kiwi-ds

Longing for You

Part 2

Flashback:

***3 weeks ago...***

    Die was getting ready for bed when his doorbell rang.
ano...who would be
visiting me at this hour??

    Ceol waited patiently outside Die's apartment. Nervous as
hell. I got to get
through with this. Die-san will understand! Right, he'll see that
I'm
right. It's the
best for him. I-
    The door opened, Die was standing surprised. My god he looks
good in
PJ's. "Ceol? What are you doing here? err...come in."
Ceol follow Die
inside his
apartment. "Sit. What can I get you?" (Kiwi: ahh...Die can be
a
gentlemen at time
ne? ^_~) "orange juice would be nice, thanks" Die went in the
kitchen, seconds
later he came out with a glass in one hand. "Here"
    Die sat down opposite of Ceol. What is she doing here? Die
frown, Is
something wrong? "Die. I have something to tell you," Here
goes. "Die, I know
how you feel about th-that Shinya," calm down Ceol, or you'll
never
get this
through to him! "You shouldn't be feeling that way, Die,
it's wrong."
Die blinked,
shocked. How did she know?? "Die I know you think you're in
love
Shinya, but
that's not true! I KNOW you can't be, it's just isn't
possible-"
coldly, Die asked,
"how did you find out?" Nani?? he didn't even denied it!
"Remember
two days
ago, at the bar? You and the rest of DEG were drinking and all of you
were quite
drunk." Ceol gulped, I'm gonna have to tell him! "And I
was going to
tell you
som..something, but you started mumbling bits and pieces. So I leaned
over and
tried to found out what you were saying. You were repeating `luv
u,
luv u,
Shin-chan'" disgusted, yet Ceol continued, "I didn't
know my recorder
was on at
the time, so it recorded everything. To say Die wasn't shocked
and
pissed would
be the understatement of the year! Ceol saw Die's expression,
hurried
up and
finished what she had to say, "Die, you know it's useless,
Shinya
can't love you. A
guy can't love another guy!"
"Where's the tape?"
"eh?"
" I said, where's the tape!?"
I wish it wouldn't come to this! But I'm doing Die a favor.
He'll
thank me when he
knows I'm right and I'm doing this just for him, for his own
good!
"The tape is at my home. Die forget Shinya, it's hopeless!
I'm sorry,
but I have to
this" Die narrowed his eyes suspiciously, "What are you going
to do?"
Feeling a bit more undercontrol, "I'm going to have to give
the tape
to Shinya if
you don't stop this nonsense!"
No..no she wouldn't! aggghh! Who am I kidding?? She's a
blockhead, of
course
she would! Shit...now what?
"I tell you what Die, if you can forget Shinya, and be my
boyfriend
I'll forget
about all this! I won't ever mention this ever again. Just give
us a
chance?"
Die's having a battle with himself, his mind is in turmoil, if I
agree, then
Shin-chan wouldn't know, and wouldn't be disgusted! But on
the other
hand, I
hate Ceol! How will I survive this?? If Shinya finds out...and
doesn't return my
feelings then...agghh! FINE! I'll do anything just as long as I
don't
lose
Shin-chan!
"fine" Die mumbled. Hating himself for doing this. I knew it!
yatta!
Die, I knew
you'll come though! We're going to have soo much fun together!
Ceol smile happily and ran over to Die, gave him a peck on the
cheek, "Oyasumi
nasai, Die. Sleep well!" with that, Ceol ran happily out the
door.
Die went to the
bathroom to re-wash his face. Agggh...WHAT have I gotten myself
into?? Oh no...I
sense a headache coming. Damn her! What a horrible night. I better
think of a
way out of this....*sigh* looks like it's going to be a long
night...
stupid Ceol.

End of Flashback***

    And here we are, 3 weeks later. Die still can't find a way
out. All he could
think of is to get the damn tape, turn it into dust, then throw it
into the deep blue
sea.
    It's 6:30 p.m Toshiya and Shinya is currently at Shinya's
apartment, which
is right infront of Die's apartment building (so close yet so far
ne?), Shinya and
Toshiya are busy talking about Kaoru. Toshiya kept on blushing, while
Shinya
kept on grinning. "Totchi? Kaoru really love you ne?"
"Shin-
chan!....ano it's going
to be our two month anniversary next week .... I don't know what
to
get him!"
Toshiya frowned. "Totchi, I think your love is enough ne?"
"I know, Kaoru told me that last month! But I really want to get
him
something
this month! And I don't know what to get!" Toshiya frowns
deeper.
"Ok...do you know what he likes best?"
".....Tha-that's personal!" Toshiya was blushing a bit
too much... I
wore those
stockings for him just last week! That's not exactly a gift..come
to
think of it.
hmm..
Shinya sweatdropped. "Totchi-san, I don't mean that! What I
meant to
ask was,
what do you think about getting him a gift, like foods/candies,
clothes, and
anything along that line."
Toshiya blinked. "Shin-chan, Kaoru can buy those himself."
"Then how about you make something for him? Chocolate?"
"No...I rather make that during valentine...and you forgot I
don't
know how to
cook Shinya" Toshiya pointed an accusing finger at a nervous
looking
drummer
across from him.
"Gomen! hmmm....ah! How about making him a costume for the coming
Holloween ball/party? You're good at designing aren't you?
Holloween
is 14 days
away! Totchi, you'll have plenty of time!"
Toshiya brightens at that. "You know what Shinya, I think
I'll do it.
Now let
see....Kaoru looks good in red....blue....green....ano he looks great
in any color!
How will I chose?"
"You'll have to find out yourself Toshiya-san!"
" I guess I better start thinking about it tonight ne?"
"Yeah! I'll
go with you to buy
the materials if you like"
"Arigatou Shin-chan! Why don't we go tomorrow?"
"ok..meet me downstairs tomorrow at 11:00 a.m ne? Cause I think
it
will be better
to get there early, since the mall's going to be crowded during
the
afternoon."
"Arigatou again, I got so much work to do ne? Better get home,
Kaoru-
chan's
making my favorite dish tonight!"
"Oyasumi Toshiya, see you tomorrow!"
"Hai! Oyasumi and get some sleep Shinya!" "are? Is it
that
noticeable?" "yeah, so
get to sleep! It's good for you!" "ja ne totchi and stop
teasing
me!" "hai hai, ja ne!"
The door closed behind Toshiya. Shinya sighed, I wish Die can be with
me... IYA!
Shinya! stop daydreaming! demo....wouldn't it be nice if I make
Die a
costume for
the party? I really want to...iya! no! that is not the way to forget
him! Baka Shinya.
But Die doesn't need to know who made it for him....and it
wouldn't
hurt just to
give him something! I'll just pretend it's from a fan.
Die's always
nice to his fans.
Hai! I'll do it. It may be the only chance I get to make him
something. That
decided Shinya got ready for bed and try to get some sleep. maybe I
won't be able
to dream tonight ne? I wonder what designs will I use? It has to be
unique hmm..
With that thought Shinya climb on to his bed and fell asleep in
seconds.

+++

email author mailto:JubiLuv@hotmail.com

back to fics page