & this is about her.
Decided to: The person inside all of us that dreams to come out

Girls know nothing

In the playground of my youth
Children are yelling about a pointless thing
The girls run and scream in fear
As the boys chase and say "girls know nothing"

I smile to myself, listening
Hearing those three words again
But, I know more than people credit
Where to possibly begin...

I know how to tie my shoes, button a coat
I know what hobbies I love most
I can clean my room, cook & clean
and say "thank you" & "please" to my host

I can write and read
I am blessed with the power to see
They taught me how to show respect
I can say my "abc's" & sing my "do, ray, mi's

I know to tell when the weather is bad or fair
I can keep a hot dog in its bun
I can beat any boy at a video game
And hey, Girls just want to have fun!

I understand more than people think
I have and know how to charish myself
I am a person who feels emotions
And know that I have true love with no help

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was feeling lonely & having a bad day, so writing helps
Decided to: All who need a little cheering up to remember that they are special no matter what people may say

The Graduate I'm Proud of

The band plays your march
The crowd is in an excited daze
You and your friends walk in proudly
Showing an uncertain gaze

You’re dressed in your gown
It’s your night to shine
Sitting, playing with your tassel
Thinking that it’s almost time

The school song is sung
While candles are aglow
I am filled with happiness for you
Yet also a little woe

The usher motions you to rise
You walk up to the stand
You finally got your diploma
You did it my darling man!

I see your mom happily crying,
Your dad has a sweet smile.
And even your brother
Is watching for a while.

Confetti fills the air
Silly string is sprayed
Graduation caps are thrown
Today is your day!

I’m shaking and holding back tears
The future is yours and goes to above
I have grown honored for you:
The graduate I’m proud of.

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: 2006 Graudation at my school
Decided to: My Derrick mostly, but also Evan, Nathan, Grace, Rachel & everyone else who graduated in 2006.

Invisible Graduate

The first step into the world,
A night we'll always remember.
Yet, something is missing
and it's gone forever, since November.

The day fate stabbed you
And took you up away.
The shock when I heard the news
That eventful November day.

Everyone is excitied in their seats
Waiting to hear my speech.
Yet, I wish you were here to listen:
Why are you so out of my reach?

I walk up to the platform,
Shaking to see all the people in the crowd.
A final deep breath and smile
Before I tell about the girl I know now.

I remember her humor, her smile,
Her loving careness and gentle grace.
She would never let anyone be alone.
To her "everyone had a place".

I know you would not want us to be sad
Yet, we all wish you were here.
I can almost feel your pressence
Being extremely near

Flowers are in your chair
In honor of your memory.
Suddenly, a wind blows them off,
Setting your spirit free.

The principal states were graduated
Cheers are let out by every young woman and man
And you are here celebrating with us:
My friend and ours, Linsey Dann

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: 2006 Graudation at my school
Decided to: Linsey Dann, Clint Lee, Brad Lewis & all graduates who never made it to their big day

Lonely Heart

Stuck in a frozen stand still
Shadows shield my eyes
Ashamed of my unknown sorrow
I wonder why I cry

Goosebumps control my body
Shivers crawl up my spine
My soul trapped in a whirlpool of despair
Let the pain stop in due time

I miss you, my beloved
The darling I need to hold
I wish you haven't left me
You were gone longer than told

Distance is between us
Space is making us be apart
Return soon, my love
I don't want to live with a lonely heart

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was bored in Mr. Behr's class
Decided to: To tell all it is ok to be sad & uncertain sometimes...it's apart of life.

Nature's Lesson

Autumn fills the air with warm toned specks
Beauty foretells our happy union
Candles flicker in the night sky
Dancing to the news of each babe's birth
Embrace the coming of the day
Face it with cautain and love
God has blessed you with this gem
Heaven then drops the gift from above
Ivy grows to protect the child
Justice will also stop the world's wrong
Kiss the compassion blowing in the wind
Light guides the path of life that's long
Magic enchantes the forest green
Night shields evil's misdeeds
Open yourself to a revulation of the soul
Paint the everlasting desires you need
Quarll not to the glorious Lord
Remember the power he showes
Sing the praise as a simple thanks
Take the road of life and get set to go
Undo the evils clouding your mind
Victory will rise then from the flames
Water cools your questioning spirit
X-ray your babe to win the game
Yet, understand the most important part
Zero is the loneliest number to the heart

