"Hey, Toshiya, don't go now." - Kaoru called out loud when the
bassist
was leaving the room with the others - "Need to talk to you."
"H-hai, Kaoru-san, I ..."- Toshiya answered in a timid voice.
"No, he's going to drink with us, ne, Toshiya- kun?" - Die said,
defiantly - "And you too, c'mon Kaoru!"
"I can't." - kaoru refused - "And don't worry, Toshiya, it won't
take long."
"Sorry people. I'll stay...with Kaoru." - Toshiya said smiling
slightly to the blue-haired guitarist - "Besides I have some things
to
do, and I want to go to bed as soon as possible."
"What ya gotta do?" - Kyo asked.
"I need to clean the mess of your apartment." - Toshiya sticked
his tongue.
"Ha ha ha, very funny." - Kyo said, annoyed - "The apartment is
fine!"
"Fine? I dunno how can you live in that place, Toshiya." -
Shinya
said making an upset face - "It's the chaos!"
"Is that a conspiration?" - Kyo complained.
"Well, if ya guys want to stay, it's okay to me." - Die said
approaching Kaoru and embracing him - "See ya later."
"Don't start thinking you'll win so easy like that." - Die
whispered into Kaoru's ear.
"So, Goodbye!" - He said louder this time, walking to the door.
"Have a nice night, people!" - Toshiya exclaimed cheerfully - "I
hope to join you next time!"
"I hope too! Bye!" - Die shut the door.
A long moment of embarassment and silence...
"So, Toshiya..." - Kaoru said, trying to start the conversation.
"Yes, Kaoru...?" - the younger man blushed a bit.
"Well, at first I want to say that I'm very happy to have you in
our band...You're a nice bassist." - he said, looking at Toshiya as
seriously as a teacher.
"Thank you." - Toshiya whispered, fixing his eyes at the floor.
"I just think your solo wasn't... how can I say..." - Kaoru
tried
to explain, but he was feeling umconfortable noticing that the boy
wasn't looking at his eyes- "Can you please look at me when I'm
talking to you?"
"Sorry..." - Toshiya blushed even harder - "You... you scare
me..."
"There's nothing to be afraid of! We're just talking."
"I... I think it's your face..."
"I know I'm not that beautiful, but I think that I don't look
like some kind of bassist-eater monster. I won't bite you." - Kaoru
joked, trying to make the younger man feels more comfortable talking
with him.
"No, it's not like this!" - Toshiya said a bit more confidently
-
"You're so serious... looks so adult, I don't know."
"I'll look worse if I smile too much." - the guitarrist said,
giving a very fake smile intentionally.
Toshiya thought that Kaoru made a funny face and started to
laugh. Kaoru couldn't help joining him...
"Not beautiful teeth, but... Kawaii!" - the guitarrist thought,
delighted.
"I still think you have to smile more!" - Toshiya exclaimed.
"If I had a cute smile like yours, maybe." - Kaoru said softly.
"You have a nice smile... I think you're... handsome."
"Handsome? Me???"
"There's any one else in the room?"
"No..." - Kaoru giggled.
"So, I'm talking 'bout you." - the bassist said in a sweet mode.
"Thank you." - Kaoru was astonished seeing the boy's sudden
nimbleness.
"You're so masculine...your neck, the lines of your face..." -
Toshiya lifted his slender hand to touch Kaoru's jaw. Their faces
were
so close... few centimeters between them - "Beautifully male..."
Kaoru felt tempted to grasp the boy and taste his cute little
mouth, but when he approached more to the bassist's face, the other
took away the hand from his cheekbone and said: "So, what were you
talking about my solo??"
"The solo..." - Kaoru sighed, frustrated - "... it doesn't have
the feeling it should have."
"Feeling?"
"It must be... warmer."
"Oh I see..." - Toshiya whispered - "But I think I need you to
show me how to do it."
"If you please take the bass, I can maybe..."
"You didn't understand... I want you to show me warmth." -
Toshiya said in a low tone, stroking the fabric of Kaoru's shirt and
looking directly into his eyes this time. He placed his hands on the
older man's flat chest and their lips met. The first touch was light
and gentle but soon it went deeper and deeper. Kaoru embraced Toshiya
and their bodies pressed together, they could feel each other's heavy
breathing, each other's pulsation...
When Kaoru was really enjoying kissing the bassist's smooth
lips,
Toshiya broke up. The guitarist sighed in dispointment...
"Gomen, it's too late, need to go." - he apologized, giving
Kaoru
a little kiss on the cheek and hurrying up to take his bass.
"But I promise I'll be warm to you, niisan..." - Toshiya said as
a goodbye before shutting the door.
To be continued...