Oblivion Flyer
DARKENED FANTASY
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Ticking sounds
Awaken new senses
Inside the emptiness
That is embedded inside of me

Buds I had long since forgotten,
Quiver at the prospect of change

Emotions so loud that they vibrate
Right into the sounds of confusion

I look within and see,
Anger's light is now marbled
With the dark of silence

The warm blanket of night
That helps to shroud away
All light

The soft pulsation of it's friendly embrace

Holding the torn and battered child,
Safely,
Safely through,
To a more serene flowing,
Of musical notes

And attempt to piece together,
The shattered illusions of harmony

Leaves me disheveled,
As the buds are sprouting forth,
Like tiny diamonds in a sea devoid of all beauty

Somewhere
In another time
This fragility is not misunderstood
This beauty is not unseen

If I could float there for just a second,
Remaining in the clutches of a romantic death

Where upon his enchanting kiss
Could bring me forth,
Into a life of sweeter caresses,

Melancholy fading,
And strength encouraging me

If I could flee the past,
Suspend the future,
Forgive myself of every sin

Seek out a soul
To fill the endless void
With something real

Something I can feel deep down
In the depths of my empty soul

A soul that vibrates
With confusing sounds all at once

Yet, somehow,
Still seems to resonate
With the ironical silence of idealic,
Long forgotten dreams

Drifting through the velvety breeze,
The jumbled chaos shifts,
Into a new dimension,
Where upon the buds have fully blossomed,
Into something altogether new

Rivulets of hope encrusted memories,
Echoes of remembered laughter

The confusion eases,
The peace of my dreams seeps,
In through the clouds,
And I become lost in a realm of fantasy.

~~Oblivion Flyer and Velvet 2-2001~~