GRAVITY 59
by Lady7
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Kyo walked towards the entrance, looked around and smiled back at Toshiya who smiled widely, "Hey! Take so long! Let’s go to Shinya’s room eh?" the vocalist nodded, but he didn’t move a muscle. The younger one joined his eyebrows, but then everything seemed clear as a figure appeared behind the singer.
Kaoru looked at Toshiya, weirdly. The bassist could sense it. There was something weird…but he turned away, walking towards the lift. And they met Yoshiki there, "Yoshiki-san…" Kaoru greeted him. Toshiya turned away while Kyo pretended not to know his presence. The producer nodded to Kaoru but couldn’t take his eyes off Kyo.
"So everyone is here…Where’s Die?" Yoshiki asked. Toshiya sighed, swore silently and glanced around the lobby. There was no sign of the red head. So Die wouldn’t come today eh? Baka Die…nevermind…
Toshiya sighed and entered the lift, escaping the fact that it was Kaoru holding the doors for him.
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"So everyone is here…" The doctor gasped and smiled to Shinya, "See, everybody cares for you. Don’t be scared okay?" Shinya looked away while Kaoru felt his heart beating faster as he noticed the changes in Toshiya’s expression. It’s not looking good. Toshiya looked too cheerful to be that cheerful…
"Shinya…how do you feel now?" Yoshiki approached, standing beside the bed. Shinya shook his head, "I’m feeling cold…" the doctor sighed while Toshiya jerked his head up. Cold?
"Shinya-kun…you have no fever…and it’s almost lunch time! Look!" the older man walked towards the window and opened it. To Shinya’s surprise, the sun shone brightly and the wind blew nicely into the room. It WAS weird. The sunless morning suddenly turned into a bright cheerful morning.
"But I still feel cold…" Shinya replied softly, hugging himself. Yoshiki looked at the doc, who shook his head, and smiled, muttering a low, ‘it’s okay’. The producer nodded.
"Shinya-kun…there’ll be few papers you need to sign, since you’re getting out of here. But there’s this form to fill…" Yoshida-san started and Toshiya hoped it was what he hoped it was. Kaoru looked at the doc confusedly while Kyo looked at Shinya. The drummer looked at Yoshiki, "What form?"
"Well, it’s just normal. You have to come here, twice a week. So I can check on the cut on your back" the doctor placed a paper on the table, "We need to know where you will be staying…"
Toshiya smiled.
Shinya joined his eyebrows, but then suddenly he turned to Toshiya, who gave a knowing smile. The drummer turned away quickly, not knowing what to do. The bassist bit his lip.
"Eh…I…"
Shinya looked around…Yoshiki was there, Kyo was there, Toshiya was there, Kaoru was there…
Die…wasn’t there.
"I-I want to go home…"
Toshiya’s jaw dropped further down than anyone else’s. Yoshiki gasped and started to mumble something. Kaoru looked at Shinya in shock while Kyo raised both eyebrows. The doctor looked confused for a while. And everyone skipped the door being opened slightly and somebody entered. And Toshiya was the first one who noticed, and the only one who noticed.
Die looked at him nervously before casting his eyes around the room.
Yoshiki was the one who spoke, "Shinya…home, you mean…"
Die joined his eyebrows as Kaoru continued, "Osaka?"
Kyo shook his head, "You can’t be going back to Osaka…" he hissed. Hearing this, the red head tensed up and was going to turn back towards the door when suddenly Toshiya grabbed his arm. Kaoru joined his eyebrows and noticed Die at last. He suppressed a relief sigh and tried not to look at Toshiya.
"Ano…Shinya. Are you sure…?"
Shinya looked away, hiding his face.
"Why isn’t Die-kun here?"
Came a soft mutter but to Die, it was piercing enough to make his heart stopped. And it really actually stopped, for a second and he could feel it. Toshiya smiled widely, turning to the red head, who stood frozen, staring at the figure sitting on the bed. Kaoru looked at Kyo who looked stupid. Yoshiki couldn’t believe his ears.
"Well, he seems to have his own things to do, I supposed" the doctor replied.
