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Shinya stretched carefully, yawning before opening his eyes. He let out few stretching noises softly, turned around and gasped. Die was lying on the bed staring at him. The red head smiled, "Ohayo Shin-chan…" the younger one pouted.

"What are you doing?" he asked suspiciously. Die laughed, "Watching you sleeping" he replied calmly. Shinya’s eyes widened, he blushed instantly and covered his face. The older one laughed seeing that cute action and leaned closer, pulling Shinya’s wrists.

"Shin-chan…" he whispered. Then Die closed his eyes and gave Shinya a kiss on the forehead. Then he hugged Shinya tightly, taking a deep breath. Shinya blinked, he could feel something different! Like…Die was more relaxed now. Calmer and gentler now.

"You must be really tired" Die said as he pulled away slightly. Shinya blinked, "You slept the whole night Shin-chan…" he played with his hair. Shinya’s eyes widened in shock, "You watched me the whole night?!" Shinya asked in disbelief and Die merely smiled.

If Shinya woke up in the middle of the night, he wouldn’t find Die by his side right? He wouldn’t know Die came back around five, all sweaty and stunk. Shinya wouldn’t have any idea what his man had just done. The red head took a quick silent shower, scrubbing the evidences off. Then he lay down beside Shinya, watching him.

Tenderly watching Shinya sleeping, murmuring sweet loving words, wishing Shinya could hear them so the younger one dreamt of him, instead of those nightmares; touching his lover so gently, Die wished Shinya knew he was there, loved. …But that fire in his eyes, that fire which strangely lit up in his eyes, there was just something obscured about it.

And Shinya realized that

But why?

Die sighed, brushed his hair, smiled and got up. Shinya gasped as the red head suddenly picked him up. He looked at the older man in confusion, wondering he would be taken to. Die looked at him, "Let’s take a bath" he pushed the bathroom door opened as Shinya smiled, hugging Die’s neck and buried his head on the strong chest.

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"Ki~~yoooou…kunn!"

Kyo opened his eyes tiredly, sighed, rolled over then closed his eyes again. He heard some weird noises but ignored, which was a terrible big mistake coz Kyo wasn’t prepared at all when Toshiya practically put all his weight on his sexy (I really mean SEXY FLAT) butt and threw himself on Kyo’s smaller ones. The older one blinked, his breath stopped.

"Gyahhhh!!!!"

Kyo’s scream filled the air, the room felt as if it was shaking a little. Pain and pleasure (eh?) surrounding the lower region of his body. He growled burying his head on the cushion while Toshiya whined and whined, almost pitifully. The singer gasped, but remained silent after the long shriek.

"Kyo-kun…" the younger one whispered, huskily, "I’m bored…entertain me ne?" Toshiya lay on top of him, still whining. After waiting for few seconds and getting no response at all, he let out more and more pitiful whimpers right on top of Kyo’s ear. The vocalist knew damn well that the bratty bassist got the devil grin on his face, despite all those whiny pathetic weeps.

Toshiya pouted, tugging on Kyo’s shirt, "Koi…bored ne…"

"…"

"KYOOO" Toshiya yelled right into the poor singer’s ear. Kyo yelled back a ‘WHAT’ kicked everywhere but failed. Then he moved his arms, forgetting he was lying on his stomach, so there was no space to move. Plus all Toshiya’s weight, Kyo was about to be crushed! Toshiya played with his hair, "If you don’t play with me…I’ll tell Yo-chan what we used to do!"

Kyo’s eyes snapped wider, "Nani?!" the other one laughed hard, near his ears but suddenly stopped realising the strange wince from the older one. Kyo touched his ear and bit his lip. Toshiya gasped. After few seconds, Toshiya got off and sat on the carpeted floor.

"Kyo…?"

There was no reply. Kyo rolled to a side, touching his ear. He opened his eyes and saw Toshiya’s worry face.

"What…what’s wrong?" why…why are you so much in pain?" Toshiya asked, softly. Kyo shook his head holding Toshiya's shoulder, "I’m not in pain. Just sometimes, it made weird sounds. Like it pops…everytime I heard loud noises…" Kyo got up and sat on the couch. Toshiya did the same with an arm wrapped around the smaller man.

"Kyo, sorry? I’m so sorry…" Toshiya shut his eyes, hugging him tightly. His voice all soft and full of guilt. Kyo smiled, hugging him back, "It’s okay…nothing’s wrong. I’m fine Totchi" he patted the younger one’s back. Toshiya pulled away, "When did it start?" he asked concernedly. Kyo thought a little before shrugging, "Hm. Few days ago. Well, kind of a week…" the younger one sighed.

