The amber hair guy was about to leave his room when his mobile phone rang. He rapidly pressed receive button. He doesn’t like to let the bell rang, it frightens him. “Moshi Moshi…Shinya desu.”

“Oi! Shinya. Kyo da. What are you doing ?”

It’s Kyo. Shinya smiled himself. “Kyo.. What’s up ?”

“eeh… Shinya, I want to consult about your songs I’m writing the lyrics.”

“ah… I can’t talk to you right now. I’m sorry. I’m having an appointment. I will call you back as soon as possible. Please wait ne~~~ It just an hour later, I suppose. Gomen ne~~”

“Don’t mind Shinya. I’m not quite hurried.”

“well…anyway, I feel guilty.” Shinya laughed in embarrass. “I’m merely going to get something from Suichi’s place.”

“Suichi ?” Kyo raise his voice. “You’ve still hung out with him.”

“No! No! I’ve not.” Shinya sighed wearily. “I’ve not gone out with him for a while. But this time he told he has something to surprise me from my previous band and it’s important.”

“Do you have to go to his place ? ….lonely ?”

Shinya raised his eyebrows. Kyo’s voice sounded strangely. “What are you thinking Kyo?”

“Why ?”

“I don’t know.” Kyo said bluntly.

“What’s the point ?” Shinya asked curiously.

“You should look for a companion when you go to his place.”

“Kyo! I’m not a kid.”

“Yes! Yes! I know.”

“I will call back you an hour later. Okey ?” Shinya watched the clock. It’s late.

“Okey. Take care. Bye…” Kyo sighed before he hung up, then he still stared at his phone. Finally he decided to deal the numbers again.

“Hi! Die. It’s me.”

* * * *

Suichi’s room was pretty small and too full with many contents. Shinya could have smelled cigarette in the air. He was sitting on a pad next by a Japanese desk, looking around himself and studies the room. Many videos and magazines were laying on the floor, including some noodle cups and beer cans.

Shinya raised his eyebrows as he stared at the red hair guy. “Why ? I just told Kyo I’m here.” Shinya thought he saw the other guy’s face turned to disapprove, but it was just a twinkling.

“Well… I just think he is coming and I have just tea for two.” Suichi joked, but it sounded crap.

Shinya tilted his head thence he sipped the tea. It tasted bitter. Few minutes past, he wanted to put his head on his hands. The red hair guy in front of him kept talking there and there that sounded like chipmunk gnawing walnut. It he has to Die’s talk, it would better than this. Now he would love Die’s.

“Shinya, I think you can talk to the company ne~~~”

Shinya shook his head before the other could continue. “I said once before. I couldn’t help anything. The company make their own decision for the band they will sign up.”

“You can ask Yoshiki for help.”

“No, I can’t.” Shinya kneaded his throat, feeling dry and hot. “I don’t have any right to ask him like that.”

“If you ask, he will help.”

“Stop talking about this. Okey ?” …Why is here damn hot ?!… “well….Where is the thing you promise to give me.” Shinya wanted to leave this place as soon as possible. “I think I…have….to….”

“Leave ?” Suichi finished his words.

The younger guy blinked. All the visions were blur…. Something wrong had happened to him.

“No” Suichi shook his head. “I can’t let you go. I know at the first sight I saw you. You will be my destination. You will change me life.”

“What have you done to me?!” Shinya thought he shouted angrily but it’s just whisper. He tried to got up, supporting himself with the desk, but it ended up with he collapsing on the ground. The tea was spread on the ground with him.

“I just want to make you to be mine.” The red hair guy grinned evilly.

The world was whirling as Shinya tried to got up again. All he could do was budging wearily, his heart quaking terribly and it’s hard to breaths. “You…. You are…going to kill me ?”

“No! No! I can’t do that. I merely gave you some medicine to make you feel relax.” Suichi caressed Shinya’s thigh, he smirked as he saw the younger guy shivered.

Shinya tried to shove that hand off him with his shaking hand. He should feel disgusting but feeling strange : feeling hot, but just a minute passed his feel cold, alternately. “Don’t touch me!” He yelled desperately when the other guy continued smoothing his cheeks.

Suichi chuckled. “resist me ?… well…sooner or later, you will beg me. By the way, I should take some photo. They will be our witness. Ne~~~Shin-chan”

The amber hair guy got up, all out he could while Suichi was busy with his camera. Just inches before Suichi saw and kicked his leg, making the younger guy collapsed on the ground again.

