Desperate Angel

by Basil Anise

 

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Dedicated to Splendid Lady, Vanilla Mint, Maharet and everybody who gave me comments.

Caution : this chapter was full of yaoi sex scene, PG-13. ^^;

Chapter 12

 

Kaoru hit the last note on his keyboard, frowning a bit, then he decided to write that note on the note sheet. He stared at it thoughtfully, finally, tossing the pencil away and stretching himself tiredly. It’s not that bad for our song. I will deal with it tomorrow.’ Kaoru thought with a smile on his face. He turned to his PS2 with a new game CDs in his hand, thinking jovially. Now, it's time for relaxing.’ Before he put the CD on the player machine, the phone rang annoyingly, disturbing his private time. “Damn! Don’t you know what time is it?” Kaoru said himself irritably. “Moshi! Moshi!”

Haaaaaaaaiiiiii~~~ Kaoru-kunnnnnnnn”

“Sorry. Who is it ?” Kaoru spoke into his phone curiously.

“It’s Ren. Ren no Kreise da!”

Kaoru could remember the bassist from Yukiya’s new band, Jils, immediately. He sounded drunk. Moreover, Kaoru could heard a familiar giggling and noisy sound as the background. “Oi! Ren-san, long time no see. How are you ?” Anyways, Kaoru always be polite.

No ritual Kaoru-kun. I call you up just to let you know that…” Ren paused. The pink hair guitarist heard some noise interrupting from the other line. “….Don’t! Toshiya-kun.” He realized immediately who was there with Ren. “…Hey! Kaoru-kun. Are you still there ?”

“Yes, I am.”

“Your bassist is here and he is so drunk…. Hey! Toshiya-kun say something to your leader.” Ren passed the phone to the drunk bassist.

“Kaaaaaa----oooooo-----ruuuuuu…. Mr. Serious!!!! Yeah!” Toshiya giggled.

“Okey… say enough.” Ren shoved the drunkard off the phone. “See ?”

“Yes, I see. What can I do then?”

“You can do a lot. We plan to move to another pub…. By the way, we are at XXXX sake restaurant. Toshiya-kun drank so much, as if he is a camel came back from long journey in desert.” Ren laughed off his joke himself. “….well…what was I saying at first….oh! yes! we are going to move…. Toshiya-kun is too drunk to go with us, so we decided to dump him here. Can you pick him up and drive him home ?”

“Yes, I can.” Kaoru replied faintly. In any case, he had no heart to leave Toshiya out of his business.

“Okay. Go this direction….” Ren told the detail of the direction to the pink hair guitarist as much as his drunk consciousness let him. “Hurry up! Because we are going to leave now. See you!” He said before he hang up.

Kaoru hang up his phone as well. He sighed furiously and looking for his jacket. Just put it on before he left his apartment for Toshiya.

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Kaoru looked around the small but tidy Japanese restaurant. Paper curtains divided the area for each customer. The room that Ren told him was empty. Kaoru stood there awkwardly for minutes before he heard familiar giggling sound next room.

What ? Did Ren-san give me wrong room No. ?’

May I help you, Okyaku-san ?” The waitress in Kimono asked him.

errr… No body left in this room ? I'm suppose to pick up my friend here.”

“ah! They had checked out a few minutes ago already. But…wait… They left a blue head boy here and said a guy will come to pick him up. You are that guy, right ? ….err… He was sleeping in this room before you came awhile ago, I’m sure. Where is he now ?” The waitress looked around the room with concern.

“I can guess.” Kaoru immediately slid the paper door of the next room.

“Wait! Okyaku-san!” The waitress couldn’t stop him in time.

The slender figure with blue head was sitting on an middle-age guy’s lap, giggling as that guy smoothed his hand over his thigh. His shirt was half unbuttoned, revealing the smooth white skin of his chest. “Ne~~Ne~~ Oji-san--- give me a cup of sake more”

“TO.SHI.YA.” As fast as he could, Kaoru jumped to them and pulled the young one off. “How can you do this ?!” Kaoru gripped the slender arm tightly.

“Itai!” Toshiya protested and pouted.

“Hey! Who are you ? How come you hurt my kitty ?!” The middle-age guy yelled along with his friends sounded in surprise.

“Kitty ?!” Kaoru turned to look at Toshiya who made mocking face. “Damn! I can sue you for abuse this boy!”

