Longing for You

by Kiwi mailto:JubiLuv@hotmail.com

 

Chapter 4:

	Shinya glance up at Die’s window. He should’ve gotten it by now. I hope 
he 
likes
it. Die no baka! I really want to go with you Die, but I guess you’ll 
be 
going with
Ceol. With a rejected sigh Shinya drove off to the Director’s home.
	“Ohayo Shinya!” Shinya follow the director into her house, carrying 
the
sewing machine. “Ohayo, ne director-san where do I put this” “ano just 
put 
it on
the table, Shin-chan do you want anything to drink?” The director went 
into 
the
kitchen “Iya, no thanks”
	Shinya sat down on a chair near the television. The director came out
carrying some pastries. She set it down in the middle of the table, sat 
back 
and
look Shinya. Studying him to be exact. Shinya felt her stare and starts 
to 
feel
uncomfortable. Then the director spoke seriously “Shinya” Shinya, 
thinking 
the
director is going to talk to him about work, looks back at the director 
just 
as
seriously, “ano... Shinya, what do you think of wearing something..... 
a 
little more
........revealing sometimes?” Shinya fell out of his chair. The 
director 
smile.
“na-nani?? Revealing?” Shinya got back up and sat back down carefully, 
since 
he
doesn’t know if the director is going to pull any more stunts like 
that. 
“Hai, more
revealing, oh don’t get me wrong, the clothes you wear in the studio is 
ok 
but the
clothes you wear on streets are...ano...how to say this.... I’m not 
used to 
you
wearing such casual clothing.” “I understand, demo.... revealing??” The 
director
by now has hearts in her eyes, dreamily, “Hai, hai, more revealing. You 
have 
a
great body Shin-chan! Show it off sometimes ne?” Shinya sweatdropped,
“de-demo director!” “Shinya you’re so modest! ano...not too moderate 
but 
still!”
“bu-but-” “no more buts Shinya!” Smiling a bit too impishly, “ne let’s 
go
shopping! We’ll set a date!” Trying desperately to find a way out, 
Shinya 
tries to
reason with the director, “I already went shopping last week” “come on 
Shinya!
You do want to look good for Die-kun, am I right?” Shocked, but Shinay 
recovers
quickly, the director almost didn’t see it, hiding behind his mask, he 
managed to
say calmly and as casual and possible, “Iya. Why would I want to?” the 
director
shakes her head at the drummer’s denial, “Shinya-san? How long have I 
known
you guys?” confused at what she is aiming for, Shinya replies, “since 
we got
recruited” “right. And you guys never noticed that I observed a lot of 
your
behaviors during the pass few years. I noticed that Kaoru lusted after 
Toshiya for
the first year, but fell in love with him later on. Toshiya began to 
fall in 
love with
Kaoru  too, but it was before Kaoru lusted after him. Poor Toshiya was 
down 
for
the next few months, you remember that ne?” Shinya nodded his head, 
surprised at
how much the director knows, “Toshiya came to me during those months. 
We
talked, demo...I couldn’t convince him to talk to Kaoru, so I went to 
Kaoru
instead. Luckily Kaoru listened, and confessed his feelings to 
Toshiya.” 
Shinya
never knew how Toshiya and Kaoru got together, they never told him and 
Shinya
doesn’t want to ask questions. He listen on.
	The director smile at Shinya, “I knew you were in love with Die before 
you
knew it or excepted it? But once you acknowledged your feelings, you 
hid 
them.
Why?” Shinya shrugs. “Shin-chan are you ever going to tell him?” “Iya, 
and 
who
saids I have feeling for that baka!?” The director sweatdrops, “Shinya 
you 
just
admitted it and it’s very obvious!” worried, “really? Do you think Die 
knows?”
“baka, anata wa baaaka! If Die knows he would’ve said something right?” 
Shinya
nodded slowly, not sure. “um! I won’t tell Die-san, you could trust me! 
Sooo
...shall I continue?” “Iya, I think that’s enough.” I don’t want to 
know. 
Die doesn’t
feel the same, I guess there’s still a part of me that hopes. Seeing 
that 
Shinya is
uncomfortable the director quickly changed the subject. “Ano...Shinya, 
can 
you
tell me why you borrowed my machine?” Shinya became more uncomfortable.
The director sweatdrops, is he embarrassed by everything I say?? “It’s 
personal”
“Are you making your own costume Shin-chan?” surprised, but Shinya 
still
doesn’t want anyone to know who he made the costume for, “hai. It’s 
finished.”
Looking at the clock, it’s almost 2 pm. “Ano... director-san. I really 
should be
going.” Regretfully, but still nicely the director agreed, “visit me 
sometimes ne,
Shinya?” “hai.” “oh and one more thing, see you tomorrow at 12 ne?” 
“Director!”
“*pouts* Shin-chan? Onegai? I really want to pick out some clothes that 
fits 
you
ne?” Shinya sigh, “alright. Ja!”
	The director waited until the door closed behind Shinya and grinned. I 
love
playing matchmaker! heh heh My plan’s going to work out perfectly!

