Part 2

Toshiya was crying at home, his face buried into piles of pillows. He could not believe Kaoru had said such things about him to Kyo.

No, he must have misunderstood.

Deciding that Kaoru would not dump him or even feel that way about him, he sat up and wiped off his tears. Then suddenly he saw the blue backpack on the floor. He had seen Kaoru carrying this bag when he came home the night before and didn’t ask him about it as Kaoru looked extremely stressed.

Crawling down from the bed, he examined the bag. He unzipped the top and turned it upside down. Magazines and miscellaneous other things fell out.

He began crying again.

So it was true after all…he thought as he picked unused condoms from the stash. Kaoru never used it when he had sex with Toshiya so why did he have this? A feeling of dread crept into the bassist. Kaoru had been cheating on him. Then there were porn magazines displaying busty naked girls.

Kaoru does not like me now! Kaoru likes teenage girls with big breasts and thin waist not men with flat chests like me!

Toshiya screamed out his frustration and tore the magazines into shreds before collapsing on the floor in tears.

***

Kaoru came home, relieved that it was a Saturday and he could finally have some time with Toshiya. But when he saw the mess in the bedroom…

" What the-??!" His eyes widened in shock when he saw his lover sprawled on the floor.

" Toshiya!" Quickly he knelt down beside him and lifted his limp body from the ground. "Toshiya, are you okay? What happened?" he asked nervously.

" Go away, Kaoru," Toshiya said, pushing him away. His voice was cracked and his cheeks were stained with tears.

" God, Toshiya, you look real bad…" the older man took a tissue and began wiping the tears off.

" Is that why you don’t like me anymore?" Toshiya asked, fresh tears threatening to spill from his rims.

" What are you talking about?!"

" Am I starting to look ugly? Is that why you’re not interested in me anymore??"

" Toshiya, are you on crack or something?" Kaoru pulled the younger man into his arms. "You’re the most beautiful creature I’ve ever laid my eyes on."

" Then why are you reading porn mags? Why do you have these?!" Toshiya pried free of Kaoru and dug out the condoms to show him.

" Eh? Where did that come from?"

" From your bag," Toshiya answered and tossed the backpack at his lover, demanding some answers.

Kaoru frowned for a moment before beginning to laugh. "This? This is not mine!"

Toshiya was clueless about what was so funny.

" It’s Kyo’s cousin’s," Kaoru said. "He’s such a perv!"

" Kyo’s cousin…what is it doing with you then?" Toshiya did not believe him.

" I’ve been taking care of him for the past 4 days. Kyo tricked me into it!"

Toshiya kept quiet, looking down at Kaoru which was still sitting cross-legged on the carpet.

" Come on, why would I…" He took the torn pages of naked girls. "want these when I have you?"

Toshiya was still doubtful. "You’re telling the truth?"

" Of course! I swear!" Kaoru raised his right hand.

Toshiya rubbed his tired eyes, suddenly feeling stupid for getting upset over nothing.

" Come here," the older man motioned for him to sit on his lap.

Toshiya looped his arms around Kaoru’s neck and rested his head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat.

"Don’t dare ever think I’ll stop loving you," Kaoru whispered as he stroked Toshiya’s back.

"I was just scared…I thought…"

His words were stopped by Kaoru’s fingers and he found himself getting lost in Kaoru’s eyes. Leaning closer, the guitarist replaced his fingers with his lips. " I love you, Toshiya."

"I love you too…" Toshiya said as Kaoru gently nibbled on his neck. He shifted slightly and gasped as he felt the hardening bulge through the front of Kaoru’s pants.

" It’s been too long ne…" Kaoru said, laughing softly as the bassist blushed and gasp again as he began rocking their hips together.

" Yes, one and a half weeks is certainly too long," Toshiya said huskily into Kaoru ear, unbuttoning his lover’s blouse from the bottom. His trapped desire felt eager to be released.

Suddenly their gasps and moans were interrupted by the doorbell.

" Fuck! Who’s that?!" Toshiya fumed, getting off Kaoru’s lap so that he could go kill whoever it was out there.

He found himself staring at a punk boy with spikes of hair protruding at the top front of his head and a ring on his nose and another on his left brow.

" Wow!" was the first thing he said when he saw Toshiya.

Toshiya coughed and tried to make himself appear as manly as possible. "Who are you?"

" Me? I’m Kaoru’s friend," he winked at the bassist.

" Hey, what are you doing here?!" Kaoru suddenly appeared.

" You have a very nice chick there."

" That’s none of your business!"

" I want my bag," he stated bluntly.

Kaoru slammed the door in his face and reappeared with his backpack. "Here, take it."

"Thank y-…!!!" Kyotaro blinked at the contents of his school bag. "What the hell happened to my mags?!!"

Toshiya couldn’t help giggling. "Don’t sweat it, kid. I’ll get you new ones…"

Kyotaro stood there, glaring furiously at Toshiya.

"…and better ones too." Toshiya winked at him.

***

" That…" Kaoru pointed at the closed door. "…is Kyo’s cousin."

Toshiya laughed. "I can see the resemblance!" he said as he entered the bathroom.

Kaoru fell back onto the bed but unfortunately ended up squashing Toshiya’s shopping bags. He peered into one black bag and took out an item.

"Hey, Totchi! This black thing would look fabulous on you." He held the lacy, transparent lingerie in one hand. "Aren’t you gonna wear it for me?"

He heard Toshiya padding out of the bathroom.

"You want me to put that on…now?" he asked as he walked in a sensual stride towards the man on the bed.

Kaoru felt as if his body was lit with fire as he stared at a _very_ naked Toshiya. He smiled as he pulled Toshiya down for a deep kiss, his tongue moving in to meet with Toshiya’s.

"Maybe some time later ne…" he said as he took off his own clothes and the two of them tumbled onto the soft bed sheets.

***