Toshiya was asleep on the bed. His fingers curled tightly in the pillow unconsciously in his sleep. The dried tears frozen silently on his cheeks.

Kaoru sat on the edge of the bed, throwing his wet jacket over the side of a chair along side. He felt like the biggest jerk in the world. He had yelled at Toshiya. He had the spend the day at his parents house and got in a huge fight there…he shouldn’t have brought it home with him.

He had made Toshiya cry, then Toshiya locked himself in the bathroom and Kaoru left, intending to get drunk but decided against it. He had sat outside the apartment door for nearly an hour. The floor was dirty and sticky and it was cold and the rain came so hard it soaked him, despite the fact that he was under the overhang.

He had listened to Toshiya crying and moving around the apartment through the door.

When he had entered the apatto he had seen half his clothes and belongings in a bag on the floor, but then a trail of clothes led him to the bedroom where Toshiya had apparently thrown himself down and sobbed himself to sleep.

He stroked a finger down a tear trail and slowly leaned down to lick it away, feeling Toshiya’s pain in the salty residue.

"I’m sorry." He whispered in Toshiya’s ear. Toshiya only mumbled and turned over in his sleep.

Kaoru admired Toshiya’s beautiful ass in the tiny shorts he wore. He shook his head and slid up the bed to hug Toshiya from behind, feeling him stiffen as he woke up.

Toshiya felt the arm loop around his waste, very distinctly Kaoru’s, as he recognized the feeling.

"I’m sorry, honey…" Kaoru whispered in his ear.

Toshiya pouted as he felt more tears in his eyes. He pulled away and crawled through the dark to the front of the bed and burried himself in the blankets, turning away from Kaoru. Go away. He thought to himself, he didn’t want to cry again, and Kaoru’s presence defenatly would make him.

"Tochi…" If Toshiya didn’t want to forgive him…he could make him forgive him.

Toshiya nearly jumped off the bed when he felt Kaoru’s hot tongue trail up his spine, from the base just above his ass to his bottom of his neck.

"Kaoru…don’t." He whined. Kaoru knew this always worked on him, that he wouldn’t be mad after this…he didn’t want the fight to end this way this time. But damn, it felt so good!

Kaoru’s hand snaked around to Toshiya’s chest and ran idely over a nipple. Toshiya moaned and jerked back against Kaoru.

"Ne, Tochi, don’t be mad at me, okay?"

Toshiya didn’t answer, only put his arm up and ran his fingers through Kaoru’s hair harshly until Kaoru winced. "Kaoru, you must be punished!" Toshiya whispered hotly as he turned back to Kaoru. He placed a passionate kiss on Kaoru’s lips, sucking on his lip until it bruised and pulled away before Kaoru could clamp him against his chest.

"Wait there." Toshiya said and disappeared out of the room.

Kaoru panted from the kiss, hard as a rock. He jerked his clothes off, throwing them everywhere and dove beneith the blankets. He knew how to turn on Toshiya. He pulled the blankets down so that they were just above his errection, they also turned him on as the silk sheets brushed his sex and made him shiver.

"Tochi, hayaku kudasai!" He breathed loudly.

He nearly laughed when he saw Toshiya’s arm come around the side of the doorframe and fumbled for the lightswitch. He flicked it off then stood in the doorway. He was holding something. Kaoru strained to see. "What do you have?"

He heard Toshiya’s giggles. "You would love to know…"

The bed shifted under Toshiya’s waste. Kaoru sat still as Toshiya bound him to the headboard, growing harder and harder at wondering what Toshiya would do. Then Kaoru screamed.

Pain hit his chest and then stung. He heard Toshiya laugh again. He was standing on the bed above Kaoru and then he realized what it was he was holding. A short, leather, horse whip.

"Toshiya!" Kaoru struggled. Damn! He bet he would have a mark. "Iitai!" He screamed again as the whip lashed down over the other mark.

It hurt like hell but Kaoru never wanted Toshiya more than now. It was Kaoru’s whip, Toshiya had never gotten to use it before! He had always had the power, but seeing it reversed made him so damn hot for Toshiya!

Toshiya flung the whip away and dropped down onto Kaoru, biting and sucking his chest, leaving dark, painful kiss marks.

Kaoru panted, "Toshiya! Quick torturing me! Take me!"

Toshiya ignored him as he scraped his deep hard against his chest and down to his stomach. He sucked and pulled on his belly button until Kaoru practically screamed with laughter. "Tochi! That tickles!"

Toshiya laughed, practically out of breath, and sucked in more air before devouring Kaoru’s sex in his mouth.

Kaoru screamed and bucked hard against Toshiya’s mouth. Toshiya smiled wickedly and pulled away. "Damnit, Toshi! You are such a tease!"

"I told you," Toshiya hissed sexily in his ear. "You need to be punished!…you need to feel pain!"

He quickly parted Kaoru’s legs. "Wait!" Kaoru said quickly. "I have never been the bottom!" He looked nervous.

Toshiya frowned at him. "Don’t worry. ‘It only hurts a little.’" He repeated the words Kaoru first told him. Kaoru grimaced inwardly, wishing he never said them!

"Don’t worry!" Toshiya smiled and slammed into Kaoru. He groaned in extasy as he slammed over and over into his lover. He didn’t know it would be so good! Kaoru had been selfish with him!

He grabbed Kaoru’s sex and pumped his hard and fast, matching his own rythem. Kaoru finally groaned and bucked up again, slamming their hips over and over until the steam of bright light exploded in his eyes and he screamed and came between their bodies.

Toshiya groaned when Kaoru’s muscles tightened almost painfully but tried to keep his rythem until he was too exhausted to go on and came so deeply in his lover.

"Oh…Kaoru." He collapsed and stoked his hair lovingly.