*** 

"Taka’s birthday party?"

Shinya nodded while biting his fingernail. Kyo sighed, so that was true! But he was relief the date yesterday wasn’t a date at all!

"It was really funny because we’re meant to be alone…but somehow all his friends were there…and we hung out all together as a bunch of guys!" Shinya chuckled remembering what had happened. Kyo smiled too trying to imagine the other vocalist’s face.

"You should’ve seen his face! I think he looked so mad!" Shinya bit his lip. He felt sorry for Taka actually…but he didn’t like him! Taka was only a friend!

"Ah…Kyo-kun…are you going to the party?" Shinya leaned back on the couch. Kyo nodded thinking that he had to! How if the gossip was true? Shinya smiled and threw his arms around Kyo, "Ah…I knew you would! Arigato Kyo-sama, I don’t really want to be alone like that Sugizo’s birthday party!"

Kyo pouted, "Hm…what happened?" he glanced at the drummer suspiciously.

Shinya blushed, "Nothing! Anyway…they said Taka would make a move!" Shinya changed the subject and Kyo rolled his eyes.

"Didn’t he make one already?"

"Iie!" Shinya knew Taka would ask him out…but the vocalist should know the answer!

"Kyo-san you know I want you to be there…there’s this feeling…telling me not to be alone!" Shinya touched his chest and patted it few times. Kyo raised and eyebrow, Die, me and now Shinya himself! It’s got to be a sign!

"Really…?" he asked but winced as Shinya hugged him again. This time was tighter than before. Kyo shrieked and moved uncomfortably.

"Kyo-chan…be with me ne?" Shinya laughed as Kyo pouted cutely, "Don’t you dare to call me cute! I hate! I wont’ go with you!"

"Aw…you will!" Shinya let go and leaned back on the couch. Kyo pouted thinking that maybe Shinya knew what he was thinking! He glanced at the drummer and was surprise. Shinya closed his eyes and played with his hair. He smiled dreamingly…drown into his own imagination.

"Kyo…I’m having sex tonight"

Kyo froze. (Imagine that? Cute Kyo froze on his seat…Kyo-sama get well soon L L7)

"N-nani?"

"I have the feeling that I’m gonna have sex tonight" Shinya opened his eyes and smiled. A weird smile Kyo had never seen before. Kyo moved closer to him and looked around. No one was there.

"You mean…Taka?"

Shinya laughed and shook his head. "Kyo…Kyo…Kyo-kun…have you ever felt the same before? Your instinct told you…something was going to happen…" Shinya stopped then whispered, "Sex…you would be in somebody’s arms…and rested yourself happily on him…" Kyo looked at Shinya in disbelief. Was it Shinya talking? Or maybe he was imagining things? The drummer had the same kind of smile…dreamy smile mixed with pleasure and longing. His eyes were close and his hands was waving in the air gently.

"Shinya…you’re worrying me!" Kyo admitted.

"No…don’t!"

"Dooshite?"

"This kind of feeling…only comes whenever I…" he stopped. Kyo made a face trying to guess the rest of the sentence, "What? Horny?" he looked at Shinya up and down, "You mean…you’re on now?" Kyo moved away. Shinya pouted and pulled him back, "Iie! You’re not romantic!" Kyo gave him a look.

"Die…" Shinya whispered. Kyo gasped. What did he say? Die?

"My instinct told me…I’m going to have sex tonight…and that feeling only comes telling me I’m going to be with Die! Judging from the past experiences…I did end up having sex…making love with Die everytime I had that feeling" Shinya nodded as he looked at Kyo. He wanted to convince the small guy that whatever he said was true!

"And it’s here now…" Shinya patted his chest, "I’m having sex tonight…with Die! It’s never wrong!" Shinya smiled confidently. Kyo looked at him as if Shinya had just told him that he slept with Yoshiki or something. It was unbelievable. Shinya fumed seeing Kyo’s expression.

"But don’t worry!" he added, "I’m not going to! I don’t sleep with strangers or friends…" not even producers…he wanted to say but nevermind. Kyo nodded and smiled slightly to him, "Okay…"

"Gee Kyo…can you imagine if I –do- sleep with him later…I must be really drunk!" Shinya looked at him. Kyo merely smiled and replied,

"Don’t say that Shin-chan…that might come true!"