"Have you seen a doctor?" Toshiya looked at Kyo with curiosity and worry mixed all together in his eyes. The vocalist shook his head, "Iie. I don’t think it’s –that- serious. I mean…" Toshiya pouted, "What do you mean by that?" Kyo laughed, "Relax! It’s just too much of hard rock! Nothing’s wrong with me!" he gave the younger man an assuring hug. Toshiya hugged him back, kissing his head, "I’m so worried!" Kyo laughed again shortly.

"Does Yoyo know?"

"…"

"Kyo…" he began but Kyo whined aloud, "Stop ne! he doesn’t have to know EVERYTHING about me!" the other one’s eyes fluttered close then opened again and Toshiya bit his lip before sighing loudly, "Kyo! You just HAVE to! He’s your lover!" Toshiya pushed. The older man stuck his tongue out, "Heh! Lover he is! Calls and massages come but not him! He’s never with me he’s never around! He’s BUSY!" he stopped, "if I tell him, he’ll tell me not to do this and that. I don’t want that!"

Toshiya smiled, "He cares about you eh" his eyes brightened, "Don’t tell me he makes you scream till you…" Kyo glared so he had to stop. But then Toshiya grinned wider, "Or maybe it’s him who screams, making you almost deaf! Ohhh, Kyo-chan" he cupped Kyo’s sulking face and kissed the tip of his nose, "Teddy bear…" he hugged Kyo so tightly that the singer whimpered.

"If you’re somebody else Totchi, I’ll bite!" Kyo greeted his teeth. Toshiya laughed softly. Both men sat on the couch, silence filled the air as they hugged tighter. Kyo shut his eyes, threatening to fall asleep nay second while Toshiya managed to keep his eyes opened without tears streaming down.

"I miss you…" Kyo whispered. The younger one blinked, and those tears he held rolled down his cheeks. He rubbed his eyes, brushed his cheeks, took a deep breath then pulled away, looking at the older one. Toshiya’s eyes widened seeing Kyo’s watery ones. The bassist smiled sweetly, "I miss you too…" Kyo smiled back cutely.

"You were always with Kaokao…"

"Not anymore…I’ll be with you. But you’re always with Yoyo now…"

Kyo pulled away, looking up. Toshiya blinked and looked at him. Few seconds later both men burst out laughing with Toshiya mumbling Yoyo and Kyo saying Kaokao between giggles.

"Eh? What are you two doing?" came a voice and Kaoru was suddenly sitting on the opposite couch. Speak of the devil, both younger ones laughed harder, to Kaoru's surprise. But he tried to ignore. The purple head fumed, then turned away, brushing his long hair (he DOES have long hair right? –L7) Toshiya stopped and stole a glance and found out at the same time, Kaoru was also stealing a glance. He smiled to the older man, who nodded shyly. Kyo grinned; with all the devilish charm, he moved forward and kissed Toshiya’s lips. Kaoru snapped his head up while Toshiya gasped. The small one winked and Toshiya got it all

"Teddy bear…"

*knock-knock*

Kaoru turned, Toshiya and Kyo exchanged looks. Who knocked on the door? The older one got up, walked towards the door and opened it. Both younger ones heard a loud gasp so they hurriedly reached the door and gasped aloud too, peering over Kaoru’s shoulders.

Die was holding Shinya's hand, smiling charmingly to his lover. Shinya smiled back a little, looking at the red head. Kaoru smiled too, "Hey guys. I didn’t know you’d be here!" the younger ones behind him nodded and exchanged some comments about it. Die pouted, "A surprise I suppose!" Shinya laughed and nodded to the older guitarist, "I heard you visited me, but I was asleep!" he turned to Die, "I’m still angry at you!" he pulled his hand away. Die looked all sad and upset, "Eh, I didn’t dare to wake you up!" Shinya softened a little then took Die’s arm. The red head grinned, alls sadness gone with the wind.

"We don’t need lovey-dovey here! Come Kaokao, let’s go!" Kyo suddenly pulled Kaoru’s arm, and immediately Toshiya walked towards the drummer, "Shin-kun…you look so fresh!" he smiled sweetly and touched Shinya’s hair, "Kirei na…" the younger one blushed. Die smiled, patted the bassist’s arm then walked in after kissing Shinya’s cheek. Toshiya looked at the retreating back before realizing how weird it felt being left with Shinya in the corridor.

The drummer looked at Toshiya, with something in his eyes.

"Toshiya…" Shinya smiled, "It feels so right…" the older one blinked, surprised. The drummer laughed and took his hand, placing Toshiya’s palm on his chest.

