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Seed of Love 4

Kaoru flicked the light on as he entered the apartment he and Toshiya shared, trailing behind the bassist. His eyes followed the young man as he padded to the couch with his shoes on and tumbled onto it.

" Ne, take off your shoes first…" he said, sitting on the armrest while taking Toshiya’s dirty shoes of for him. When did he become Toshiya’s slave, he wondered… Glancing at him, Kaoru gently brushed his fringe away from his eyes.

" Hn…" Toshiya hugged a cushion tightly. " Thank you, Kaoru-chan..!" He felt so tired, so sleepy…maybe it was because of -it-…but funnily he had stopped his morning rounds of vomiting and nausea attacks.

The purple-haired man stared fondly at him and gradually leaned towards his face for s kiss. Their lips met at a familiar angle, savouring the familiar taste of each other’s lips. Slowly Toshiya pulled away but Kaoru protested at the break of contact and forced his lips upon Toshiya’s.

" Mnn! Kaoru, yameteya!!!"

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A soft gasp parted his lips when strong arms slid around his waist from behind. A short giggled escaped him as he turned around to wriggled out of those arms but the giggle was smothered by a pair of hot lips.

" Li’l Shin-chan…" Die whispered, loosening his embrace before Shinya got squashed to death.

The drummer scrunched up his nose. "Eee, don’t call me like that!!!" But he blushed nonetheless, his face flushed pink shyly.

" My sweet cute Shinya-baby…!" Die teased him more, dropping a sloppy kiss on his cheek.

Shinya settled into his arms, comfortably resting on his chest as they sat down on the sofa. Stretching out, Shinya grabbed the remote control and switched the TV on. There was a drama on.

" Hm, Shinya? Kyo told me something this afternoon."

Shinya felt the hair on the back of his neck prick up. " What did Kyo tell you?" he asked, thinking Toshiya isn’t gonna be too happy about this…

The redhead twirled Shinya’s hair around his index finger. " Well…it was funny."

" What?"

" Toshiya…um, pregnant???" Die snorted than burst into laughter. "Hey, Shin-chan! Are you pregnant too?" A sly grin lit up his face.

Shinya shrieked as Die’s hands went under his top and tickled his stomach.

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The bassist pushed him away roughly, sitting upright in one corner of the couch. Kaoru grabbed his right wrist firmly. "What’s the matter with you?!" the older man asked, annoyance flaming in his eyes. Kaoru tried to kiss his lips again but Toshiya turned away, so he ended up smooching his cheek.

" Kaoru, please!"

"Why?!" Kaoru propped the young man horizontally on the couch, parting Toshiya’s legs with his knees so that he could lie in between. "You didn’t let me last night too! Is there something wrong?"

" No! Nothing…! I just feel tired, that’s all!" Toshiya answered, looking sideways. He heard Kaoru let out a frustrated sigh. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to do it with Kaoru but he had seen himself in the mirror, he had touched himself…Kaoru wouldn’t miss that, would he? No, no. He didn’t want Kaoru to know…not yet anyway… "Please let me go, Kaoru…"

Kaoru’s brows knitted together. "No, Toshiya." He engulfed Toshiya’s lips in a deep kiss, pressing his slim body down with his own. Toshiya’s eyes widened and he cried out in protest. Kaoru ignored his objection, grinding his hips against the young man’s as his fingers clutched the hem of his shirt to pull it up.

" Augh!" Kaoru cried out when Toshiya kneed him in his abdomen. Clutching to his middle, he swore. "Shit! What’s wrong with you?!"

Gasping, Toshiya looked at Kaoru. He whimpered as he stood up, backing away from Kaoru who was seething with anger. He felt as if the world blurred around the edges as something churned inside him. He felt sick now. He whirled around for the bedroom.

" Toshiya! Come back!" Kaoru ran after him into the bedroom.

In the darkness, he found Toshiya curled up on the floor. Kaoru was still heated up. What the heck?! Toshiya had hit him! Growling he grabbed Toshiya by his hair brutally and jerked his head up.

"You’re hiding something from me, aren’t you?!"

" Stop, Kaoru!!!" Toshiya yelled back at him. "Leave me alone!"

Kaoru kept quiet, seeing the tears that were brimming at the corners of his lover’s eyes. "To…Toshiya…?"

Toshiya curled up more, his body twisting as he hugged his knees. It felt painful. His stomach…no, a bit lower…no, all around…it hurt like hell…He whimpered out in pain as it attacked him viciously. Why, all of a sudden…??? He bit his lower lip.

" Toshiya, are you okay?" Kaoru let go off him, kneeling beside on the carpet while holding his face in his hands.

" Pain…Kaoru, so pain…" the young man sobbed, clutching his stomach.

Concern overrode his earlier anger as he tried to soothe Toshiya. "You want an aspirin? Want to lie down?"

" I don’t know…I can’t move, Kaoru," Toshiya winced, his face contorted with discomfort. His fingers curled around Kaoru’s shoulders, his nails digging into his shirt as the pain came and went only to come again a second later with greater force.

Tears rolled down his cheeks as he looked up pleadingly at Kaoru for help. The older man’s face smudged in his vision. "Kaoru…" Soon, blackness swallowed him and he saw nothing.

Kaoru called out his lover’s name in panic as Toshiya slumped down in his arms, his hands falling limply off his shoulders.

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to be continued.......

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