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Dedicated to lkb and kurara^^!

Seed of Love 6

He pressed the older man down onto the mattress, his hands pinning him down by the wrists into the pillow, as he scorched his lips with a fiery kiss. Kaoru gasped as sharp teeth bit into his lips and panted when the kiss broke. "To…Toshiya…!"

The taller man was at the foot of the bed, giggling, obviously feeling much better. "I’m hungry!" he pouted.

The older man merely snorted at this and as a result, got hit by Toshiya with a pillow across his head. "Ow! You’re so violent!" Kaoru grabbed both his wrists and locked them together between their bodies. Their eyes met and the next thing they knew they were kissing(again). But this time they were doing it softly, sweetly.

Suddenly the door opened. But the two bishonen did not stop kissing. A soft cough came from the direction of the door. No reaction. Then a very loud, rude cough made them stop.

Kaoru and Toshiya turned to look.

"Ohayo, Nikkura-san, Hara-san…" a young man with nice black hair greeted them, his cheeks were slightly flushed.

"Ah, ohayo, Nakamura-sensei," Kaoru got off the patient’s bed, smiling sheepishly. Behind the doctor, Kyo popped out. "Hey, hey, congratulations!!!!!!" he bounced over to Kaoru and slapped his back. Kaoru winced.

"How are you feeling, Hara-san?" the doctor asked, looking at he jrocker who was now lying down obediently.

"Fine…but I’m hungry…" he started to whine, flicking his doleful eyes at the rather handsome(Kaoru: *ahem*) man.

Nakamura pushed his glasses up and smiled at his patient. "Okay, you can eat after I do a short check-up okay?" he turned to the other two men in the ward. "Pardon me…may you excuse us?" he asked politely.

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"Don’t worry…I think it’s fate."

"Fate?" Kaoru’s eyebrow quirked up.

"Yeah, it’s fate that Toshiya bears you a child! So even though something went wrong somewhere along the way and he turned out a man, nothing can change the course of fate ne?" Kyo grinned, pushing the styrofoam cup towards the violet-haired leader.

Steam rose in tendrils from the black coffee as Kaoru cupped his palms around the cup in order to warm his hands. He smiled. "I hope you’re right…I hope nothing’s wrong with Toshiya." He sighed.

Kyo just watched for a while. A minute, two minutes ticked by. Then looking into the pool of coffee in his cup, Kyo began to laugh to himself then it gradually became louder till he was laughing hysterically at Kaoru.

"Nani?!" Kaoru frowned.

"I feel like comforting an old friend whose wife got pregnant! Hahaha!" Kyo held his aching stomach.

"Grr! Stop laughing! It’s not funny!!!" Kaoru growled. The people in the canteen stopped eating, drinking, chatting, etc. and stared at them.

Kyo wiped his tears away and covered his mouth. "Okay, okay, I’ll stop," he calmed Kaoru down. "But really…whatever you think, in my personal opinion, Toshiya is a strong person. No matter how he acts or looks. Inside he’s strong…and don’t forget, he’s also a man ne! Don’t worry!"

Kaoru kept quiet but nodded to himself. What Kyo said could be true…after all, Toshiya was a man… Um…Kaoru’s brows knitted into a light frown.

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One week after…

"Ow…"

Kaoru had a stack of letters under his arm and the bag with Toshiya’s hospital stuff under the other. Under his eyes were dark bags of shadow and his high gothic cheekbones now were more protruding with his sunken cheeks.

"Ow…!"

Kaoru dropped the bag onto the floor next to the couch and flipped through the letters. He yawned, making his eyes turn watery. He rubbed one eye with his knuckles as he padded to the kitchen to get a drink. "Ow!!!" Again, he heard it. And he ignored it.

Toshiya glared at him sharply when he came back into the hall and sat on the single sofa. The bassist was lying down on his back on the couch. "Ow!!"

"……"

"Kaoru!" he got up with his lower lip pouting out and he kicked Kaoru’s legs.

"Gah!" Kaoru exclaimed. "Nani?!"

Toshiya threw himself onto Kaoru, nearly squashing him. "You don’t care about me! So mean, so heartless!" He bashed Kaoru’s head with a cushion over and over again.

"Oi! Stop it!!!" the older man grabbed the pillow and pulled it away from the violent man.

Rid of his weapon and with Kaoru confronting him with the angry look on his face, Toshiya slumped down on the armrest, his lower lip trembled slightly. Fed up, Kaoru didn’t notice and just threw the cushion on the floor and walked away.

‘He’s really angry with me…’ Toshiya thought, picking up the discarded cushion. Little droplets started to form in his eyes as he pressed his face into the soft cloth. ‘…I was just trying to get some attention…’ He hugged the pillow tightly. Suddenly Toshiya felt extremely lonely and scared. No one knew what was happening to his body and it seemed as if no one cared, not even Kaoru… A tear dropped down when he blinked.

He brought his knees up against his chest and cried quietly. He started to cry harder when a pair of arms held him. Sniffling, he buried his face in the crook of Kaoru’s neck as the guitarist hushed him. His hands stroked his back.

"I’m sorry. Please don’t cry…"

"Are you angry…-angry at me?"

Kaoru looked at the shimmering tears in Toshiya’s eyes and his stained cheeks as he brushed his dark hair to the side and tucked it behind his ears. He sighed. How could he be angry or stay angry at him? "Iie," he answered, kissing his lover’s forehead through his fringe. "You can smile now."

Toshiya pouted but he was smiling. "Jerk." He pushed Kaoru off him.

But Kaoru pulled him up from the seat into his arms. "So what were you ‘Ow’-ing about just now?"

"Pain…" Toshiya rubbed his left arm.

"Eh? Why?"

"…Injection."

"Oh…"

"Hormone injection…"

Kaoru’s eyebrow arched up. "Hm…they injected female hormones into you?" he grinned teasingly as his arms snaked around Toshiya's waist. "Haha, I think you have enough though…ow, itai!"

"Jerk!"

"*blehh*"

Maybe it was fate after all, that Toshiya bear their child, the seed of their love.

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to be continued.......

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