DieXShinya
HEARTSICK
by Basil Anise
Die stared at the clear sky absentmindedly. Today is so hot and he hoped it would have rain pouring down to the earth so he could keep himself cooler down than right now. Why didnt he turn the air-condition on? Well he couldnt find the remote. He wondered where it was. Its not his apartment. He hasnt any right to look over Shinyas apartment. In the other hand, its the first time he have been here. He remembered Shinyas expression when he found him next to the door.
"Die!" Shinya gasped. His eyes widened in surprise.
"Yes, I am. Surprised?" Die answered teasingly.
"How could you get here? Ive never told anyone."
"Its my talent." He bantered, smiling, but Shinya frowned. "Id asked our manager, Inoue-san. Of course, hes never been here but he got your address."
Shinya nodded slightly.
"Well Would you like to talk here?" Die stepped in, without permission.
Shinya blocked his way. "Die I cant." His face was worried.
"Whats up? Shinya." Die asked softly.
Shinya was hesitant, Before he opened his mouth, a voice boomed from inside.
"Whos there? Shinya!"
Die saw Shinya jerked slightly. He looked over Shinyas shoulder and found a round woman was glaring at him. Die didnt like her at the first sight. She dressed in a suit like a model in fashion magazines, but looked cheap and like an old maid. Above all, she looked unfriendly to him.
"Hes Die, my band mate." Shinya replied her softly.
"Who?" Die also asked.
" my girlfriend " Shinya almost whispered.
"Well " Die nodded to himself.
The woman walked towards the two guys, she grasped Shinyas arm, pulling him close sharply. " Ill go shopping. I hope you can talk to your band mate clearly and do tell him dont come here again. We need our private life!"
Die could see Shinyas pain as she griped his arm. He got angry. He glared at Shinya, wanting him to do something, if not he would shove her out soon. Anyhow, she loosened Shinyas arm and walked pass by Die. Before she left, she stopped in the half way. " Oh! Dont forget to tell him our plan. You must tell him." She waved and left.
Die found himself hating the girls guts. How could his lovely Shinya bear with her?
.lovely Shinya ?! Die smiled to himself happily. Shinya is so lovely. The way he talked, smiled, mad, shy . everything is shinning in his thought clearly. Shinya is special.
He pulled a cigarette up to his mouth, ignited it and inhale the smoke into his lungs. He stared at some tardy smoke on the air, a thought popped up in his mind instantly. Shinya does hates smoking. Well in any case, Shinya was sleeping. If he smoked, it doesnt matter. Hence the atmosphere over here was so bad. He hardly liked this smell. He opened the windows, but it doesnt make it any better.
However Shinya would get very angry if he found Die was smoking in his room. Die decided to toss the cigarette on the floor, squashed it with his tiptoe. He did not want to see Shinya angry anymore.
"Im so worried about you. You are often absent from our rehearsals. Is it because of her?" Die asked irritated.
"She said no need to have rehearsal so frequently. We are good enough."
"You believe her!?"
"Well she will boil over if I leave her."
"To hell with her!"
Shinya kept silent, avoiding Dies eyes. Die sighed heavily. "Do you love her?"
" Shes so smart."
Die rolled his eyes, staring at the ceiling. " Then, her smartness possesses your life, is it?"
" I dont know Die, but she has everything Ive never got."
"Fine!" Die snapped. " I dont care if shes smart or not. You ought to go rehearsing with me right now." He got up from his seat, pulling Shinya along. Shinya resisted.
"I wont go rehearsing anymore, Die."
"What?"
Shinya was hesitant before he answered. "She said Im the most popular in the band. I ought to go a head by myself . Maybe I should be a solo artist "
Die stunned for a moment, what Shinya will say next.
"Ill quit the band."
The silence rang in the room for a moment. Die glared at Shinya, but he was looking at the floor. "Are you kidding?" Die asked in funny tone.
"She said I ought to leave the band. Its better for me and her." Shinya stated firmly.
"No!!! I wont let you quit." Die exclaimed.
"But but She said "
"She said and she said and she said . Has she already controlled your whole life? Do you really love that bitch?"
"How dare you insult my girlfriend?!" Shinya talked back.
What happened next? Die felt pain was creeping in his brain when he tried to recall. It seemed they had an argument. Shinya still insisted what his girlfriend said was right.
"Its over for good!" Shinya shouted at him. " Please get out of my room before she comes back."
Die gasped, feeling his heart was sore. He glared into Shinyas eyes. He couldnt find the Shinya he had known before. He was lost. That bitch has already stolen his Shinya. No way no way Shinya is mine.
Shinya got up and walked away to the other room, ending the conversation. He felt Die walking after him, but he didnt even turn to see. He stood still for a moment. "Die You have to leave "
Shinya couldnt finish his words before Die pulled him in his arms. "I love you, Shinya. I cant let you go ." Die said gently.
Shinya jerked suddenly, widening his eyes. He tried to struggle but Die hugged him tightly. Shinya looked down and found a knife and there was crimson liquid covering itself in Dies hand. He looked up to see Die in shock. "Die " He called out that name weakly. Die hugged skinny body tighter and tighter. He could feel Shinya jerk slightly before the body was limp in his arms.
"I cant let you go " Die murmured himself.
What was next? ..
Nothing matters anymore. Die shrugged. His Shinya was sleeping peacefully on the sofa anyway. He will wake up soon and they would talk and laugh together like before. Die wiped Shinyas scattered hair from his forehead. His face was so white as a sheet. Was he sick? Die concerned. He touched on Shinyas forehead with his palm. Its cold. He should be all right. Die smiled and sit on the next couch, turning on the TV. His favourite comedy show is going on air soon.
"Tadaima!" That bitch sounded from the hallway. Die frowned. Her voice could break Shinyas sleep. He got up.
"Shinya!! Where are you? I told you stay home." She sounded angry. Then she screamed as she stepped in the living room. The blood spread everywhere. Especially, on Shinyas white shirt, it soaked in blood and became dark red. She ran to her boyfriend who was still laid on the sofa. "Shinya!" She cried out. Before she could touch him, she was grasped from behind.
"Dont touch my Shinya." Die hissed into her ear, sliding the knife through her chubby neck.
She collapsed on the ground as soon as Die loosened her. Die stared absentmindedly while she was wriggling on the floor. And then, she stopped.
"Bitch!" Die spat.
Die tossed her in the store-room and locked the door. Then he went back to see Shinya. He was still sleeping like an angel. Thank God! That bitch didnt wake him. Die sighed and felt relieved. He sat down on his seat and watched his favourite program on air further, waiting for Shinyas wakefulness although the room was full with a bad smell, the stench of blood .
-fin-
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