“H..Hai!” Die with white T-shirt and raged blue jean opened the door.

“…Yes… ah…Would you like to invite me into your room ? It’s not the good idea to just have a talk here.” Toshiya crossed his arms on his chest, the playful grin plastered on his face.

Die quickly made the way for the slender guy and spoke sputteringly. “Doso…w…welcome”

Die glanced at the slender form passing by him, scenting his feminine perfumes as before. It couldn’t help his heart beat faster. He shook his head for calming himself down.

After took off his over coat, Toshiya sat on the sofa, crossing his long slender legs. He was in tight black jean that pasted on his legs as if it’s another skin of him, eyeing all over the room. “I just left this place for a while, I wonder what the hell on earth changed this room in to a junk flied.” He picked a pepper box of burger up with his fingers and tossed it away from himself, excluding another messes were on the table, floor and the sofa he sitting.

Die himself looked embarrassed, forcing his smile. “….ah…Totchi… I think I will clean it up on Sunday ne~~~”

Toshiya shrugged, seeming he know what would Die do on Sunday, not cleaning house as he said for sure. “Did you drink so hard last night ?” Kicking many beer and Sake bottles laying on the floor.

“Umm….I guessed I don’t. Those are from yesterday, the day before yesterday and …two day ago and…so on….uh…” Die paused, feeling himself stupid now. What was the point for this ?

“You should turn down drinking, Die-kun. I found you drink hard these days.” Sounded really concerned.

Die smiled. “Thank you.” He said quietly.

The silent dropped between both guys. They both could sense the stress fill in this room. Finally….. they sounded at the same time.

“Die—“

“Toshi---“

Gazing at each other and paused awkwardly for a second, Die was first who opened his mouth again. “---You first Toshiya-kun. What do you want to say ?”

“……” Toshiya froze but inside his mind told him to be brave. “Die… um… I had rethinking about our relationship….” He cloud see the older guy tensed. “…even though we get along to each other well, but there’s something inside our mind told us it’s not right, isn’t?..”

“To..Totchi…”

Toshiya waved, disturbing. “…I know you are a so good guy, but…you are not for me. I couldn’t waste my time with useless guy anymore. Do you think I was right ?”

Die rubbed his side head. “…Yes, you do…”

“well…then…we should break it up… Do you admit ?”

Die felt his heart stopped. He had wished he could stop this relationship with Toshiya, but when it came, he felt like he was going to loose something. He sighed. “Yes, I do, Totchi.” He saw the other guy smile warmly. “and Could we be friend once more ?”

“Sure!” Toshiya said in delight. “We could hang out together as before too, as a best friend.”

Die returned him with broad smile. “We could go shopping, game centers, drinking and…ummm… do many stuff together, right ?”

“nothing… I’m fine. I just missed our band activities.”

“We just take a break for a week and 4 days has passed.”

“That’s too long.”

“Why don’t you go out with the other friends ?”

“boring….”

“Of course, everything without Shinya is boring.” Toshiya said mockingly.

“Huh!? What do you mean?”

“Com’on Die, you have to admit that you have a crush on that fellow.”

“w…what… How could you know ?” Die felt his face was burning.

Toshiya shrugged. “I’ve known.”

“How ?!” Die wondered he was a guy who his feeling could notice freely ? Ah…that would be shame when everyone could know what inside your mind.

“I’ve known.” Toshiya giggles. “It’s written on your face.”

Die amused, shoving Toshiya down and trickled him playfully. “No, it’s not. Tell me how.” Enjoy seeing the slender guy squeezed with laughter.

“Ah! Die stop! stop! I can’t breath!” He laughed so hard and tears welled up.

Die paused. They both got too closed and could smelled each other breath. Time was dead….

“Ahem!! AHEM!!” A little blond guy stood in the hall way, staring.

Die and Toshiya jerked off each other automatically.

“Sorry guys. The door unlocked.” Kyo said bluntly. “well…I hope I wouldn’t interrupt something.”

The host blushed hard. “Umm…Kyo welcome…”

“Seemed nothing I need to concern, so I should say goodbye.” Kyo turned his heal to the door.

“No! No! Kyo. You need to stay here. I think I’m going to leave.” Even though his face was still reddish. The blue hair guy got up, grabbing his over coat and walked quickly to the door. He waved goodbye to both his companions. “I have to go. I have another appointment, Ja ne~~ See you at the next time.”

Kyo waved bye-bye mockingly and turned back to the host who sat on the sofa, smoothing his untidy hair, embarrassingly. “I thought you were suffering with love problem. But I’m wrong. You seemed to have too much love!”

“ne…Kyo-kun. It’s not what you think.”

“Think what ?! I think you love Shinya and need to make up with him.”

“That’s absolutely right.”

“You can’t have them both!”

