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-Friday-

Kyo walked out the bathroom with heavy steps. The small man hugged himself biting his own lip. He could taste puke and felt disgusted by it. The music was so loud filling the atmosphere and he felt his ears throbbing hard. Kyo looked around but he couldn’t see anything. Everything was almost black…

"Kyo-sama…Kyo…" somebody called his name. He mumbled something like, "’m fine…Shin-chan…" before collapsed on the cold floor.

"Shinya-sama…I think he’s out!" somebody said. Faintly he heard Shinya’s voice, "It’s okay…he’ll wake up eventually…this is what Kyo will do…he’ll puke everything out then sleep. Few minutes later he’ll wake up" Everyone looked at him worriedly but somehow Kyo nodded slowly as if agreeing with Shinya.

"Hey…I think he heard you…"

Then they heard laughter and somebody saying something like, "…kawaii…" Kyo wanted to protest but he was too tired too dizzy to. They picked him up and lay him on a long couch. Kyo let out a moan and stretched comfortably. A slight smile appeared on his face.

"Aw…kawaii des ne…" somebody else said. Then he heard Shinya hushed telling them not to mention that word again. After that it seemed to Kyo everyone left him. He opened his eyes lazily and saw no one around him. He got up, wanting to join the crowd. Kyo sat on the couch turning his head slowly.

Everyone was down the dance floor…something impossible for him to do right now. He yawned loudly but widened his eyes as he saw something…someone catching his eyes.

Die sat few meters away from the dance floor right in front of Shinya who rocked it with his new friends. It was impossible for Shinya to see the red head but Die could see him clearly. He could see every single move the drummer was doing…but Kyo smiled. Die didn’t seem to notice him. And the vocalist realized that sharp stare Die had. He was jealous…he was burnt with his dark jealousy seeing Shinya dancing laughing enjoying his time with the other guys. Kyo sighed, that was something Shinya never really did. The drummer was always lonely…

What was Die doing here? How did he know Shinya in that club? Did he stalk them?

Kyo frowned. Die was getting too much!

Nevermind…he’ll give up…Kyo shut his eyes as he lay on the couch and slept.

*

-Saturday-

Kyo swung Shinya through the beat ignoring people who gathered around them. The drummer gasped surprised by the small guy’s strength but Shinya laughed. Kyo yelled and pulled Shinya back to his arm. Some people cheered and Kyo bowed politely. Shinya laughed even harder and hugged Kyo tightly. Then others joined them and a bleached haired guy took over Shinya. Kyo pouted but screamed as somebody else carried him from the back. Kyo turned his head around and saw Masaki smirking.

"Sexy Kyo-chan…" the small guy glared and kicked him but Taka quickly grabbed Kyo’s legs from the other side. The vocalist smiled slyly to his bandmate who let out an evil laugh. Kyo thought they were trying to seduce him because Masaki started to lick his earlobe but the next thing he knew was Taka taking off his shoes tickling him. Kyo screamed and kicked everywhere. Shinya saw what happened and laughed loudly. So everyone got interested and joined the two who started it.

"I can’t believe you helped them!" Kyo yelled at Shinya after they threw him on the couch. Just because he was small didn’t mean they could do something like that to him! Shinya smiled seeing Kyo’s cute pout. The drummer moved closer to the older man wrapping an arm around him.

"Come on Kyo…we’re just having fun! And don’t tell me you don’t like what we did!" Kyo merely blushed. Shinya giggled and the vocalist turned away. His expression change instantly seeing a red head guy ordering another drink at the bar. Kyo narrowed his eyes. Die was sitting quite far away but it was obvious that he had been observing Shinya!

I can’t believe he did that! That’s so stupid!

Die must’ve followed them ever since Shinya picked him up from his house. Die…stalking Shinya?! Why was he so possessive? Kyo gulped, that sounds a bit scary…

He turned around staring at Shinya who was talking to Taka. Kyo winced. That vocalist from Transtic Nerve stared at Shinya the way Kyo saw Kaoru and Toshiya stared at each other. That kind of look…Taka was really interested and Shinya didn’t even know that! As usual…

Kyo looked back towards Die. He was staring sharply at Shinya…

Kyo sighed.

Maybe he meant what he said…maybe he does love Shinya really much…

*

-Sunday-

"Moshi-moshi" Toshiya yawned forgetting his manners and forgetting it wasn’t even his apartment and his phone.

"Ohayo Toshiya…I need to talk to you" Kyo spoke in deep voice. He looked around and Shinya was sleeping in his own room peacefully. It was really rare for Kyo to wake up earlier that anyone else but he had something really important to ask Toshiya and Kaoru…whoever was close with Die right now. And he was sure Shinya didn’t mind him using the phone.

"Heh? What time is it? …Woah… you’re awake Kyo!" Toshiya made a purring sound and Kyo could imagine the bassist stretching his slender legs on the bed. With Kaoru sleeping beside him of course.

"I thought you had trouble waking up, boo" Toshiya pouted and told Kyo to shut up. The small guy sighed, "Is Kaoru there…awake?" he heard Toshiya giggled and replied in a wicked voice, "Iie…I think he’s a bit tired. Getting old…" Kyo heard him sighed and he could also imagine Toshiya staring at the older man lovingly and stroked his hair gently.