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Mr. Behr & my book about dreams
Decided to: Nature & my God
Extra: Can you guys notice the pattern found in my poem? ^_-

Sister

Name as sweet as cinnamon
Arms delicate like a dove
Spirit that soars like a butterfly
A heart flying on the wings of love

Beauty undescriblable
Your name replaces it
Talents shining about the rest
Yourself a world-wide gift

Kiss as precious as a cloud
Scent blowing like lilacs
Ivory hair more fair that the night sky
So loveable, you want her back

The moon reflects off your gorgous smile
Eyes sparkling like a crystal cave
An elegant figure swims in life's pool
She is the sun of the day

Walk along fair maidan
Grace the earth & you will be missed
My support, my friend, my love
You are my sis

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: My on-line big sister Ashley
Decided to: Ashley for her 19th b-day

I want to be beautiful

Sitting here, thinking in the still silence
Deciding to write my dreams
I want to list all things beautiful
For I can never be one it seems

A Tiger lilly flower in bloom
A couple snuggling in the snow
A kiss or hug from a loved one
Christmas candles & lights aglow

The cute person sitting next to me
A sweet, innocent babe
The moon shining in the night
A puppy wanting to play

The sunset, the sun rise
The sweater my grandma made
The value of friendship
And waking up to a nice day

To me, many things, people & things are lovely
Though I think I am not
My loved ones give life a reason to be beautiful
Saying I am too, their final thought

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was bored in English
Decided to: All who want to be beautiful

Blinded

A year apart, but it's not easy to tell
The biggest smile I've ever viewed
And a gentle nature to match
Yet, I can't get the clue

Sparkling large eyes showing your kindness
Raven hair that reflects the noon sun
A clumsy, fun-loving creater
Yet, why did this feeling have to come

My protector when I am weak
My friend when I am invisible
An innocent one who enjoys life
Who hug creates a fire to warm my soul

I know this feeling called love
For I feel it for another
But, I am clouded by a similar emotion
You feel more important than a brother

To me, a boy I hardly know
Make my dreams sweeter while lying in bed
Is it possible to be good & love two
I'm not sure for my heart has made me blinded

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was bored in English & thinking
Decided to: a boy I used to like, but can't tell who...^_-

Stress

Stress can make life unbearable
Emotions become misunderstood
Pure Judgement vanishes
Simple things make the soul heavy & no good

School work piles, engrossing
Family's fight, making you feel small
Love controls your thoughts, burying one's being
Basic needs drives one up the wall

It's not selfish to worry about yourself, needing
The world is not meant to crush
It's meant to comfort & help do what you do
So relax, enjoy yourself & life can't be rushed

Be an orphan, be singal, be lazy
For a moment, only care about your happiness
Close your eyes and see
Then, beileve & give freedom a kiss...

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was bored in art & I was really stressed
Decided to: to heal all who have been stressed

Boys are Idoits

As I sit here silently,
bent over in pain from my "girl time"
I notice a group of freshmen
boys, being stupid.
One is spitting on the floor,
another talks like a black rapper,
a skateboarder has his underwear fully shown.
I blink at their actions.
The flirts, the gross, the annoying
I am NOT in the mood!
To look at this opposite gender.
My best friend was right: boys are idoits...
My guy friends are idoits for not comforting me.
My ex-boyfriend is an idoit for being so irrepsonible.
My new crush is an idoit for being so dense.
My big brother is an idoit for forgetting my birthday.
My little brother is an idoit for for siding with my ex over me
and getting 2 dates to Sweetheart when I can get none.
My cousin is an idoit for smoking in front of me at Christmas.
Freshmen boys are stupid because...well, they just are!
Oh look. One got in trouble
for punching his friends in the nuts.
I wish my dad would hurry...
He told me a girl can only trust her daddy & her dog.
I love my dog Lancey.
He's cuter & sweeter than any boy.
But, who will love me when he dies?
No boy will, even if there is a 'not idoit' one.
I always have my daddy...
but, he can't love me LIKE THAT.
We don't live in ancient times now!
Now they're giving each other piggy back rides.
Marissa was right.
Maybe being single is ok...
I don't need a guy!
I have a plan for my future, unlike my ex.
Yet, I feel numb, hollow, teary, empty.
But, I used up a years worth of tears in 1 night.
God, what did I do to deserve this?
I got to church, I'm nice & forgiving.
I can change. Oh Gaberial!
Give me a sign!
Get me away from these howling monkies.
Oh thank you! My dad's here.
Stupid boys, whistling at me when I pass.
Dumb law of nature, making guys cute.
But, I'm cheery. Who would like ugly me?
Stop being retards freshmen!
I wish I noticed sooner
that boys are idoits!