“Sue?!” The middle-age guy startled. “How come?! He crawled onto my lap himself. All my friends are witnesses.”

“Okyaku-san….calm down please.” The poor waitress interrupted the chaotic and before Kaoru's temper became worse. She pushed both young guys off the room as she bowed in apology several times to the customers in the room.

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You're hurting me! Kaoru-kun let me go!” Toshiya whined while Kaoru was pulling him along the way to his apartment. He was silent with anger on the way drive home.

The older guy shoved him in the room and shut the door. “I can’t believe you can do that! You shouldn’t flirt with a stranger. Especially with an middle-age salary man you met just a minutes ago. You would look like a cheap slut !”

“What next ?” Toshiya tilted his head. He seemed amused to tempt Kaoru’s temper.

“….” Kaoru paused and blew his breath. “It’s…not good for you and it will involve the band.”

“What do you care the most ? Me or the band ?….”

Kaoru paused thoughtfully again. “I think both.” He found the answer finally.

“No! You just care the band. You don’t care me. No body cares about me ! You told me break up with Die. Then, see what happened to my life ?” Toshiya dropped himself on a arm chair, hugging his knees and rocked back and forth. “I’m hurt but you don’t care! Nobody understand me.” He sniffed.

Kaoru’s heart was melt. “Toshiya.” He said with soft tone. “I care….”

“easy talking. I won’t believe what you said.” Toshiya pouted and turned away.

“Totchi…. What can I do to convince you ?” Kaoru sighed desperately.

“C’mon…” Toshiya beckoned. “I will tell you.”

“what ?” Obediently, Kaoru walked toward the slender one.

“Come closer.” Toshiya commanded. Kaoru stepped closer. “Lower your head down.” Kaoru did after it curiously. Immediately, long arms of Toshiya wrapped around the older guy’s neck and pull him down on his chest, giggling.

“Toshiya! You are suffocating me!” Kaoru wriggled, talking against the chest.

The blue head guy turned Kaoru over. He climbed to sit on the stomach of the older guy, nuzzling on Kaoru’s neck like a mischievous cat. “eeeh…Oji-san…. Please me, please.”

“Damn! You are still drunk. Get off me!” Kaoru shoved him off.

The slender guy dropped on the ground by that force. “Itai!!” Fondling his butt and sulking. “You are so mean!”

“You humbug.” Kaoru said with pants.

Toshiya pouted. “What’s the matter ? You decayed-sex-old-man !”

“WHAT?! ” Kaoru’s eyes sparked.

“YOU ARE DECAYED-SEX-OLD-MAN. YOU ARE DECAYED-SEX-OLD-MAN. YOU ARE DECAYED-SEX-OLD-MAN. Clear ?” Toshiya lifted his eyebrows and smiled evilly.

The older guy jumped on his feet. “Fine!” He growled. “I will show you.” He mercilessly pulled the younger one off the floor and dragged him to his bed, ignoring the whimpers.

“Ouch!” Toshiya winced even though he flopped on the soft mattress. Kaoru climbed on the bed after, giving him rough kisses. “Umm…” Toshiya muffled while he responded in delight.

“Is this what you want ?” Kaoru broke the kisses after minutes passed.

“Show me your roughness.” Toshiya challenged. “Let me know you are not a decayed sex old man.”

“Don’t call me old man!” Kaoru tears the younger guy’s shirt.

“I will reconsider it if you can fuck me senseless.” Toshiya winked and then giggled, encircling his long slender arms on the older guy’s neck. “Ah…” He purred while Kaoru was nipping on this neck’s column, arching for more touches.

Kaoru’s hand crept under the blue head one’s shirt, fondling smooth skin and tight muscle. Toshiya hugged him tighter, seeking for more pleasure and warmer. Kaoru choked as their both sensitive spots rubbed each other.

The older guy groaned offendedly, pulling himself off the hot and seductive body. Before the other could protested, Kaoru torn the blue head guy’s shirt, taking it off him and tossed it away carelessly.

Toshiya yapped. It’s one of his expensive shirts. “Baka old man!…ah!… Do it gently!” He quickly guided the older guy as he was taking off his pants. Toshiya wriggled himself, freeing the pants from his long legs. “What’s wrong ?!” Toshiya asked when he felt Kaoru left him in long pause, just staring at his torso.