“Don’t run away Shin-chan.”

“you bastard!!” Shinya cursed. Suddenly, the palm slapped on his face.

“How dare !?” He face showing wrath.

The delicate guy choked and tears running down his face. He never expected his situation by his friend before. Friend shouldn’t hurt friend, shouldn’t it ? “Suichi…why ?”

“Yes! Why ?! You’ve still not understand….every thing! Everything!…. You don’t understand how hard was my life. I’m get sick of to be a poor musician…. I asked for your help politely, but you rejected everything! You pushed me to do this to you!”

Shinya shivered, crying with disappointed. “You are a talent musician… you can go ahead yourself…”

“Stop preaching me! I get sick of your whine too. Now take off your shirt! I have to take your nude photo. I can sell it to some magazines, if you’ve still rejected my request. It can make me some profit. Is it a good idea ?” Suichi laughed insanely as he torn the looser ‘s shirt.

* * * *

“H…”

Suichi covered the younger guy’s mouth before he shouted for help. “Don’t think for help. I will kill you, I swear!” He squeezed his hand hard.

The knocking on the door sounded frequently and loudly. Eventually “Suichi!! Open the door! I know you here! Or do you want me crash this damn door ?”

“Shit!” The culprit sworn. Before Suichi could think out what he should do to his victim, he heard the sound crack. Jumping in fright when he saw the tall guy standing at the doorway after the door swung open. Without seeing the face, but the light from the outside made the outline of the tall figured and flaming red hair, really scared him off.

“Shinya !” Die straightforwardly rushed to the helpless guy who curling up and shivering on the ground. His shirt was half torn apart. “Shinya…” Die shook the guy shoulder, didn’t even pay any attention on the host who keep yelling at him from what he had done to his door and invading his place, but he kept his mouth shut as soon as he saw the other guy standing next to his broken door.

“Yu…Yukiya-san…” Suichi said above his breath. The other guy statement was scaring like hell as well. Suddenly, he collapsed on the ground when a punch land on his face.

“Die Stop!” Yukiya said coldly, though his eyes on the culprit. “Take Shinya out of his place quickly.”

Showing a sudden temper before Die scooped the victim in his arms. He shot the dead glare at the culprit. If he’s not thought of Shinya first, he would land many punches on that face. Now he just groaned in his throat.

“What is it ?” Yukiya grabbed the camera that laying on the ground. He opened the film and pulled it out, handing it back to its owner then. “I think I won’t see you again. Don’t dare to exploit anything from this incident. You know I and all the friends of that boy can hunt you down.” Yukiya left his speech behind before he walked after the other red hair and the unconscious guy in his arms, leaving the looser guitarist stood there, dropping his shoulders lonely.

* * * *

Yukiya examined the younger guy. “He looks drunk and unconscious.”

Finally, they brought Shinya to his own apartment. It’s Die idea to bring Shinya here, since the amber hair guy would take fright if he wake up and found himself in where he is not used to.

Die wiped straggly hairs off Shinya’s forehead. Besides his bruised cheeks, his face was redden through his ears. Die bit his lip. Madness was washing over his mind to the guy who hurt his precious.

“I don’t think Suichi would do anything serious to Shinya. I mean by physically.” Yukiya added and he glared at his watch. “I have to go Die. You should be here and take care Shinya. Maybe he need some help. If you find anything serious, you could call emergency for him.”

“Yukiya-san. I’d like to say thank you. I couldn’t help Shinya in time, if you didn’t help me.”

“Alah~~ Die! You and Shinya are my friends. I’m always willing to help you. Ah! See me off here. You looked too polite to me and make me embarrassed.” Yukiya joked before he left.

“Thank you. Thank you…” Die just murmured while he looked at the back of the boss of Kreis label, his ex-producer.

The purr from the guy on the bed drew Die’s attention back to what he had to deal at hand.

“Shinya ?”

The amber hair guy glared at Die with half opened eyes.

“Are you alright ?” Die asked with concern. Shinya whimpered as the replied, causing the other guy worried. “What’s wrong ? Shin-chan Is it hurt ?”

“…Die ?”

“Yes. It’s me.”

To his surprise, the lanky guy wrapped his arms around Die’s neck tightly. “Mou~~ Shinya, you suffocate me!” Before he could continue his protested, he was hurled on the bed with incredible strength. “Shinya!” Die gasped.

Laying on the top of the red hair guy, the lanky guy buried his face in Die’s neck and still whined.

