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Toshiya opened his sleepy eyes, "Kyo-kun…what are you doing?" he thought he smelt burnt. His eyes bulged, seeing Kyo holding papers and a box of matches. The vocalist had a huge grin on his face. Die was looking at him in disbelief, "Kyo-kun…you’re not doing that are you?" Kaoru gulped.

"Hey! What’s going on?!" Toshiya demanded for an explanation, "Kyo-kun! Are you going to burn this whole studio down?" he turned to Kyo. The vocalist ignored him. The bassist turned back to Kaoru, "What’s going on?" he pouted.

"Yoshiki-san called him cute and he got pissed, so the sadistic Kyo-sama came back while you’re sleeping…" Kaoru tried to explain. Toshiya smiled, "Kawaii des ne…" Kyo jerked his head up, "What did you say?" his voice all cold and scary. Die shook his head. Kaoru quickly covered his lover’s mouth.

"MMmppphHH!" Toshiya mumbled. Kaoru smiled, "That’s what he said just now…" he spoke funnily. Die couldn’t help laughing.

Kyo went back to work with a wider and more sadistic grin on his face, "He’ll be sorry calling me cute! He’ll be really sorry! And I want him to beg on his knees begging for mercy!!!" he took out a match. Toshiya gulped looking at his bandmate. Kaoru sighed, "Kyo…don’t do this! Let’s find a better way, ne? if you burn this place down, what will happen to you?" Die nodded backing up the older man’s statement.

"Screw this place! I don’t care!" Kyo hissed. Toshiya looked at Kaoru worriedly, "What are you doing?! Stop him!" he pushed. The pink head shook his head, "It’s okay…I wet the matches days ago…it won’t work!" he whispered near Toshiya’s ear. The bassist nodded then smiled dreamingly, "Kaoru-kun…you’re so thoughtful…" he leaned on Kaoru’s chest. The pink head grinned at Die who merely rolled his eyes.

The door open and Shinya entered the room. Seeing all his bandmates looking weirdly at Kyo and Kyo himself had his back facing him, the drummer felt suspicious. Die turned and stood up. The drummer gulped. Kaoru smiled, Toshiya grinned. Kyo still attempted to light the matches.

"Ohayo, Shin-chan!!!" Toshiya greeted loudly. The drummer nodded, "Morning Toshiya-kun, Kaoru-kun…" the older man merely nodded back. Die bit his lip when suddenly Shinya’s eyes met his.

"Ohayo, Shinya…" Die spoke nervously. Toshiya glanced at Shinya, Kaoru bit his lip. Even Kyo stopped and turned. The drummer didn’t even know everyone was looking at him. He was too focused on his own feelings.

"Morning, Die-kun…" Shinya tried not to blush. He put up a nervous shy smile as Die gave him his typical smile. Kyo grinned, "Morning Shin-chan…you look really pretty today!" the drummer turned away blushing. Toshiya, seeing Die’s face of utter bliss kicked the red head’s leg. Die winced and glared at him, "What?!"

"Look at you…so happy!" Toshiya teased.

Die blushed. It was not everyday he got Shinya talking to him. The guitarist sat down on the couch, looking really pleased. Toshiya leaned forward, "I think you really got a chance now!" Kaoru chuckled as Toshiya kept teasing the other guitarist. "Wah…so red ne…" he commented about Die’s face.

"Shhh!!!! Stop you guys!!!" Die tried to sound angry. Kyo went back to work.

"Well, I can’t believe old man like you have the ability to blush that way…" Kaoru pointed at his face. Die held his face and pouted cutely,

"Whatever!" he walked away. Toshiya looked at Kaoru, "He’s not old man!" the bassist protested. Kaoru arched an eyebrow, "Excuse me? he was turning twenty six in few months!"

"Iie! I don’t care! He’s not an old man!" he crossed his arms. Kaoru sighed, "It’s so not fair for me! why am I the one being called old man? Die has the same age!" Kaoru pouted.

Toshiya smiled and moved closer, snuggling up to him, "You’re the only old man…" Kaoru blushed a little as Toshiya hugged his waist, "My old man…" Kaoru blushed more deeply.

Kyo turned to look at them before cursing. The matches didn’t work at all! Decided that he should go and thought of a better way to take his revenge, the vocalist walked away.

*

Shinya played with the necklace in his hands, staring at it. He looked thoughtful for a while, but then Shinya blushed and giggled softly. Cute flush swept his cheeks. Wonder what he was thinking about?

Everytime I looked at Die…I knew how I feel…

Shinya exhaled and looked up.

