Do you want to kiss me?
02/01/05
Hey baby here are some pics that i took and ones that were taken of me after i passed out. I miss you sooo much Papi, I cant wait to see you and ya know, Mmmmmm, yea that!
02/18/05
SPANK ME!!!!! :-D
ok so sue me, I sleep with the teddy bear i bought you! You know it's cute . . . kinda
Makes you wanna throw up right?
Ok, so i touch my tits when i sleep. . .
I was dreaming about you Papi! ;-)
Since you haven't looked at any of the pictures yet i decided that i should put a few more on here for you to look at when u ACTUALLY do! :-P
02/22/05
I <3 my nipple ring
It's no fun going to the
club without you
Damn those blurry pictures,
dont you hate them?
humm, I look like shit
I like my hand in my pants too
But i would prefer yours
Baby, I miss you soooo
much!
I think I play with my tongue ring too much
hey babe, hope you dont mind, I wrote these a while back and this is the only place i have them saved. I didnt feel like writing them all in my notebook so i left a few of them on here. Hope you liked the pictures.
Half the Cost

I used to call you baby
But never to your face
I used to chase you round and round
But only at my pace

I used to say i love you
To your picture in a frame
I used to tell the world about you
Leaving out your name

I guess I could have fought for you
Bashing down your walls
Convincing you that you needed me
Walking dead end halls

But what's the point, you know
Because I always would have lost
Hell I'm lucky I got a broken heart
For only half the cost

I used to bring you spendors
Hidden in my palms
You used to make me crazy
Though outwardly I seemed calm
I used to think you'd change
You just needed to pretend
I used to think you loved me
But you weren't even my friend.
The Good-Bye Note

She looks at me
Her face pale and white
Her hair stands wildly
Her eyes look sad and tight
If she dies next week, tomorrow, or today
There's things she will regret
And things she should say
She's not afraid to die
But there are things she should have said
But she didn't know how to voice them
So she kept them in her head
So if she never sees you again
She wants you to know
You'll be in her heart
Where ever she may go
She looks into my eyes
This grl who I call "she"
And a tear runs down her cheek
It's so easy to forget that this girl is really
ME
Untitled

Love knows no color
Love knows no race
Love is the star dream
I see on your face
Love knows no distance
Love crosses many miles
Love is the reason
For all of my smiles
Age doesnt matter
Makes no difference what size
All that really matters
Is the love in your eyes
Love knows no gender
Except what is meant to be
Love is the special thing
Between you and me