Die gently pushed the thin body out of him, enough to see his face. He saw tears rolling down the cheeks and the glossy eyes.

“I feel…. Horny….” Shinya said in husky voice.

Die widened his eyes. He knew…he knew as he felt bulged thing pressing on his stomach. Die opened his mouth to say something, but the hot kiss stopped him before. He was tense, but passionate kissed could melt his consciousness. ‘It’s just kisses. How could I refused them.’ Die met the other tongue with hungry and caressed the other body.

The other guy pressed his body against Die’s hard, rubbing his own body together while he didn’t let out his kisses. Finally, their kiss broke. The lanky guy turned up. He hurried take off his shirt, revealing his white smooth skin and fragile torso.

Die aroused, he grabbed that fragile body and rolled it on the bed. He kissed and suck on the column of the neck, trailing down the junction. Shinya was tasted good, better than he had imagination. The younger guy purred with pleasure and arched his body to need more touch.

The ring tone blared suddenly, causing Die jumped furiously. From the melody, Die could tell it’s his cell phone. Die paused while Shinya kept nuzzling on his chest. Should he ignore the call ? It’s still rang. Maybe it’s an important case. Who did call him so late in the night ? Eventually, he groped for his bag that laying next to the bed and hang on the line.

“Die ? Is it you ?”

“Kyo!” Die surprised.

“Are you okey ?”

“Yes, I am.”

“well…. I’m really worried about why you let me wait for so long. Is Shinya okey ?”

Die glared back to the younger guy who trying to hug him tightly. “Yes….He is okey.” The red hair guy heard the other guy from the end of the line sighed.

“I’m paranoid, aren’t I ?”

“…..No…. you aren’t….” Die faltered as Shinya pulling his shirt. “No! don’t!”

“What ?” Kyo was curious for the unexpectant reply.

“Ah!” Die sweated. “I didn’t mean to you.”

“Whoelse is there, isn’t it ?”

“….errr….” Die was looking for some words but Shinya who kissing his cheeks disturbed him.

“Die!” Kyo felt it’s too long pause.

“I will call you back later.” Finally….Die decided to hang up, hoping Kyo wouldn’t mad at him. He really appreciated with Kyo’s worry. If Kyo wouldn’t call him about Shinya and Suichi today, how could he help Shinya.

“Shinya… you must say thanks to Kyo a lot, you know….” Die whispered to the younger guy who seemed to ignore everything besides the guy in his embrace.

“Die…” Shinya looked up to see him.

The red hair guy stared into the glossing eyes, even though it was clouded with desire but he could see the innocent inside. ‘What the hell am I doing ?’ Die regained his sense.

“No! No! Don’t Shinya. You couldn’t do this.”

“why ?”

“You don’t know what are you doing ? Huh? I bet you will mad at me when you find out in the next morning.”

“But I want you now!” Shinya pulled the red hair guy on the top of himself, but the guy resisted.

“Keep cool! You don’t exactly want me.” Die gulped the lump in his throat.

“But…but…” Shinya sounded confused.

“Ne…Shinya….” Die gently push him out. “How much I want you though, I couldn’t do this when you’re insensible.”

The younger guy sobbed. “Me ? Insensible ?” He sounded confused and disappointed. “….What can I do ?…What can I do ?…. Nobody wants me!”

“Shinya…” Die looked at the younger guy who seemed miserable, worriedly.

Shinya hugged himself tightly and curled up, sobbing.

Die smoothed silky amber hairs comfortably. “I want you, but not for this case.”

“LIE !” Shinya snapped and flung the other guy on the bed before he was aware. Straddling on the red hair guy stomach. “You doesn’t like me I know…. But…could you ….?” Shinya bit his lips nervously. Maybe, consciousness was left some.

Die choked. His heart beaten fast, didn’t know how long he could resist this desire. He didn’t want to do it wrong again. He bet Shinya wouldn’t smile to him and said it’s okay in the next morning…. As Toshiya had done. Die thought bitterly.

“I love you. Shinya.” Die said. The guy on his stomach paused, as if he couldn’t believe his ears. Opportunely, he pushed the lanky guy off himself. Die immediately carried him in his arms to the bathroom.

“Cool water would help.” Die dropped Shinya in the bathtub and turned on the shower tap. Cold water sprayed on the younger one’s face. Shinya yapped.

Die hugged shivering guy, tightly. They both soaked in the bathtub.