S.S. Sister
S.S. Sister is one of my  "sisters" and one of the most brilliant people I have ever met!!!  This girl has the strength of ten warriors and is still going!!!  She is amazing!!!  Absolutely incredible!!  I love you S.S. Sister!!!
HER LONELY HEART STILL CRIES TO BE RELEASED
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She's a stroll through Australia
On a hot summer night
She's a walk down Venice Beach
On a cool breezy night
Lit up silently by the saddened moonlight
She cries a river a day
And never quite knows what to say
Pain rolls in like the tides
And while she often runs and hides
She knows she has to stay
She knows she has to face the pain
But still she fantasizes about running away
Her fears melt in her mouth,
Sweeter than sugar cane
And as bitter as the coldest of winter snows
But her life brings only pain
Again and again
She alwayz wants to pack up and leave
Yet, she alwayz stays
As time rolls by,
She sets down her dreams
Wondering why it is
That she still hasn't learned how to fly
Still she prays for the day to say goodbye
She kneels, no angel in sight
She begs god,
Begs him to take away the fright
Moon comes up,
And she finds herself
Once again
Alone in the night
Alone with the tears,
The pain and the fright
Fenced in
Walls erect
Teardrop stained pillows fluff up the room
The invisible tears revealing her gloom
Candy apple maybes,
And a face in the moon
She smiles so fakely,
And yet they all believe
She doesn't understand
How could they be so naive
Her hair swoops down over her eyes,
Single stranded loneliness,
Just like she feels inside
Who wishes on a star anyway?
She gave up on wishing
For the pain to go away
How did she get led so far astray?
Cause life never became happy,
Nothing ever changed
Feelings became dormant,
Nothing in sight,
Dreams out of range
Pointless to dream
For nothing was to become true
Your heart turns cold,
Soul turns blue
Blue lakes of tears that never dry
Alone she lives,
Alone she cries,
Alone she dreams,
Alone she dies.

~~S.S. Sister and Velvet 2-2001~~