At the mall....
	“nope...errr....what is this??....nope....no....maybe....let’s 
see....this 
one’s ok.
hmm....this.....and this....nope this one’s out of style.....too 
colorful......too
happy....*sweatdrops* too weird-” “a-ano director! You’ve been picking 
through
the this area for over an hour and people are starting to stare!” 
Shinya 
wore his hat
so no one can recognize, but from the atention the director is 
attracting, 
he knows
his disguise won’t hold up. “hai hai. ne Shinya, try these on will 
you?” 
Shinya
sigh, “ok.”
	5 minutes later, Shinya walk out of the dressing room looking like 
animal 
in
heat (^_^ now we all know Shin-chan doesn’t really look like that), and 
feeling
dumb. The director circle around him, looking up and down, 
“hmm....ano...maybe
the tights should go...yep...but the mini skirt stays. The vest gotta 
go- ne 
Shinya
why don’t you go try the others too?” Shinya obediently walks back in. 
Why 
did I
agree to this??^^;; All the clothes are not what I normally wear! I 
don’t 
see how
Die would like-stop. right. there. Shinya. I’m just shopping with the 
director cause
she asked me to! That’s it, no other purposes. Satisfied, when no 
argument 
from
the opposing side, Shinya quickly changed, hoping to get this over with 
fast.

The next day.....
	WHY did I agree to this?? Shinya grumpily walk towards the entrance to
the studio. This is so embarrassing!! As he walk passed a group of 
workers, 
he can
hear them gasp. Oh great, now they’ll start talking. Shinya, pursued by 
the
director, is wearing a black mini skirt, dark but transparent lace 
stockings 
(Die:
nice legs Shin-chan! ^_^ Shinya: *blush!* baka! *whack* Die: Itai 
^^;;), a 
pair of
leather high heels (not too high) shoes, a white turtle neck shirt that 
reaches about
1 inch and a half above his billy button and a black coat that reaches 
up to 
his
knees. Shinya’s back part of his hair is clipped up and the band or the 
front part is
down.
	While walking toward the practice room, Shinya can feel a lot of eyes
looking his way and many gasps always follow. Is it that hard to 
believe?? 
I’m
just wearing something different!

	“To-shi-ya-chan” Kaoru whispered into the ear of the bassist currently
sitting on his lap or rather wiggling on his lap. Kaoru tries again, 
“Totchi-chan, if
you don’t stop moving, I’m going to do something drastic to that wiggly 
body 
of
yours” Toshiya giggled, “Oh really? Like what?” Kaoru held the bassist, 
by 
the
waist, tighter against him until Toshiya stopped wiggling and squirming 
around.
“Like this,” Kaoru then mercilessly began to tickle the bassist. 
Toshiya 
managed to
say between gasps, “Ka-Kaoru, hahaha, stop! aahhh! stop! I-I give 
u-up!” 
Kaoru
stops his assault and let Toshiya recover. Toshiya loops his arms 
around 
Kaoru
and kissed his cheek. Kyo shook his head, “god! you two are helpless! 
Day 
and
night, day and night! Somepeople, me for instance, need a break from 
you 
two!”
Toshiya stuck his tongue out at Kyo, and turn his attention back to 
Kaoru.
	Shinya open the door as casually as possible, he started walking 
towards 
his
drums, but couldn’t help but feel his bandmates eyes on him. 
“Shi-Shinya??” 
Kyo
was practically falling out of his seat, thinking it’s probably someone 
else. It
couldn’t be Shin-chan. But Shinya turn towards him, blinking, “nani? 
ano...Kyo
you should sit back down.” “a-a” Toshiya went over to hug him. “Wow 
Shin-chan,
what happened? Why the sudden change?? Got a hot date?” Shinya 
sweatdrops,
“Iya, the director nearly ordered me to wear it. Ne Toshiya, how do I 
look. 
I was
really worried this morning” “You look fabulous! Why did the director 
do 
this
anyway?” Toshiya is very curious about Shinya’s whole get up. He is 
grinning
from ear to ear. It’s not everyday you see the modest Shinya dressed 
up! 
“ano... it
kind of started out as a little chat and ended me agreeing to go 
shopping 
with her.”
Shinya bother saying anything about the director matchmaking Kaoru and 
Toshiya
up. Totchi’s going to get embarrassed anyway. Better not tease him 
today, he
might take revenge.
	A few minutes later, a deafly familiar voice is heard, just before Die 
walks
in, follow quickly by Ceol, holding onto his arm. They didn’t get far 
into 
the room
when they spotted Shinya. I-Is that our Shin-chan?? Die couldn’t 
believe his 
eyes,
and couldn’t take them off the beautiful drummer standing only 2 meters 
away.
	Shinya caught sight of Die, blushed, and averted his eyes. I wonder 
what he
thinks. Die couldn’t move, couldn’t bare to look away, My GOD he 
beautiful, 
so
lovely, so inviting, so sexy, so delicate, so- he was brought back to 
reality when
Ceol tugged at his arm.
	Ceol is VERY pissed off. Damn him! Damn that bastard! I’ll have to 
find a
way to take care of him.....

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