| Journal Excerpts |
| 29th August 1999 "Do I want to die? Good question - maybe I do, maybe I dont. More irritating is the fact that three days ago I knew the answer - no. I want the pain in my chest to stop. Are panic attatcks an outpouring similar to grief? If so, am I greiving for something - my childhood? Will I ever escape this baggage...am I to be emotionally destroyed by this forever?" |
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