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was going through a rough time. It seemed all guys hated me & I finally cracked waiting for my dad one day, alone & these freshmen boys were acting so stupid.
Decided to: The few who supported me during all this

Current Feelings

Tears in my eyes
Lump wedged in my throat
Body sickly pale
Voice locked fearing I'll choke

Swirling butterflies flutter inside
Heart beats in frozen time
Choas of thoughts fly like shooting stars
Shaking into an unbreakable bind

Save me Lord, my beloved God
Life my guilt on wings, away
Help me find peace & love
So I can see the light of day

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was bored in study hall & I had a lot to think about, choosing between 2 people
Decided to: All who feel the affects of guilt

Smile

Sunshine
Magical
Interesting
Loving
Everything

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Bored in study hall (again). I saw Alex smile & I thought I'd try a different techinque
Decided to: Alex & all who smile...Thanks!

Between Worlds

Myself is locked in time
Spinning, Listening, Blinking
I act too calm for reality
Too shaken for fantasy
I'm in between 2 worlds

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Bored in study hall (again). I thought of the 2nd Sailor Moon R theme where she is swirling with the clocks, listening. It related to my current mood. I got the title from an InuYasha icon I saw.
Decided to: Sailor Moon & all who feel this way

A Reason

I study to challenge my fate
Sing to make life beautiful
Listen to music for the honor of others
I sit to help my friends
Cook to express my desire to live
Pratice to learn my emotions
Watch to see how others view
I age to survive
Work to make someone smile
Embrace to better know myself
Laugh to see my true friends
Read to thank people for talent
Try to get to someday
Do art to appericate splendor
Everything has a reason towards life
That is what school taught me

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Bored in study hall (again). Thought about my schelede & that I learn from everywhere. It came to me easy.
Decided to: All who teach

I can’t tell him how I feel

Fate brought us together,
Destiny is keeping us apart.
Yet, he does not know,
The deepest feelings in my heart.

To describe him would be impossible
His sparkling eyes that shine for a mile
A gentle touch, fun nature
And a dazzling winter smile

This boy cannot be captured
My protector, shows maturity to face
An intellectual insight to match
With him, I feel in my place

I can’t let him know how I feel.
I can’t let my feelings be reflected.
I know he’ll never accept me;
I fear being rejected.

My friends asks me if I like him,
I shake my head no and lie.
A sin, but a necessary one
To protect this perfect guy.

Friendship is the gold in life.
It holds the missing key.
I don’t want to lose this gift;
But, there is more I want him to see

He can’t know how I feel.
For, I’m sure he loves another.
I love spending time with him,
Like I do a big brother.

My heart is at tag-a-war
My emotions are starting to peel
But, I am scared, so...
I can’t tell him how I feel

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: It came to me when I was in the shower, LOL! ^.^ I have been having mixed emotions, so I wrote this
Decided to: This unique guy

Painful Game

How much will I suffer?
When will it end?
When will my answer come?
I want to be born again.

The wind hits my body forcefully,
Laughing in my tired face.
Making my heart pound crazily
And emotions hurt my case.

I cry at the sound of your name.
I feel sad when a girl is near.
I shake thinking of what you’ll say.
Losing your friendship is my worst fear.

Please, give me a smile or a chance.
Babe, don’t treat me the same.
Let me look at you once more.
Before we stop this painful game.

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I wrote a note telling a guy friend I liked him & I wrote this while I was waiting for an answer
Decided to: This unique guy I wrote the poem above about

Watch & See (meant to be a song)

I may not be a supergirl
I just live in the normal world
Living to the beat of life
Not following my heart's advice
The wind that hits me in the face
Is the breath of my words' disgrace
This taste-less breeze is so cold
Not as sweet as my mind had told
I'm a shadow trapped in the night
I want to get out with all my might

Gotta Jump
Gotta Fly
Gotta reach up for the sky
I'm so high, you'll never, ever catch me
Gotta feel
Gotta dance
Gotta give my dreams a chance
Don't beileve me? Then watch & see

The path I took made me such a fool
My mind tricked me; how cruel!
Now I know my heart was right
And I'm willing to take the fight
Fantasy felt like a kiss
But reality was hard to miss
What exactly should I do?
Whatever it is, I'll prove it to you

Gotta Jump
Gotta Fly
Gotta reach up for the sky
I'm so high, you'll never, ever catch me
Gotta feel
Gotta dance
Gotta give my dreams a chance
Don't beileve me? Then watch & see

The truth seems so far
Even with the help of a star
It feels like I'm going to fall
But, that's not the story at all
I know I'm not strong, as you can see
But, I'm driven by the taste of victory
I've put this fear off for too long
I'll destory it & prove you wrong!

