I describe making a film as an exhilarating
hell.
You might very well describe it differently,
without necessarily contradicting me.
VENT! is for those filmmakers who have strived
to realize their dream without realizing all the consequences of it, such
as mounting debts, bitter clashes with cast and crew, rejections from film
fests and distributors, and a host of other aggravations you might have
encountered along the way to getting your epic uncovered and, if fate smiles
down on you, discovered. It can be a long, hard, winding road, but if you
plan well enough ahead (and travel the scenic route) it can be a very rewarding
experience. Just completing a feature film independently is an awesome
achievement. After that, it's all a matter of luck, money, marketing, networking
and, let's not forget, the quality of your product.
It's not always logical, or even fair, which
is why I launched this forum for frustrated movie makers to bitch and moan
about what vexes them in this biz, and hence pass on some practical, from-the-trenches
advice to us struggling filmmaking entrepreneurs trudging along the same
path. And there are more of us than ever. The likes of Kevin Smith, Ed
Burns and Richard Linklater, with their well-publicized ultra low-budget
debut feature success stories, have inspired legions of aspiring filmmakers
to follow in their footsteps. And it's getting crowded out here. There
are so many indie films made and only so many venues to accommodate them.
So, as a rapidly growing community, independent filmmakers need to support
one another's efforts. Of course, that doesn't mean we're all going to
win an Academy Award and be interviewed on Entertainment Tonight someday.
Fact is, few of us will ever be able to make a career for ourselves in
this industry at all. But since that won't stop a wanna-be from trying-to-be,
we could all gain a little insight through one another's trials and tribulations.
Afterall, we learn from our mistakes... but it's even better if we can
learn from the mistakes of others who've been there.
To introduce myself (and thus endear myself
to you all as a fellow disgruntled filmmaker and brother-in-debt), I recently
finished my first independent feature, Playing
With Mr. Greeley (click on it if you give a damn). I graduated
from a small university film program and was then employed for nearly two
years as an assistant manager of a video store until I saved up enough
money (about $15,000) and collected about a half dozen credit cards. Impatient
to get things into gear, I wrote the first draft of the screenplay in less
than two weeks while still working full time. Happily quitting my
retail job, I gradually assembled a cast and crew who would work for deferred
salary (i.e., nothing), drew up my own contracts for them, scouted locations
that were cheap or free to use, rehearsed my actors, negotiated deals for
equipment, plotted camera set-ups with my DP, scheduled shooting days,
and so on, so forth. I purged my bank account, maxed out much of my plastic
and hit my parents up for cash to produce the film.
Currently, while trying to raise money for
my next feature, I am submitting the roughly finished Playing With Mr.
Greeley to festivals, distributors and reps, with some minor interest
and success, but mostly rejection letters, and periods of time waiting
for rejection letters while scrounging and scraping to make those minimum
payments on my charge cards.
But I regret nothing. It has been one of the
most enjoyable and enriching personal undertakings of my life, and I wouldn't
trade it for anything. I don't know if my film is any good, or rather,
if it is good enough. I don't think it's crap, which is somewhat self-reassuring.
I'm proud of it and of all the people who were involved in the production,
and I am hopeful that it’ll serve as a springboard for me... though that
doesn't mean I can't complain about how tough it is to make a movie and
then get it shown.
I've dreamed of making a film for as long as
I can remember. Now that, years later, my dream is a reality, I feel
alternately elated and despondent, depending on the day and how many credit
card balances are overdue.
Indeed it's been a long, hard, winding road...
and I've just gotten started on it.
But hey, we all gotta start somewhere.
Don Philbricht
Editor
VENT! co-founder Mary Hynan-Nicoll also has her own film
links web site that is a great resource for filmmakers and film lovers.
Click below to check it out.
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