“Really ? What’s happened just now ?”

“We didn’t mean anything. It’s just….errr…some sort of accident…”

“Just likes before ?”

“Ah…Kyo-kun. I think you could understand me. Toshiya is so sex appeal. Who can tolerate his charisma ?”

“You are so greedy!” Kyo looked at him by the corner of his eyes.

Die bowed again and again, politely, but some kind of play. “Ne~~ Kyo-sama… Forgive me please…. Don’t mad at me ne~~~”

The little guy sighed furiously. “Okey! Okey! Don’t make a fool around me. Stop this!”

Die grinned naughtily as he leaned on the sofa again. Kyo sank himself on the other chair.

“I hope it won’t happen again, will it ?”

“No. It won’t.”

Kyo sighed and pressed a TV remote, turning on the TV, a drama was shown up. He random pressed another channel and finally he stopped at a music program. “Boring..” Kyo commented.

“Hey… Kyo-kun, I don’t think you be here because you’d like to watch my TV. How about Shinya ?”

“I almost think you forgot why I drop in your apartment.”

“How could I?! Tell me please.”

“I don’t know. He was not his room when I went to there.”

“He was out with that ugly guy again ?!” Die ground his teeth.

“Maybe. Umm… Die, I heard some story about Suichi. He is bad notorious. I wish Shinya would know. Anyway, you should warn him.”

“He didn’t even give me a chance to talk to him!”

“I know why, you always tease him.”

“No! I don’t. Shinya is too mean to me these days.”

“You are mean to him first.”

Die scratched his head irritably. “You don’t get my point as well.”

Kyo shook his head, stuffing potato chip, that he found on Die’s table, into his mouth. “You seemed angry at that poor boy. Why ?”

The red hair guy stared blankly at the screen, he murmured in audience. “I was not angry at Shinya, and never. I was just mad at myself. Every times I saw him sadden and suffer from that incident, it eats my heart out. ….. Why couldn’t I protect him, my precious ? I let him confront the danger….. What had happened to him haunt me down.”

“The Silent of The Lamp.”

“What ?!” Die jerked his head to his little friend.

“Sounds sweet.” Kyo said with straight face. “On my suggestion, anyhow, you should make up with him. He would better appreciated with sweet talk, Baka.”

“If he’ll give me a chance.”

The little guy got up, “Okey! I think it’s time to leave.” wiping his hands on his pants and said “By the way, I did call an old friend up. He told me about Suichi. He said Suichi seemed to brag about he going to be a big guy. Since Suichi is a lazy ass, so he wonder the guy will have some bad plan. Do you think this concern to our Shinya ?”

Die sulked. “It might be… I smell rot. I couldn’t figure out now.”

Kyo nodded. “You can call our leader. It will work, I guess.”

Die waved in disturbance. “No. No. I don’t want to bother him again. Just Toshiya case is enough. He would think I like a kid, don’t take responsibility in any case. That’s not be good.”

Die sent Kyo off the door. He was thinking that not everyday Kyo was so nice and helpful. What a good friend he has.

But before Kyo waved goodbye. “Ah… Don’t forget to buy me the new PS2 as you promised me Die-kun. I help you a lot, you know.” He grinned as he shut the door, leaving Die stunted…..

* * * *

Die swinging his glass with some old friends, he had good mood today. Tomorrow the band would be back to do activities, days off ended. Once in a while he would feel so delight to back to work. Tomorrow he would meet Shinya and that kid would have been in his sight along the lives tour. It’s the way to keep Shinya in safe. No worry about that foxy guy interfere him any longer.

Die shrugged. “Fine… I guess.”

“That’s good. I kinda worried about him when I saw him hang out with Suichi… Do you know Suichi ?”

“Yeah, I do.” Die replied. “He is so bad notorious. Everybody has known it, aside from stubborn Shinya!”

“well…” Yukiya laughed off. “He was ex-Shinya’s band mate and Shinya would think their friendship still be. …ummm…” The guy paused, seeming hesitated to talk something.

“What? Say it out.” Die incited.

“Suichi appeared to be bragging lately, some sort of he found easy way to be rock star…. Shinya would help him…. Something like this.”

Die smirked, but inside he felt mad. “Shinya, that kid ?, could help somebody to be a rock star ? That’s ridiculous.”

Yukiya laughed out again. “That’s right! That’s right! I don’t know what Suichi looking from Shinya, but he said he could make money from Shinya at least…. What’s a ridiculous idea.”

Now Die felt confused…. Making money from Shinya…?!?!…. What the hell is it ? Before he was going to continue the conversation. The guy changed the topic and was chatting with another guy already.

‘Don’t mind it…’ Die thought. ‘Tomorrow will come and Shinya will be busy with our works. He won’t leave any spare time for damn Suichi. I swear.

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