by Chisato no Girlfriend
Mitsu to Tsuba part XV
"Oh my god! Ka- kaoru......!" - Toshiya's eyes widened, while he
quickly separated himself from Die's body and pathetically tried to
cover his nudity with his hands - "You were looking all that
time??" - his voice trembled.
"Why do you cover yourself, Toshiya?" - Kaoru said in
a cold and calm voice.
The control of his voice was impressive - "Didn't I see and touch and
lick each millimeter of that body of yours?"
Die just looked calm, his lips curved in a little smile and his hands
were put together, appreciating everything like a particular show.
"So, Toshiya, I think that Kaoru wants some kind of explanation." -
he said sarcastically.
The boy looked to Die, shocked. His legs were shaking slightly.
"Die is right. I deserve an explanation." - Toshiya felt almost
stabbed by the blue-haired guitarist's sharp look.
"A.... I.....I..." - the boy managed to say, but the words didn't want
to come out.
"I'm waiting, Toshiya." - Kaoru crossed his arms in front of his chest
-"What do you have to say to me?&qquot;
The bassist took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry, Kaoru... I'm actually acting like a cheap whore." - the
tears came to his eyes - "The fact is... that I like Die...
I want and desire him too much to resist to him. I'm weak... so
weak..."
Kaoru's mouth opened a little and he sighed in amusement - "Fine. Just
be with him." - he said in a very ironic way.
"Don't you understand?" - Toshiya sniffed, a single tear rolled down
his cheek - "If I'm with him, I miss you... your soft way to talk,
your skilled hands..."
He looked to Die helplessly, looking for comfort but just found a pair
of wild eyes. It was like the man was enjoying his suffering.
"But when I'm with you, Kaoru... I miss that red-haired devil that
makes my body burn..." - he completed angrily, wiping his tears
away.
"If you both want to leave me, that's fine! That would be a lot better
than choosing between one of us. I just can't choose...and I don't
want to."
Toshiya put his head in his hands and cried, sobbing like a child.
The tears blurred his eyes and he missed the significant look that Die
and Kaoru exchanged and their silent agreement.
Unexpectedly the boy felt soft lips brushing on his nape and strong
arms surrounding him by his back. It was Die. A strong shiver ran
along his spine when the masculine voice came softly- "You don't need
to choose."
Kaoru approached the couple and kissed Toshiya's forehead, smiling
gently to him.
"Us neither..." - he looked to the boy and again to Die.
The boy was speechless, tears still rolling down his astonished face.
He couldn't believe it was actually happening. His sense
of reality just came back to him, when his lips were covered by
Kaoru's while the red-haired spread little kisses along his neck.
The boy whimpered and moaned slightly, his body pressed between both
men. He felt so warm...
"Ahhh... Die... Kaoru..." - Toshiya babbled. Kaoru descended the
kisses to his neck and started to undo the buttons of his
blouse. Die helped him and soon he was naked to allow better access
to them.
Four hands ran avidly over his naked skin. It was too much to Toshiya,
that sighed in bliss and let himself be pleasured by his lovers...
Outside the window, the rain started again.
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"He actually looks very pretty." - Kaoru whispered softly into Die's
ear, who was sitting comfortably in his lap. The red-haired glanced
to the beautiful bassist that was sleeping, exhausted after an entire
night of lust and the full attention of two hungry men. His soft
lips were parted slightly.
"Really." - Die smiled and let his head rest on Kaoru's shoulder,
while the blue-haired enlaced soft arms around his chest - "Like
an angel. A luscious angel."
"So... how did ya like our new bassist?" - Kaoru asked mischievously.
Die giggled - "I think that he is a good sex partner."
"Oh, c'mon. Not talking `bout the sexual...abilities... of the boy." -
the man said, caressing Die's chest slowly.
"Well...I think I like him. He is always seeking desperately for what
would please him... he wants all and everything... But he is
surprisingly sensible and fragile."
"I think the same. And looks so vulnerable..."
"Yeah. I think... I'm not jealous of him anymore. I see that I want
him a lot."
"Ah? Really? I thought you always wanted him." - Kaoru showed some
surprise -"Ya know... when you teased me first time..."
"I just wanted a new chance to be with you. But now I'm happy with our
situation... at least I can keep an eye on you two boys." - Die
smiled.
"Oh god." - the second guitarist giggled - "Poor us."
"Don't talk that way." - Die said pouting- "It's like I'm here just to
spoil the fun of yours."
"Sorry, Die, I'm sorry... I was just kidding, okay." -Kaoru turned
Die's face and kissed his full lips tenderly. Die smiled under his
lover touch.
"Ah...Kaoru... You know I missed you so much... I was afraid I would
never be this way, in your arms again." - the red-haired
said dreamily.
