I see you crying tears of pain
I see you crying, hiding and lying

Needle won't hide your pain
Needle will push you down again
I know it's hard and life has shot you again
but the needle will push you down again

But I can feel so much better
That pain, the pains are slipping
I cannot feel things
I don't care if I'm tired or dying
I have the needle
I don't care about me, I don't care about you

(but he said) you've got to fight and get ahold of yourself
not the needle
Needle will push you down
Needle won't hide your pain


2. Blind

I can see it through my
blinded eye
I see the sun is falling
I see people wanting
I see lives they're calling
I see shine
I see nations burning
I see waters coming
I the earth is trembling
I see shine

can you see what is happening?
let's clear our eyes

I can see just barely now and tears come to me

And I see sun is falling
I see people wanting
I see lives they're calling
I see shine
I see nations burning
I see waters coming
I earth is trembling
I see shine

I see it. 

I see shine.

3. Hold

In my head I am trying to breathe

I reach for it
I can't hold back
I can say no, but it's coming to me
It covers me like the darkness or the rain
overhead, underground, everywhere

In my head I am trying to breathe
In my head I am drowning in the sea

It covers me like the darkness
or the rain in my head

In my head I am trying to breathe
In my head I am drowning in the sea

4. Suffocate

I don't depend on your approval.
But, soon in time it kills and I know

you don't care about my life.

Can't smile even once before I'm condemned to death.
Excuse my tongue, I made a mistake.
Is it so hard to accept me as I am?
We seek the same, you know my name, I give you no shame.

You don't care about my life.

Leave me to my own life. Step off.
I can't follow you when you lead me down the wrong path.
When you suffocate my life and try to kill my soul.

You don't care about my life.
You will suffocate me.

5. Water

I hear you drowning in the ocean of all time and space, and you're dying today.

I can feel the mountains crumble.
I can see the sky turn red.
I can feel the hosts of heaven calling me up when I'm dead.

I ask you why? You deny the purple sky, the birds on high,
the evil lie, that you will die. Yes, you will die.

I can feel the mountains crumble.
I can see the sky turn red.
I can feel the hosts of heaven calling me up when I'm dead.

You will die. Yes, you will die.

6. Eye

I am here.
That's all he said then he looked into my soul
I am here
let's do what you want
cause your eyes are upon me

my eyes went down
I looked away

Destruction came, it took my soul
It knew my name, oh God please

Then in time I reach for you.

my eyes went down,
I looked away
Destruction came,
it came to claim.
I'm the one to blame,
I feel the shame
I can feel the drain,
it plays no game
It knew my name.

Then in time I reach for you.

I am here, oh God please

7. 435

Instrumental song

8. Stone

My heart fades to black again I turn
Guilt like rain pounds in my head
I make the choice to turn from one
Regret comes to taunt my soul again

Did you ever find the nails in your hand?
Have you ever set the crown on His head?

My heart fades to black again I turn
Guilt like rain pounds in my head
I make the choice to turn from one
Regret comes to taunt my soul again

Did you ever find the nails in your hand?
Have you ever set the crown on His head?

I feel life is drawing out into a flood of tears
I think I, I must apologize
'cause I'm not blameless
yeah, I'm not blameless

I'm not blameless
I'm not blameless
I'm the one to blame
I'm consumed by flame

Did you ever find the nails in your hand?
Have you ever set the crown on His head?

9. She

When I touch her age worn hands,
hands that hurt no one,
I reach for breath
and I know she feels it, and I see her smile.
I hold the tears from coming.
She was left all alone,
no one heard her when she cried.

I don't know how to tell her that she saved me life.
How do you hold on when they stole your life?
How do you love? 
How do you kill the pain?
How can you still see through the clouds and the rain?

How do you love when you feel so much pain?
How did you love when they shot down your life again?
I see you laughing and I hide another tear.

10. Fire

Can you look past what lies inside of you
or did you find that your soul is beyond your reach?

I cannot start the fire, you will not stoke the flame.
You must come out from comfort and take the hand before you.
Inside lies the cold and dark.
No one knows but you and the sky, just you and the sky.

I would love to help you you on your way,
but in time I would only serve to hurt you again and again, again and again my friend.

Don't look to me I will only fail.
My life is only my own.
You must look higher to find yourself.
Walk straight ahead... you'll find home.

I cannot start the fire, you will not stoke the flame.
You must come out from comfort and take the hand before you.
Inside lies the cold and dark.
No one knows but you and the sky, just you and the sky.

I wish I could take your hand and lead you home to stay.

11. Feel

You just can't understand my life.
You try to look through eyes that aren't your own.
You can't get past the outside to look in and that's all you care to see.
You care to see.

You just can't feel it can you?
You peer through bloodshot eyes.
You'd like to see as I do.
You've still got your disguise.

Why do you hate your own?
How can you let time waste?
I would rather you take my blood, than destroy my soul.
My soul.

You just can't feel it can you?
You peer through bloodshot eyes.
You'd like to see as I do.
You've still live in your lies.

Why don't you get to the core and find the love?
I swear it is here.

What I'd think you'd see is a part of me that you would not try to kill.
But, it's too late now.
You've shown me how to waste and destroy the soul
and forever I'll be grateful for the time you cut me in two.