Shinya pouted, "No! I’m careful! I’m cold!" Kyo snorted. "It’s true! I’m Shinya! It’s my nature you know…"

*

Toshiya stood frozen in front of the door seeing Die.

"Who’s that Totchi?" they could hear Kaoru yelling from the living room. Toshiya lost his voice as his heart beat leapt against his chest. Die smiled nervously…shyly.

"I went to your place…but no one was there. So I thought you might be here…" he touched his head then looked up at Toshiya, "And I was right!" he smiled wider. Toshiya blushed and smiled back and stepped aside so the red head could get in. Die nodded and entered the apartment.

Kaoru sighed and threw the papers on the table. He got up and stared at Die suspiciously. Toshiya stood up nervously looking at his lover. It was his place…and Kaoru had the right to tell Die off.

"I’m here to apologize…" Die spoke softly then turned back to Toshiya, "Gomenasai Toshiya-kun…" Die bowed. Kaoru widened his eyes and looked at Die in disbelief. The bassist held his hands up, "No! you…Die…" he stuttered and glanced at Kaoru. The purple head merely shrugged.

"Die…" Kaoru held his shoulder and he turned around. "I’m sorry too…"

Die smiled but then he bit his lip. Toshiya turned away and tears filled his eyes as Die’s head fell on Kaoru’s shoulder, shaking.

*

"Okay now?" Kaoru asked. Die nodded and tried to smile. Toshiya wiped his cheeks with the back on his hands and stared at the red head.

"Ima…nan ji desu ka" Die touched his wrist but he couldn’t find his watch. Toshiya glanced at his, "Ten…" his voice shook. Kaoru smiled and touched his hand, "Everything is fine now Totchi…" he whispered. The bassist smiled. Die got up and hugged him, "I’m sorry…" Toshiya frowned and patted his back, "Don’t try to make me cry more, Die…please…"

Kaoru laughed.

"He must be having fun right now…" Die whispered. He heard Kaoru and Toshiya sighed almost at the same time.

*

"Who’s this?" Takuro (Gyah…no more ideas…-L7) poked the man’s arm. There was no response. Jiro pouted and bent down studying the man’s face. "I don’t know…what’s he doing here? Lying on the floor…" he gasped, "Ah! Is he dead?" he looked up at the guitarist and earned himself a look. Takuro pouted, "Well…" he moved down and pulled the man up.

"I’m sure I’ve seen him before!" he exclaimed. Jiro studied the man’s face and frowned, "Hai! Somewhere…he looks oddly familiar too!" he held the stranger’s face and stared at it for a long long time. Suddenly he gasped, "Takuro-san…I think I know who he is…but to make sure that we have to make him stand up!" he pulled the man’s arm. Takuro glared at him, "Like how are you gonna do that?! He’s unconscious!"

Jiro pouted, "That’s why I said ‘we’ have to make him stand up…would you help?" he smiled looking at the guitarist. Takuro smiled back funnily and pulled the man up. Jiro gasped again.

"I know who he is!" suddenly somebody rushed into the room and stood between them . Takuro looked at him in disbelief. The man stuttered,

"Oh my goodness…" he mumbled before taking the man from Takuro and Jiro, "Kyo-kun…wake up!" Jiro smiled, "I knew it’s him!" Takuro held his head, "Jiro…I don’t think this is the right time to be happy!" he switched his attention to the small guy. "Is he okay?"

The blue head bowed slightly to him, "Konbanwa Takuro-san…I don’t know but…" he held Kyo up, "Kyo-kun…wake up!" he patted Kyo’s cheeks gently. Yuki grunted and bent down. Takuro helped him carried Kyo on his back. Jiro pouted, "Why is he here…alone?" he looked around the room, "I thought there’s a party in here…"

Takuro sighed, "Hai…what happened to the Transtic Nerve party? And you’re…"

"Lucifer no Yuki desu" Takuro nodded. "He’s not alone…Shinya-san is with the birthday boy…we don’t know where he is right now…" he winced as Kyo moved slightly.

"Do you need help?" Takuro offered but Yuki decided that he should go. "I have to take him back to his house…but…I don’t know where!" Takuro nodded holding his chin then he went to the bar. When he came back he gave Yuki a note. The blue head looked at him confusedly. Takuro shrugged, "Coincidently I have one of his friends’ address. I don’t know how and why but…Jiro, what’s that pink hair’s name? The one we talked to last time?" Jiro joined his eyebrows.