"I missed you too..." - Kaoru whispered, kissing Die's hair.
"Missed me...?" - his smile turned into a slightly tense face - "After
being that rude with me...?"
"I'm so sorry..."
"You were so mean!" - the pain in Die's voice was clear.
"I didn't want to...I was confused... I didn't know what I was
supposed to do with my passion for two men."
"I thought you didn't want me... "
"No...! You're my best friend and... my lover. I dunno, I just
realized that Toshiya needed me more than you..." - Kaoru stroke his
friend's chin.
"How could you?" - Die bit his lower lip - "Of course he doesn't need
you more than me."
"C'mon, Die... he is just a boy..."
"Ah, Kaoru you are so stupid!!! You still the same big idiot." - Die
tried to control his voice, but he wanted to scream.
"I'm not an idiot, I just tried to do the best..."
"The best, the best... you complete IDIOT." - he said, expressionless.
"Die..." - Kaoru felt a bit offended and unwrapped his arms off Die.
"Okay. " - the guitarist sighed - "If you can't understand the hints I
give you, I'll be more direct." - Die turned around and faced the
blue-haired -"Kaoru, I need you much more than Toshiya or anyone
else... I would do anything to have you."
Kaoru just looked at Die in puzzlement.
"Die..."
"Please understand... at least understand!" - the red-haired said as a
last try to make Kaoru realize what he wanted to express -
"Understand that I... love you."
"Oh, my god...Die...!" - Kaoru said astonished, after a long pause.
"Finally you've got it." -the red-haired said tenderly. He felt a big
relief to see that his lover finally understood his point.
"I would never have figured this out by myself...I'm... really an
idiot..." - the blue-haired shook his head, avoiding Die's gaze.
"It's okay." - the red-haired whispered in a well-humored tune -
"You're the idiot I love."
Kaoru blushed and didn't hide a little proud smile.
"For how long, Die. For how long have you...felt this way?"
"Since the day you asked me to never let you go. I just found out that
I couldn't let you go even if I wanted to." - the red-haired said
dreamily, like he could picture vividly in his mind the scene he
talked about.
"I don't remember." - the blue-haired gave him an apologetic smile- "I
was probably drunk like a pig."
"You were. I knew it." - Die smiled back - "So drunk that you held me
and whispered in my ear that you wanted me to warm you up."
Kaoru blushed again.
"Oh god..."
"You know how I wanted it, Kaoru... I wanted it so much...! But you
simply fell in my arms and slept." - Die laughed softly at his
misfortune.
"Sorry."
"What a disappointment." - The red-haired lowered his eyes.
Kaoru lifted his hand and stroked his friend's silky hair - "Die...?"
"What...Kaoru...?"
"Look at me... Die... I'm very fond of you."
The leader's hand touched the red-haired lips, that kissed it
feverishly.
Kaoru embraced his lover's naked body and whispered gently in his
ear -"Warm me up now..."
"You are tired, I'm tired... we're going to have a lot of time to do
anything you want." - he closed his eyes, feeling an intense happiness
- "Now it's our boy that seems to need warmth."
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"Toshiya should be out, since he's not sleeping on the couch." - the
little vocalist said, smiling to his companion when they
entered the apartment - "So we can go to my room to..."
"Hmm... you hentai." - Kyo's lover smiled.
"You love your hentai..." - the blondie said taking his young
boyfriend's hand and guiding him to his bedroom.
When Kyo opened the door, he had the biggest surprise of his life.
Three men sleeping in his bed.
"Oh god... Kyo! Look at this!" - the younger murmured.
"They had sex in MY bed! I'll kill Toshiya..." - the vocalist hissed.
"Don't! Don't tell him you saw... don't tell them."
"Why??"
"Because they look so satisfied. They've been so nervous but now they
seem to have such peace. I think that they found what they
were looking for."
"Bah, Shinya... you're such a girl!" - Kyo stuck his tongue - "They
are all tired after a lot of fucking."
Shinya giggled. His lover was so bratty!
"Okay... but let's go out so we don't spoil their sleeping time."
"Right. To the closest motel?"
"Yeah..." - Shinya blushed.
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Toshiya lazily opened his eyes in the middle of the night. A very
comfortable heat was surrounding his body. Die was sleeping with a
cheek on his chest while Kaoru rest his head on his shoulder.
There was no more pain or doubts, just soft skin, white sheets and the
fresh breeze that entered timidly by the window.
The rain stopped and the moon could be seen floating in the sky. The
night was calm and the only thing Toshiya could hear was the peaceful
breathing of the other men.
He finally felt satiated and complete.
The boy smiled fondly and closed his eyes to go back to sleep. He
didn't notice his two lovers hands entwined together, holding
each other intimately over his chest.
But if he did he would feel the same.
Owari