"Here"

Toshiya gasped, looked startled, and was utterly speechless. But then he regained himself and smiled meaningfully, "Thank you…Shinya, you don’t know how much it meant for me" he whispered. The younger one gasped and shook his head, "NO, no…thank you! If you’re not there that time, I’d probably…left already!"

Toshiya stared at Shinya, with tearful eyes. He got them break up, and he got them back together…?

"Guys, come in! Or should I say girls?" Kyo’s voice could be heard and the pretty ones heard giggles from inside. Toshiya pouted, pushed the door opened and looked around, "What do you mean by girls?" Kaoru smiled a little while Die approached Shinya and hugged him from behind. But the bassist noted that among the warmth, there was something. Like nervousness. Yeah. It was there.

In Kyo’s eyes, on Kaoru’s face and Die’s tired movements.

They talked in there before calling them in?

Die cleared his throat and wrapped an arm around Shinya’s waist. The drummer leaned his head on his shoulder. Kaoru got up and coughed aloud, as if trying to draw attention. If that was his purpose, he got it. Everyone stared at him.

"We’ve talked about things, in the last meeting. About Die and Shinya, and everything" he glanced at Toshiya, "And maybe it’s better to set up a holiday!" Toshiya’s eyes widened but not like Kyo’s ones. They brightened straight away. Die smiled as Shinya looked confused and surprised at the same time. Kaoru smiled at Die.

"Yeah. A holiday. I’ve talked about it"

Shinya looked at his lover, "Nani? I didn’t know that"

Kyo joined in, "SO are you guys going somewhere? Or just staying around?" he looked at Shinya and Toshiya stood behind the vocalist, looking confusedly at Die. Kaoru turned to the redhead, waiting for the answer.

Die tightened his hold on Shinya, "Yeah. We’re going to Jamaica!" he looked at his lover.

"We ARE?" Shinya gasped loudly. Die nodded, "Yeah. We are!" he brushed Shinya’s hair lovingly. Toshiya sighed and smiled sweetly looking at the couple. Kyo clapped his hands, but then he turned to Kaoru, "Where is Jamaica?" Kaoru smack his head slightly and told him where it was supposed to be. Toshiya laughed nervously. His eyes locked at the couple still.

"You don’t have to do this…" Shinya whispered looking at Die. The redhead shook his head, "It’s something I’ve planned for so long!" he hugged Shinya’s waist with both arms. The drummer bit his lip and threw his arms around Die’s neck, "Thank you…" the redhead hushed him gently, rubbing his palm on the frail back very carefully. Toshiya watched with emotion building up inside.

It was so beautiful…it was like …an achievement! He broke them apart, and he was the one getting them back together! Fro the first time in his life, Toshiya felt that nothing else in this world seem important anymore. As long as they were together again, all those worry and sadness gone…relief washed over him. It didn’t matter if he lost a lover.

He had lost a lover…

*bang*

Shinya jumped, Die snapped his eyes opened and hugged Shinya protectively while Kyo gasped and Toshiya held his breath. Kaoru remained quiet. Yoshiki entered the room with fury in his eyes, but as he looked around and saw Shinya shrinking in Die’s embrace, he cooled himself down.

"Morning everyone…" it was fakely cheerful. The producer cleared his throat and approached Shinya, "I’m so glad to see you here. How are you?" he touched Shinya’s cheek gently. The drummer smiled a little, "I’m fine. Arigato…"

Kyo opened his mouth, wanted to ask. But after what Die had told him just now, he decided maybe it was better not to.

Don’t talk to him in a loud voice. Don’t mention anything about the incident, if he wants something, let him have it!

Kyo bit his lip and merely stared at Yoshiki.

"Toshiya, I heard about you and your cook book! What’s going on there?" Toshiya’s eyes widened, "Nani? Who told you-" he saw Shinya giggling, "Shinya…why did you tell him?!" Yoshiki laughed and somehow Kaoru got what the producer wanted and somehow, unconsciously, he began to talk to Shinya.

"I heard that-"

Die smiled, watching Shinya was surrounded by them, his friends. Everything started to fall to right places.

But something was wrong.

Yeah, something was really wrong. Was it because of that loud bang Yoshiki made just now?

It’d got to be!

Suddenly Die felt his arm being pulled roughly and he was suddenly dragged out of the room. He gasped and saw Yoshiki’s angry face.

"What have you done?!!!" he hissed. Die blinked in surprise.

"What have you gotten yourself into?! Die! Answer me!" he hissed more, with anger/fury/rage in his eyes. Die joined his eyebrows, "I don’t know what you mean…"

The producer snorted, "Yeah! You’ll know soon, if you really don’t know what I’m talking about! My office! Somebody’s already waiting for you there!"

Die’s eyes jumped.

Something was wrong…

Really wrong

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