Principles of Lust(1)

Red light filtered through the cheap material of the curtain, making everything appear red or black. The night was deep but outside there were still the noise of the blasting music of clubs and honking cars. But they all sound far away from the room. The room smelt stagnant of sex.

Kaoru dried his hair with a towel that came with the room. His skin felt hot despite the shower he just took. Strands of violet hair covered his forehead and stuck out every else even without gel or hairspray. His blouse hung loose to his thin body. In the dimness, he could barely see but an outline of the person lying horizontally across the queen-size bed. The light reflected from the smooth skin of long bare legs, teasing him more than anything else.

" Couldn’t we afford a better place?"

" Do you want anyone to recognise us?" Kaoru raised an eyebrow at the other man although he was sure he couldn’t see it.

" Mou, are you afraid to be…" The man crept out of the bed, walking rather sensuously, with his hips swaying left and right, towards the guitarist. "…exposed?" He wrapped slender arms around his waist, his hand playfully rubbed against the front of the leather pants.

" Mm, Toshiya-chan…" He arched towards those teasing fingers, moaning as he felt Toshiya’s tongue wetting his earlobe. The fragrance of the bassist seemed extremely pleasant in the lousy condition of the love motel they were in.

Moaning, he turned around and caught the younger man’s lips in his. Gently, he stroked the smooth thighs under the hem of the black negligee. Outside, he heard an ambulance, or police car, passing. He felt as if the floor vibrated with the heavy beat of the disco round the corner of the block. But all this distractions flew away as Toshiya pressed against him.

The bassist raised a leg, wrapping it around Kaoru’s waist, before he straddled him, letting him support his weight. The older man leaned against the wall to avoid losing his balance. Toshiya’s flesh tingled under the thin cloth when Kaoru’s hands ran up and down his back.

They kissed hungrily, feeling each other with their lips and tongues in an almost brutal way, until they ran out of breath and had to stop for a break. Kaoru brushed Toshiya’s fringe from his forehead, hoping to get a clearer view of his face in the darkness.

" Why don’t we on the light?" He heard Toshiya ask.

" The light’s broken…"

" Oh…well, no light’s better anyway," Toshiya giggled as he lowered his head to nibble on his lover’s neck.

" Toshiya, how many glasses did you take tonight?"

" Enough to forget how to count." This time Kaoru heard the slur in his tone but his thoughts was lost in Toshiya’s touches. The young man still had his legs around his waist, making him feel squashed between the him and the wall. He slowly disengaged those long enticing legs before he really lost his footing.

" Mmmm, Kaoru-chan!" Toshiya pressed his face against his chest, nudging his nose against one collarbone. His head pulsed with dizziness; the darkness was making him sick and he was drunk with too many tequilas while waiting for Kaoru to come to the motel. And he felt so comfortable just resting there against the older man.

" Toshiya?" The man was clinging to his waist, probably asleep already. He smiled, softly stroking the long black hair of his lover. Sighing, he carried him to the bed, letting roll over and sprawl over three-quarters of the mattress.

He slipped under the blanket, ready to sleep. But then he felt soft unguided lips on his chest and woke up to see Toshiya over him.

" Hm??" Toshiya was licking a nipple, making it hard with his tongue. "I thought you were too drunk?"

" Too drunk for you?" The bassist pushed himself into sitting position, his hips rotating seductively against Kaoru’s. Kaoru closed his eyes in bliss, unaware that he was moaning out loud at what Toshiya was making him experience. Not that he had never experienced it, but every time seemed too good.

Toshiya felt himself growing hard and felt the Kaoru’s throbbing manhood beneath him. He made a soft purring sound and tilted his head upwards at the friction as he increased the speed of his movement. Even through their clothing, the heat was immense.

Kaoru opened his eyes and was greeted with the inviting sight of Toshiya’s exposed neck. His eyes trailed the tense muscles hidden under the delicious flesh to the collarbones. One black strap had fallen from its proper place, now hanging by Toshiya’s shoulder. Reluctantly tearing himself from pleasure, he raised himself up on his elbows and told Toshiya to stop so that he could sit up and remove his clothes.

The young man pouted considerably but didn’t undress. Instead he lay sideways, his fingers touching himself between the legs. A soft moan escaped him as he pleasured himself.

" You can’t wait, can you? You little brat!" Kaoru made a face before breaking into laughter.

" No," Toshiya answered simply, rolling his eyes upwards to look at him. "Old men like you are always slow and always making me wait!"

" Oh? Me, an old man?" Kaoru glared at him. "Just tell me how many ‘old men’ have you bedded?"

Toshiya’s hands stopped working as he saw Kaoru crawl towards him in an almost malicious manner. "Not many…maybe a few."

A short scream escaped him when Kaoru pounced on him and started tickling him. "A few, huh?!"

Toshiya tried unsuccessfully to escape his hands, his stomach aching from laughing to hard. "Stop, stop!!! Okay, okay, you are the only one okay, old man?!!!"

Kaoru was stopped laughing. He sat back and looked at the still giggling bassist. Bending down, he placed a kiss on the man’s forehead. "Too bad you’re stuck with this old man, huh?" Toshiya raised his arms and looped them around his neck, pulling himself up in the process. Their lips met in a painfully sweet way.

"Yeah, that’s too bad…but I’m not complaining," he said softly, threading his fingers through brittle hair. He held Kaoru’s head as he pressed for a deep kiss. His tongue sought to meet Kaoru’s and gasped as he felt Kaoru’s suddenly cold hands slip into the elastic of his underwear and fondled his buttocks.

