Run though my head
I discovered you and him
And wished I was dead
It haunts my life
Haunts my dreams
I cannot escape it
And the pain it brings
Cold and Silent
Thoughts filled with hate
Is this Destiny ?
Or is this Fate ?
I feel so hateful
Alone while you're with him
It honestly scares me
Mostly cause our future looks dim
Hate's hypnotizing
Thoughts of blasphemy fill my mind
My life is meaningless
Knowing you're not mine
I'm afraid
Afraid of losing you
In my life you're all
I have left to lose
I meant what I said
You'll alwayz have a place with me
Wherever you are , you'll never be far
"You and I " will alwayz be
I never meant to lie
I never meant to hurt you
I was so afraid you'd leave
I did it all to keep you , for my love is too true
Will I lose ?
I pray not
Without you
Life is a mindless thought
He's doing "us" wrong
He's suppose to be my friend
He knows I love you
Is this the end ?
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