But just now…and that time at Die’s place…what was I thinking? It’s like…a new love…I’m falling in love again with the same guys…

"Not that I never stop loving him…" Shinya spoke to himself. But what he felt now was so different…and warm! The love he had before made him feel upset everytime he looked at Die. But now…

It’s so warm…and nice…

"Shinya!"

*jumps* Shinya looked up, startled. Toshiya smiled showing his crooked teeth, standing right in front of him.

"What are you thinking? You didn’t seem to notice my existence…" he pouted. Shinya shook his head, "Nothing…nothing…" he didn’t sound convincing. Nevermind, Toshiya thought. He didn’t come here for that.

"Can I sit here? With you?" he asked politely. Shinya couldn’t believe his ears, "Since when do you need to ask?" the usual Toshiya would just do whatever he felt right. Toshiya smiled shyly and sat down beside the younger man, "Well…you know…since I met Kaoru, he opened my eyes to the whole new world…" the older man spoke softly.

Shinya gave him a look.

"Ah…let’s talk about you…" Toshiya waved his hands around.

"So…had Die talked to you?"

"Iie…" Shinya pouted.

"You want him to right?" Toshiya purposely asked. The drummer glared at him. Toshiya suddenly had a genuine smile on his face, "You know I miss this kind of thing…talking to you" Shinya nodded smiling back. They fell silent for a while before Toshiya broke it off.

"Hey…do you know about that fireworks party?" Toshiya asked. Shinya raised both eyebrows, "Ah! Hai! I went last year…not sure about this year. Dooshite? Are you going?" Toshiya bit his lip, "I don’t know yet…but wouldn’t it be so romantic…" Toshiya stopped looking up dreamingly.

"Me and Kaoru…then you and Die…looking up the night sky…" he took Shinya’s hands, "Exchange our vows of love…with the moon and the stars and the amazing fireworks as the witnesses…" Toshiya looked at him. The drummer blushed.

"It’s in two days…and if you want to go, I can ask Die to go, and I’m sure he’ll be more than eager to go!" Toshiya held his hands tighter. Shinya blushed.

"Demo…" he began. Toshiya sighed.

"Scared?"

Shinya merely nodded.

"Don’t be! I’ll tell Die to do it! No delays! Whatever happens! Okay?" Toshiya asked though he already knew the answer. Shinya, however, thought for a while. Toshiya patiently waited for him. The drummer hesitated for a long while.

"If it doesn’t work…like the dinner…if Die didn’t say anything or if…" Shinya began but Toshiya put a finger near his lips, "Don’t even think that way Shinya…" Shinya gulped nervously. Toshiya thought for a while before smiling to him.

"Shinya…I’ll tell Die to do it! Okay? He has to do it that night! Or he won’t have the chance to anymore…he has to face it seriously and has to stop getting chicken out!" Toshiya’s eyes looked really convincing so Shinya could only nodded.

"Wait!" Shinya suddenly grabbed his arms as Toshiya was about to get up. With big eyes, Shinya stared at him, ‘he has to! I’ll do anything for that night! I’ll be really prepared…and I’ll talk to him! But it has to be that night!" the drummer’s voice shook.

Toshiya nodded, "I’ll make sure that happen!"

*

"What are you thinking?" Kaoru puffed the smoke out his mouth. Die bit his cig before turning to him.

"I was thinking about the fireworks party…" he mumbled. Kaoru raised an eyebrow, "The one in two days?" Die nodded.

"Wouldn’t it be so…good, if four of us go…and…" Die didn’t finish the sentence. Kaoru smiled, "Funny, Toshiya was away to convince him to go with us!" Die looked at him in surprise, "Hounto ni?!" Kaoru nodded slowly. Die smiled widely.

"Now I’m scared!" The red head mumbled taking a long drag. Kaoru snorted, "Don’t be!"

Die bit his lip, thinking, "You know what? I’ll do it!" Kaoru raised an eyebrow.

"I mean it, Kaoru! I’m doing it! Shinya will have to answer me, yes or no!" Die motioned with his hand.

"Great! You seriously have to!" came a voice. Both guitarists turned and saw Toshiya with a hand on his hip. Kaoru narrowed his eyes, "You talked to him?" Toshiya nodded walking slowly towards them.

"Now there’s only one more thing to do!" Toshiya mumbled, looking a bit worried. Die looked at him suspiciously. Kaoru pouted.

"We have to push Kyo to come along…"

"Yeah…we’re a band…five of us!" Die nodded.

"But how?"

"And he probably wants somebody…he doesn’t wanna be left alone ne?" Die asked.

Toshiya grinned, "I’m not worried about that part of story…" he looked at Die, "You! you have to do it! Or you won’t have the chance to next time!" he stopped.

"Shinya is really scared…"

"I know…"

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