About me... I’m not what people think I am. I’m a very hurt girl. No one understands me for who I really am. Some people look at me and see a hurt and scared girl, which I really am. Some just look at me and see a cold and selfish rotten girl that loves to hurt people. I don’t understand why they think that of me. Yes I have hurt people but the only reason why that is because they have hurt me to. Let me tell you a little about the real "Me"... I’m 16 years old. I work to help support myself. I’ve been in group-homes and foster homes. I used to smoke weed. I thought it helped me to forget the pain and the lies in my life but it only made me think more about it anyways. I’m 5'4, which is kinda short don’t you think.... I have weird eyes. One day they are green and the next they are can be brown. I think that’s messed up. I’m 140lbs. I think that’s kinda big but I still look good. I’m not fat, just a little chubby. I have brown hair which I hate and like to dye it alot. I'm a tomboy. I dress in baggy cloths. I listen to heavy music which drives my Grandmother crazy. lol My fav band right now is Linkin Park and Korn. I remember when I was 11 years old I loved the BSB. I wonder what made me change from BSB to Korn. When I was a little girl, before I started school, my best friend of all time was my older brother Karl. He meant the world to me but once he started school it all changed. Sometimes I wish he was still my best friend but life changes people, even if you don’t want them to, it still happens. My mother also was my best friend at one point then something happened and it all changed. Anyways shit happens. My mother is bisexual and it does not bother me at all. In fact, I tell everyone that is around me that I’m happy for my mother that she has found a new love. Most of the people around me think it is wrong that my mother is bisexual, but it does not matter to me. They all can think what they want about it just as long as it does not hurt my mother. My mother's girlfriend is pretty cool. She’s like my step mother. When I really think about it she is. I can trust her right now. She’s the only person that I can talk to. She always has something good to say. She is a very nice and warm person. Anyways now that you know all about me, well not everything but whatever... My fav tv shows are: The 70s Show, The Gilmore Girls, The First Wave, South Park, Mad T.V., Charmed, Angel and the X Files. My fav groups: Korn, Linkin' Park, Creed, Kittie, Slipknot, Greenday and many more. My fav colours: baby blue and purple My fav movies of all time are: Funny Girl, Mary Poppins, Scary Movie, Road Trip and Save the Last Dance My fav quote: Age is nothing but a number, You dunno better My fav thing to say: "I don't know" {EG to Mom} Things I like to do in my spare time: going to the movies hanging out with my friends talking on the phone pissing my brother off going shopping listening to music playing badminton chatting online Anyways, I don’t know what else to say so... thanx for taking your time getting to know the real "ME". take care and keep J |