"Did Die tell you anything about what he had been doing for the past few days?" Kyo went straight to the point this time. There was a silence for a while.

"Toshiya…" Kyo demanded.

"Well…I…" Toshiya sighed and Kyo knew he was waking Kaoru up.

"Kyo?" the guitarist took over the phone.

"What did Die tell you? How come he was everywhere? Did he stalk us?" Kyo asked without stopping. Kaoru sighed and told Kyo he didn’t know anything. Kyo got angry.

"Kaoru, please! What’s happening with us?! I know you know something is going on! I don’t want to break us apart! Now it’s like you, Toshiya and Die then Shinya and me!" he hissed and glanced at Shinya’s room. He didn’t really want Shinya to know about this…not now…Shinya would be really mad! Kyo needed to know what Die was trying to do and Kaoru wasn’t helping!

" Die acted like a possessive mad man following Shinya everywhere he went and staring at him observing what he was doing! Whenever Shinya talked to a guy or a girl Die got jealous and it’s just too scary!" Kyo continued in the same tone. Kaoru gulped. This was getting too serious.

"Kyo, calm down…" Kaoru whispered. "I think Die wants to take care of Shinya…" he didn’t get to finish the sentence because Kyo snorted irritably.

"Take care of Shinya? You mean look after him? Kaoru! Shinya isn’t a ten-year-old kid! He doesn’t need some possessive ex boyfriend to spy on him!" Kyo walked around the room impatiently. He couldn’t take Die’s excuse! "We know what Shinya is like! He’s the most careful person I know on earth! And I’m sure Die knows that! Besides, hanging out with me make Shinya feel better of himself! He doesn’t have to dress up like some people told him to" Kyo narrowed his eyes.

There was a pause and Kyo knew Kaoru was trying to calm himself down. Nobody could say anything bad about Totchi ne? The small guy thought.

"I know! But Die just want to make sure!" Kaoru tried. "And I don’t want him nagging me, Toshiya and …Yoshiki about Shinya three o’clock in the morning because he can’t sleep worrying about him!" he replied sharply. Toshiya stared at him but then he lay on the bed turning away from his lover.

"What do you mean?" Kyo joined his eyebrows.

"Kyo…Die –loves- him…he’s really worried about Shinya every hour every minute every second!" Kaoru heard Toshiya sighed. Kyo bit his lip, "Then why did he hurt Shinya?" he asked.

Kaoru fell silent. This he couldn’t answer. He couldn’t say anything because he didn’t know the answer himself. Even Die didn’t know that. Kyo pouted, "If he really worries about Shinya…I’m still around!" I can take care of Shinya! Kyo screamed in his mind hurt by Die not trusting him.

Kaoru sighed.

"I don’t want to talk anymore, Kyo…I’m confused…and so is Toshiya" he sounded tired. Toshiya sat in front of him brushing his cheek gently. He gave Kaoru a loving look then held his koi’s left hand. Kaoru took a deep breath.

"If you want to know…ask Die…"

*

Shinya opened his eyes and turned his head around. Kyo was nowhere. He checked the bathroom and the small guy was nowhere. The drummer got up and walked towards the kitchen. There he found a note.

Kyo

Shinya smiled feeling Kyo’s sweetness but he couldn’t stop worrying about the ‘urgent’ thing Kyo was facing. He scratched his head confusedly and went back in to take a shower.

*

"I’m not doing that!"

"Die! I’m here early in the morning not because…" Kyo stopped looking at Die. "I’m here because I care about you and Shinya I don’t want this thing to go any further…" Die looked at him quietly.

"How if Shinya finds out? What will you do? He’ll get really made at you! you don’t have the right to stalk him and…" Die got up from his seat and he looked damn scary to the small man. Kyo winced slightly as Die grabbed his shoulders.

"Kyo…I don’t care! I just want to look after him! It pains me so much not knowing where he is…what he’s doing…who he’s with…" Die stared deeply into Kyo’s eyes. The vocalist could see how dark Die’s eyes were…he had never seen Die like that. Die was the funny one…but now…he had lost his jokes and everything. But! Kyo’s mind screamed.

"You don’t have the right to do that…and I was there…I’ll be there for him!" Kyo hissed. Die sneered, "Oh right! I saw you too…sleeping peacefully like a little kid…that’s what you call ‘I’ll be there for him’ ?" Die threw him a look…the one that scorned him. Kyo greeted his teeth.

"But Shinya is safe with me!"

Die let him go and sneered again.

"You don’t trust me?" Kyo narrowed his eyes. Die shook his head.

"You’ll see!" Kyo hissed before slamming the door behind him. A trace of worry painted Die’s face. Maybe Kyo wouldn’t act like the fun fearless Toshiya…and Shinya had gone out with out looking like a girl…and maybe they wouldn’t put themselves in danger…but there was something in Die telling him to be with Shinya…the drummer was in danger…something would happen…

Die grunted and kicked the table in front of him.

*

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