The guitarist brought him to sit in his lap without breaking the union of their lips. He groaned when the younger man’s erection strained against his.

Toshiya’s long hair fell down on both sides of his face, veiling the red light out. His breathing grey heavier until he was panting with growing need than urgently had to be fulfilled soon…like now. He got up, still standing between Kaoru’s spread legs.

" Ka-Kaoru?" His need was causing him unbearable pain. He looked at the older man pleadingly.

Kaoru smiled and reached for his hips, pulling him closer until his erection was level with his face. With a hand, he massaged his lover there, extracting sounds of pain and pleasure. Toshiya moved up and down to increase the pressure, his eyes closed and beads of sweat were appearing on his skin.

He felt cool air touch him as Kaoru raised the hem of his night gown and removed his obstructing briefs. He gasped once, twice, when Kaoru nuzzled against the triangle of fine pubic hair. "Kaoru…"

" Ahhh!!!" he screamed as his length was enveloped in wet heat. He began to thrust into Kaoru’s mouth, unaware that his screams was getting louder and louder. Somewhere along the line, he heard himself scream, "Harder! Please!"

Kaoru flicked his tongue along the hardness, sucking and occasionally biting the tip, enjoying the sound of his young lover’s rapture. The cloth of Toshiya’s negligee brushed against his face as his hands tightened and loosened on his more fleshy hips.

Toshiya closed his eyes and arched into Kaoru’s mouth as he came before pulling out and falling limp onto the bed. His breathing began to slow down but it caught in his throat when Kaoru’s persistent tongue continued licking his length. He raised on his elbow and tried to stop him from inflicting pain upon him but Kaoru grabbed his waist and turned him so that he was lying on his stomach. Toshiya took it as he should to stay still.

With a hand, he parted those long legs, his face still between them. But he could visualise Toshiya’s face in half in pain and enjoyment as he heard the continuous moaning and gasping. He could almost feel his hardness grow. He wanted to fuck Toshiya hard and hear him scream out his name. He wanted it now! Yet he held his desires.

He pushed a finger into the bassist’s tight entrance, eliciting a gasp from him. Toshiya began to move against that finger. "Kaoru! Ah!" Kaoru shoved in two fingers this time, searching for the spot that gave Toshiya so much pleasure.

When Kaoru removed his fingers, Toshiya thought he was going to enter him. But the next thing he felt was Kaoru’s lips against his buttocks and then his tongue creeping between the cheeks until he reached his anus. "Kaoru!!! What’re you doing?!" He was about to get up when Kaoru pressed him flat onto the bed and spread his legs wider apart.

" I’m an old man. I like to do it…slowly," he said in a heavy dragging voice and returned to his job.

" Ah…please! Ah!!!" he screamed feverishly as he raised his hips to meet Kaoru’s tongue. He felt the moist tongue licking and sucking at his sensitive flesh.

Finally, Kaoru had enough of playing and guided his hard throbbing manhood into Toshiya. Once he was in, he started thrusting rhythmically, trying to control Toshiya’s violent movements but failing cause soon he found himself driving savagely into him. His mind was stunned by an indescribable feeling propelled by his desire for owning this young man.

Toshiya’s fingers gripped at the blanket as he spread his legs more to allow easier passage for Kaoru. He couldn’t feel the pain anymore, or the pain was so intense it had become pleasurable to him. He gasped and moaned at the intrusions. His smooth back was against Kaoru’s heaving chest. The guitarist’s hands soon found Toshiya’s previously neglected length and began kneading it while at the same time going in and out of him.

The sensation was so incredible! Toshiya wanted more but he felt that he would die if this feeling of ecstasy increased. "Kaoru…Kaoru…ah!!! Please harder!" he begged as one hand reached behind and dug into the older man’s thigh.

Toshiya was about to protest when Kaoru pulled out for a second but then screamed when Kaoru rammed mercilessly into him. The guitarist proceeded making deep, long thrusts into his body, his own eyes lidded with pleasure as he spilled his seed into his lover. He did that until he could move no more and Toshiya lay with his heart beating madly in his arms.

Toshiya didn’t realise he was crying until the salty moisture reached his lips. His own semen was splattered on the sheets, tainting them. He frowned at the stickiness between his legs and touched the liquid there. His finger appeared coated with the mix of his blood and Kaoru’s ejaculation. He didn’t know what he was thinking at the time when he put the finger into his mouth and tasted the liquid.

" What are you doing?" Kaoru asked.

The young man reached for his thighs again and turned around to face him. "Hey, this tastes good!" He showed Kaoru the stain on his hand and was amused to see the expression of disbelief on the man’s face.

" You _are_ sick!" Kaoru stuck his tongue out.

" So what if I am?" Toshiya ignored him and licked his wet fingers.

Kaoru shook his head in disgust. Toshiya smiled sweetly at him, shyly even, and he felt his heart dancing and blushed. He moved nearer and kissed the guitarist, his tongue parting those lips that he had so often tasted. Kaoru kissed him back but stopped when he felt Toshiya passing something that don’t quite taste like saliva into his mouth.

" Toshiya! You idiot!" He pulled away from him, sticking his tongue out again.

Toshiya began to giggle. "What’s so bad about it? It’s _us_!"

Kaoru looked thoughtful for a moment and then laughed. "I suppose! You’re just so impossible!"

" Of course I’m impossible. Doesn’t the fact that I love you tell you that?" The younger man wrapped his arms around his waist, hugging him for warmth in the lousy love motel that provided no heater because they know their customers would find ways to heat themselves up. And they fell into sated sleep in each other’s arms.

The next morning, they were late for recording.

End of Principles of Lust(1)

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