The image of Shinya smiling, the image of Shinya sitting on his couch, Shinya leaning on the fridge, Shinya brushing his hair and more and more of Shinya’s images suddenly appeared slowly in his mind. And they were contrast with the view he was staring at right now. The weak Shinya, white clothes, white bedsheets, white blanket…
"I…I want to stay with Die-kun…" Shinya spoke shyly, clutching the blouse tightly.
Die felt himself being carried, or more like being flew up from the ground, floating in the air. Toshiya nudged him slightly while Kaoru stared at Die in happiness. Kyo gulped and sighed in relief but Yoshiki looked like as if he still couldn’t believe his ears. Yoshida-san smiled.
"Can I stay with Die-kun…?" Shinya asked softly, still averted his eyes from his bandmates, his producer and the doctor. Die took a deep breath hearing that soft voice…he couldn’t believe it was Shinya…Toshiya tried to control his emotions while Kaoru tried not to smile wider and wider. Kyo, who finally realized Die was there, jumped.
"Well, I don’t think I can answer that question" the doctor spoke, "Why don’t you ask Die-kun himself?" there was a tease tone in his voice and Die gasped as the doctor pulled his arm, and soon he was standing in front of Shinya, "Here he is, why snuck in so quietly Die-kun?" the older man asked, ALOUD.
Toshiya chuckled seeing Shinya’s shock expression. But Die’s face was redder than Shinya’s and the younger one quickly turned away while Die just couldn’t take his eyes off Shinya. Kaoru nodded and Yoshiki, who finally smiled, walked towards him, "Let’s go…" he whispered. The pink head laughed as Toshiya dragged Kyo out of the room.
The doctor smiled to Shinya, "I'll leave it here…" he tapped the form on the table before walking out rather quickly. And giggled suspiciously sounded like Toshiya’s could be heard. The door closed with a click.
Die cleared his throat, not sure of what he should do…Shinya bit his lip lightly and the window suddenly became so interesting.
"Shinya…"
The younger one’s heartbeat paced in irregular beats as Die walked closer to him. The red head parted his lips, wanting to say something…but there was…nothing to say. No! There was too much to say…that he didn’t know where to start. And how to start…so Die merely stared at Shinya for a long long time.
Then Die stopped right in front of Shinya, sitting on the bed. The drummer casted his eyes down. Die smiled and cupped Shinya’s face with his palms and held it up. It felt like heaven... (though it might not be such a great feeling Mat-L7) it felt so right…to touch Shinya’s face, to feel the warmth, the smooth skin…
But now there were few little cuts, and a bruise…
Shinya gasped and slapped his hands away, "Don’t touch…" he muttered but Die held his face up, "I want to! I want to touch, to feel to look at you…forever…" he whispered. Shinya blushed considerably and suddenly noticed the changes in Die. The red head looked so serious…
"Shinya…You want to go back? To my place…stay with me, live with me…be with me?" Die asked with shaking voice. The drummer blinked, then smiled a little. He moved his hands up, touching Die’s…and with dreamy eyes he stared into Die’s…
"Forever…"
Die parted his lips in shock, not believing what he had just heard! This time…nobody was drunk, …no hassle, it was clear! And Shinya was not in coma, and this wasn’t Die’s dream…and Shinya was staring into Die’s eyes, and Die could see the crystal clear eyes…and he lost his words.
Shinya blinked in surprise as Die suddenly wrapped his arms around him, hugging Shinya tightly. The red head rested his head on his shoulder, shaking terribly. Shinya took a deep breath and wrapped Die in his arms,
"Die…"
Die hugged him tighter, still not believing it was Shinya he was holding, it was Shinya hugging him back, and it was Shinya…Shinya’s smell, Shinya’s arms, Shinya’s shoulder…Shinya’s hair…
Shinya
Finally…
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to be continued
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Ahhhh…..finally, finally….finally!!! I’ve been waiting for so long!!! Yes, this time is really reunite! Meaning no Shinya going away again, no Die doing stupid things again…and Nope, it’s not gonna end here. Sorry, there’re still a bit more to come. I hope you enjoy reading Gravity…as much as I write it! O.o like how much enjoyment will I get eh? Nevermind…
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Lady7
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