“Nothing… It’s just fascinating.” Kaoru replied with husky voice.

Toshiya blushed harder (even though his face was redden with alcohol already. ^^;) “Ne~~~ Let show me your flesh. I hope you don't have more wrinkles.”

“I don’t have any.” Kaoru protested furiously. Anyway, Toshiya reached Kaoru’s T-shirt excitedly. His kissed follow the T-shirt pulling from the older guy’s head, up from the belly, stopped teasing the pink mare nipples. Toshiya was aroused by hearing the older guy moan. He kissed the hot parted lips while he tossed the T-shirt carelessly.

The both flopped on the bed again. With their chest against chest, Kaoru could feel his heart and the younger guy’s under him beaten fast. No doubt, they both were so excited. The other’s erection was press on his stomach, as well as his was bulking in the tight jeans.

“Kaoru….” Toshiya choked when the guitarist’s hand cupped on his erection and rubbed it in rhythm.

“Don’t like it ?”

Toshiya shook his head slowly. “I want more.”

“What ?”

“Hurt me…. take me high… I want to cry in joy.” A single tear rolling down his cheek, he didn’t even know why.

“Toshiya ?”

“Huh ? You don’t dare ? Aren’t you a man ?”

“Damn!” Kaoru pulled off his blue jeans, unleashing his desire.

Flesh to flesh felt so nice, Toshiya cried in delight while Kaoru was penetrating him. He parted his legs more to let Kaoru filled himself easily. It’s hurt like hell without any lubricant. It might bleed but he didn’t care. He saw Kaoru’s beads of sweat rolling down his temples, some hanging on his nose tip, finally some dropped on his face. He felt so full of contentment all in sudden. Studying on Kaoru’s statement gave him more pleasure, he looked serious, but in different way he was serious with band’s activities. That’s another part of Kaoru he had never seen before. “Kaoru….Kaoru…” He moaned this name again and again naturally as he felt every inches of Kaoru’s filled inside him.

Eventually, Kaoru stopped with labor breathes for seconds, wetting his lips before he rocked himself in and out.

Toshiya cried out, before long, he whimpered and moaned Kaoru’s name. He had to grip the bed sheet tighter, didn’t want to loose himself from the pleasure spot that Kaoru was hitting. “Kaoru….harder…hard…der….” He gasped.

“Shut up!” The older man interrupted. His heart beaten so fast till he felt pain in his chest. He was doing it harder than he expected. He craved for this guy and the feeling was so forceful. After a few minutes, he couldn’t take it anymore. He push in as hard as he could, contracting all over his bodies. He didn’t afraid his heart was stopped like this forever while his vision was only white light. Ecstasy had come, releasing all his desire till he felt drained….

Kaoru buried his face on the flat chest that move up and down hard, smelling stench mixed with sweat odor. He realized the blue head one had came as well when he felt so warm and much sticky fluid on his stomach.

The younger one looked at him with glittering half opened eyes, sleepily, and smiled sweetly. Kaoru kissed on his moist forehead lovingly. “Good night” He whispered. The younger one nodded and murmured something before he sunk into slumber land quickly. Kaoru rolled himself on the other side of the bed, pulling the blanket covered himself and his new lover. Drifting in his sleep as well.

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Toshiya moaned in pain. His eyelids were too heavy to lift up, but he had to. He squinted his eyes for strong sunshine through the curtain. He blinked several times before he got used to it. From the surrounding contents could tell him it’s not his room, but he could have figured out whose room easily. Since many posters and the decoration showed him distinctively. Through his pain brain with alcohol toxic couldn’t tell him much why he was here. Actually, he was alone in Kaoru’s bed room.

“Kaoru!” Toshiya called softly. The room still had been silent. “Kaoru!” He spoke out louder and still no reply. Toshiya decided to look for the host, but while he moved his legs to get up, he winced in pain.

It’s defined to be… “….I…I had sex last night…” Toshiya gulped and he knew with whom as the ragged memory ran through his mind. Fearfully, he wrapped the blanket around his naked body tighter and walk out the room. No sign of Kaoru in the apartment, but just a note on his clothes that was folded tidily on a table.

Don’t miss the rehearsal today….. Kaoru”

Toshiya felt hot at the rims of eyes and all the vision was blur. When he rubbed his eyes, tears dropped. He was left alone…..

 

 

To be continued….

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