Gotta Jump
Gotta Fly
Gotta reach up for the sky
I'm so high, you'll never, ever catch me
Gotta feel
Gotta dance
Gotta give my dreams a chance
Don't beileve me? Then watch & see

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Not really sure, but I was tired to people thinking because I'm innocent & weak, I can't do simple things. I also want to let people know that following your heart is usually the right choice.
Decided to: All who need confidence

He Slipped Away

Who says friends do not fight?
It is a unpleasent part of life.
It maybe the only way to see
How valuable friendship takes flight

All I want is to see your face once more:
Twlinking Eyes, a unique voice & clever taste
Giving, fun, caring, brave, passionate, a protector
Who always loved & smiled; that was your choice.

Yet, a lighting bolt shocked my soul
When I heard you were gone.
How could you leave so suddenly?
I felt I did the most evil of wrongs.

When I felt your final embrace
I did not want to let go of you, part of my world
Bathed in shining light, you faded like an angel
I held in my tears to prove I am your strong girl

We were so close to victory
Before unforseen fate took you away.
Yet, my guardian, destiny will guide us...
So we can see you again, someday...

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: My dear friend Richie moved away suddenly due to family problems & I wrote this to let my feelings out, plus to let him know I will always love him a my friend. The title was inspired by an AMV title I saw that was about Minako Aino dying in PGSM.
Decided to: Richie & also my friend CJ, who died in a shocking car wreck

Visions

A ripple forms on the moon
Whisper your enchantment to the midnight
Glare at the fire & icy feelings of hate
A mirror glitters the spiral of doubt
Destroy life's shimmering lighting
Then, your emerald world will dance
Soon, the evil thunderstorm will bubble away
And the photographs of a wedding appear

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: Mr. Behr's class did a quick poem project where they had to use 10 words from a list; I used like 20, lol! It was fun & it just came to me
Decided to: All who do not realize fear is the absence of faith

I will never go any futher

Someday when you are gone
I will long for you, very long
Staring at the empty sky; hollow & bare
Allowing my mind to wander & care

The world was green, but not special; a fear
The sky is blue, but will never be clear
Beauty will exsist, but only stays still there
The earth was only beautiful with you here

I can see through the thickest fog, known as tall
Walk into the darkness like it's nothing at all
I am not scared anymore of death's call
And I am willing to take the final fall

You, who is my gentle touch, come again
For someday, you'll become my guiding wind
I cry of the thought on the inside
As an angel, you will fade away to fly

I will continue to walk as a body not filled
But, me spirit will vanish as you willed
When this happens, I'll be lost, but stronger
Yet, since you are gone, I will never go any futher

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: I was bored in english. We were outside on a loely day, but staring at the constuction sight & it all came to me.
Decided to: When you find the one person who will allow you to live

I don't understand

I don't understand why hurting occurs.
I can't see what it gains.
Does it make you feel better to dishonor yourself?
Is being powerful that rewarding?
Being feared fill the loss of love?
You draw attention to yourself
So people will care; like you want.
Do you hate this life so much that you leave it before it's your time?
To me, that seems wasteful.
Why take innocent people with you?
Are you too scared to go alone? Yeah, that's why.
It can't fill that viod in your heart.
But, will you end up in the same place?
How can you want to see their loved ones cry?
You chose that awful path.
Whoever thought of hurting was blind.
Who created weapons must have been made of ice.
Please, don't be remembered like that.
This world maybe lonley, but don't cross over.
Before you go insane, you have a friend.
Someone who will care...that can be me.
All people have good...please understand.

Written: Morgan (me)
Inspired by: The shooting at the Virgina Tec college
Decided to: All who consider doing something so awful. Remember, someone does care out there & their is no sense in killing innocent people

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