"You mean…the one Hisashi talked to about-"

"Hai hai…" Takuro nodded impatiently. Jiro thought for a while, "I think… it’s either Kaoru or Die…I’m not sure…" Yuki smiled and looked at the note, "That will do! Okay…domo arigato, bye!" Yuki disappeared carrying Kyo on his back. Takuro looked at his bandmate and Jiro sighed.

*

Die massaged the area between his eyes, "I should go now…" he got up ignoring Toshiya calling his name. Kaoru pouted and followed the other guitarist. He ran a little and held Die’s arm, "Wait! Stay a little longer…it’s not that we mind…" Kaoru shook his head. Die sighed, "Nay…I better go and sleep…" Toshiya stood behind Kaoru nodding to him. Die smiled but he turned away,

"Oyasumi…" somebody pressed the bell. Toshiya and Kaoru looked at each other and Die opened the door.

"Konbanwa…eh? I thought you’re pink head?" a blue haired young man greeted him with confused expression. Die arched an eyebrow touching his hair, "Iie…I’m always the red head… you’re looking for Kaoru…?"

Toshiya gasped and quickly rushed to Yuki, "How come…Kyo?" Die widened his eyes and realized that the young man was carrying somebody. A blonde guy…

*

"Okay…where do I put him?" Die looked around and Kaoru smiled, "There…the guest’s room" the violet head glared at him as Die chuckled, "You have a guest room?" but he walked towards the room and Toshiya opened the door. Kaoru sighed as Die put Kyo on the bed. The vocalist mumbled something then went back to sleep. Toshiya studied Kyo’s face while Die rushed out the room. Kaoru followed him.

"Hey…how come he’s drunk…really drunk? What happened? Who told you to come here? Where’s Shinya? You know Shinya? His friend?" Die held Yuki’s shoulders and stared at him sharply. He asked too many questions causing Yuki felt so scared and confused. Kaoru pulled Die’s hands away, "Die! Calm down! Do you want any drink? Let’s sit" he looked at the blue head who nodded nervously.

*

"What?" Die made a face.

"I don’t really know…Shinya-san is with Taka now…but I don’t know where they are! I only heard they mentioned -Pub Disco+dance-, you know that famous club right?" Kaoru nodded. Die covered his face. Seeing this Yuki seemed to have something in his mind.

"Ano…actually I heard something else as well…" he spoke softly. Toshiya went out of the room and sat beside his lover. Die looked at Yuki nervously.

"Taka-kun is rejected…that’s why Kyo-kun is really drunk! I think they made Kyo-kun and Shinya-san drank really much…but Kyo-kun can’t take it like Shinya does! And I think Shinya-san is with the Transtic Nerve’s guys and all the others!" Yuki tried to explain. Toshiya glanced at Die who couldn’t help feeling glad and relief.

Rejected…that word never sounded so beautiful in his ears. But now…it was so…wait!

"That means…he ‘s alone…" Die dismissed the thought and tried to concentrate on what’s happening now. Yuki nodded, "I think he’ll be fine…there’re lots of people there…and-" suddenly he stopped and looked at his watch.

"Oh no! I have to go!" he got up from his seat and looked at Die, "I have to go! I’ve other things to do!" he glanced at Kaoru, "I’m sorry but I have to take him here" Toshiya smiled, "It’s okay…no one is at Kyo’s place. You did the right thing" Yuki bowed and rushed to the door. Die got up and followed him. Toshiya sighed, "now what’s he gonna do?"

Kaoru turned to his lover, "What he should…"

*

"Wait! He’s with the Transtic Nerve’s guys! Right?" Die pulled Yuki’s arm as he reached the parking lot. Yuki laughed and nodded. "You gave me a fright Die-san"

Die sighed, "I’m going to that club…Thank you! you don’t know how much you’ve helped me!" Die bowed but Yuki held him.

"So the gossip was true!" he exclaimed.

"Nani?"

"They said Shinya-san had a guardian angel…like a saint that always protect him!" Die blushed as Yuki’s smile widened and the younger guitarist glanced at his hair, "A red haired saint…I think that’s so romantic!" it was now his turn to blush realising what he had just said. Die smiled back, "Well…"

"I think Shinya-san is really lucky!" Yuki spoke softly.

Die’s smile faded and thought for a while.

"No…" he shook his head slowly. Yuki looked at him in surprise.

"I’m the lucky one…"

*

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